"Brother, this dress is really well made." I smiled and walked around him. I'm afraid it was made by the old lady. She has always been very particular about clothes, not to mention the wedding of her precious son.
Fu Ruoli put away her smile, looked around, and asked in a low voice: "Didn't we agree to come with the emperor?!"
As soon as I was stunned, I knew that nothing could escape his eyes. If you want to ask, who knows me best in this family, I am afraid it is only Fu Ruoli. No look in my eyes or a hint of helplessness can escape his eyes.
"I'll probably come over later." I turned my back to him and said helplessly.
"Yan'er, how many times have I told you that the harem is very complicated and it is not easy to survive. You can only rely on the emperor, and he is your most reliable support, teacher. Can't you change that stubborn temper?
?!" Fu Ruoli sighed, he knew Yan'er's temper well and would never bow his head easily.
"I, uh... today is your big day, don't talk about these things, don't worry, I will live a good life." I muttered, turned around and walked towards Liu Qianli's house.
I stood outside the door, but did not go in immediately. I felt a little emotional in my heart. I didn’t know whether it was right or wrong to do this. However, Liu Qianli actually chose this path. She must have gone through a lot of struggles. I am stupid and should completely put her down.
Treat her like a person here?! Not that cheerful girl who laughed with me, cried with me, and talked about ideals and ambitions on the roof of the building in the middle of the night.
"Why are you standing outside the door?" Liu Qianli suddenly opened the door and looked at me in astonishment.
"I'm not doing anything, I'm just getting ready to come in." I immediately smiled, walked in while joking, and looked up at Liu Qianli seriously.
She has indeed changed. There is no longer a youthful look on her face, no bold laughter, and no sparkle in her eyes. Instead, she looks like a lady, smiling lightly and showing off her ladylike demeanor.
"Li, congratulations." For a moment, I didn't know what to say, so I smiled sincerely.
Liu Qianli was startled, then suddenly sat next to me. Her beautiful face was covered with a layer of lightness, and her gentle voice seemed to soothe her inner irritability: "I have decided, what about you? Have you thought about it? In the blink of an eye, one year has passed.
What do you think?"
I raised my eyes and stared at her for a while, lowered my eyelashes, and my voice suddenly became weak: "I don't know, anyway, there are still two years."
"Why are you still so confused now? Do you have to wait until two years later, before you leave, to make a decision?! Ask your heart, where is it?" Liu Qianli sighed softly.
, looked at me helplessly, very anxious.
"But, I really don't know. I never thought about staying here forever, because I am too tired and feel exhausted mentally and physically. However, as long as he treats me well, I can't help but feel guilty about him, and I feel confused
..." It's true that I don't understand him, let alone myself.
"Then you love him?" Liu Qianli opened her beautiful pupils and looked at me deeply.
"Maybe, but I will never be humble and abandon everything to love someone. That would be too heavy. My self-esteem will not allow it, and my higher education will not allow it. In other words, if one day,
He made me completely despair. I was tired, so I wouldn't care about anything. I thought, that day, I would leave without hesitation..."
Loving someone does not mean that I need to abandon everything and my self-esteem. That is very sad. It is sad love. I would rather not have it.
Fate is spoken by fate
Can't let go but still want to leave
Although our hearts are with each other
But can't own it
"Qinghan, you haven't changed. You still have your own principles. You are not like me. I am just an ordinary woman. And you want more." There was something strange shining in Liu Qianli's eyes. I couldn't see it.
Understand, or never understand.
"Okay, stop talking about this, it's really annoying. I have said before that women can still live a wonderful life without love." I shook my head irritably and had to admit that her words shocked me a lot.
However, now is not the time to talk about this.
Liu Qianli smiled, turned to hold my hand, and sat in front of the dressing table. A beautiful face in the mirror shone brightly, shining with the light of happiness.
"Is this hairpin good-looking?" Liu Qianli suddenly held up a green hairpin and waved it in front of my eyes like a treasure, and she was very excited.
"Well, it's very beautiful. Big brother gave it to you, right?" I teased.
"Well, this is our token. I have always been reluctant to wear it." Liu Qianli carefully inserted the hairpin deep into her hair.
Token? I was stunned and thought about it again and again. I didn’t seem to have any token. Apart from endless gold and silver treasures and vulgar satin and jade ornaments, he didn’t seem to know what I wanted?
"What are you thinking about?" Liu Qianli looked back and looked at me strangely.
I quickly put my thoughts back, smiled brightly, picked up a piece of handkerchief on the table, covered her head, and said jokingly: "Of course I miss you and my eldest brother."
Liu Qianli lifted her hijab, glanced at me shyly, and said with a smile: "You are such a ghost. But, I have always been surprised, you have been married for so long, why are you not pregnant yet?!"
My hand holding her arm stiffened slightly, I bit my lower lip tightly and said softly, "We haven't had that relationship yet."
"What? Oh my god, Qinghan, is he a saint?!" Liu Qianli simply pulled off her hijab and exclaimed.
I looked at her and felt even more embarrassed. I lowered my head and didn't know what to say.
"I think he cares about you. At least he respects you. Let me ask you: Is there any man in the world who can do this? After being married for a year, he hasn't even touched you!" Liu Qianli smiled and patted me.
shoulders, and a hint of amusement flashed in his eyes.
"Really?! Okay, let me help you out. You are obviously getting married, why are you asking me so much?!" I glanced at her sheepishly, roughly put the red hijab on her head, and slowly
He helped her walk to the lobby.
"Li, let me ask you quietly: How are my father and mother treating you?" To be honest, with Qian Sibao's businessman nature, I am quite worried about Liu Qianli, fearing that she will not speak out if she feels wronged.
"Don't worry, they are all very nice to me, especially the old lady." Liu Qianli held my hand tightly.
"Xier, has the young master arrived at the lobby?" I suddenly remembered the ancient etiquette and asked hurriedly.
"We're here, we're all waiting for you." Xi'er Qiao smiled brightly, held Liu Qianli's other side, and said with a smile.
in the lobby
I supported Liu Qianli and slowly crossed the threshold. When I saw the people in the hall clearly, I was almost frightened.
I saw Meng Zihan and Wen Ruoyu sitting directly above, looking like the center of attention. Isn't this intentional to embarrass me? She, a concubine, actually sat on it?!
My body stiffened suddenly, the smile disappeared from the corners of my mouth, and I stood blankly at the threshold, not knowing how to react.
"Hey." Liu Qianli was still clever and immediately pushed me and reminded me softly.
Forget it, no matter how unbearable it is, you have to endure it. Today is a good day for Big Brother and Meimei. For their sake, let’s swallow this breath for now.
I took a deep breath. Although I was more than ten meters away from the lobby, I could feel Meng Zihan's fiery eyes following me around.
I helped Liu Qianli to the side of my eldest brother and stepped aside sadly. Looking at their happy faces, I couldn't help but feel filled with emotion.
We are both husband and wife, so why is there such a big gap? Is it just because of the difference in status? Or, have we never loved each other in the first place?
"Yan'er." Suddenly, a small, deep voice came into my ears. When I turned around, I was stunned on the spot, Ji Chen?! How could he come?!
In the midst of his dementia, Yan Chen suddenly stretched out his big hand, pulled me out from the crowd around him, and pulled me straight to the backyard, where he used to find Liu Qianli.
"Why are you here?" I looked around and looked at him in surprise. He was really comfortable being a prince, and he was still in the mood to attend the wedding!