I shook my head decisively, quietly withdrew my hand, turned my back, looked at a gloomy bamboo forest, sighed deeply, and my voice seemed to come from an empty valley: "It's impossible, you and I will never be together in this life.
Together." I am just a passerby in this world, so why should I bother myself and shoulder a heavy love debt?!
Song Yufeng pulled me over and faced him, his hurt eyes firmly fixed on my face, and asked me in a hoarse voice: "You still refuse to forgive me?" The sad tone was heartbreaking.
I smiled bitterly, what does it have to do with me whether I forgive or not?! The most difficult thing in the world is the word love. Gratitude and resentment are all because of love. I tried my best to squeeze out a smile and said quietly: "No,
Because I'm not who I am." I'm not paying for beauty! I want him to understand this.
"Yan'er, do you still remember that time I saw you in the Marriage Courtyard? At that time, I was already sure that I liked you..." It's okay if I don't say it, it will make me angry when I say it. He didn't do it when I was a woman from a good family.
Interested, but I dressed up as a prostitute and he fell in love with me! These men should really remind them to prevent aids!
Thinking of this, my eyes suddenly turned cold, and there was no emotion in them. Men are indeed competitive animals. The harder it is to get something, the more they want it.
"Aren't you going to let me go?" His tone was impatient.
Song Yufeng originally thought that after hearing his confession, I would be determined to follow him, but he never expected that I would be so cold. I was at a loss and stood there stupidly.
"Okay, I'm going to rest now. You can go out." Since you are not going to let me go, there is no need for me to be nice to you.
"Then I won't bother you anymore." Song Yufeng replied absently, but made no move to move his feet.
I ignored him, walked directly to the bed, and put down the gauze hanging on both sides. The thin gauze separated us and also blocked our marriage in this life.
There is nothing wrong with love itself. I stared blankly at Song Yufeng, who was standing there motionless, and muttered to myself, Don't blame me for being cruel, blame me for not being destined!
I don’t know when Song Yufeng left. I opened my eyes in a daze, and a weak light from the window shone into the house. It looked like it was just getting dark. Ningjun, Meng Zihan must be very anxious if he can’t find me, and Liu Qianli, this is
A piece of my heart. No matter what, I have to find a way to get out of here. My head is spinning rapidly.
I took a look at the clothes I was wearing. It would definitely be very eye-catching when I went out like this. I looked around, walked to the cabinet, and opened it gently. Fortunately, there were multiple women's clothes inside. Could it be? Could it be that Song Yufeng had been planning this for a long time?
!I didn’t have time to think so much, so I quickly picked out the simplest thing to wear, and combed my hair into an ordinary maid’s outfit. It should be safer this way.
It looked like I had no choice but to escape! I gently moved a stool and placed it under the window sill, climbed up, and looked down. Fortunately, it was not very high, so I jumped down without hesitation.
I should have put my compass in my pocket, and put it on if I wanted to. In ancient times, there weren’t even street signs, and the houses looked about the same. I rubbed my eyes, hey... I walked for about a quarter of an hour before walking out of the bamboo forest.
, Fortunately, his family doesn't like pets and doesn't keep any wild animals.
Where should we go? There was not even a soul on the entire avenue. I stood at a crossroads and hesitated. Forget it, men are on the left and women are on the right. Let's just go right. I hope I don't go out of the city.
Didn't the book say that the ancients got up to work in the middle of the night? Father-in-law Sun went to work, but I didn't see anyone. As I walked, my stomach became more and more deflated, and I gritted my teeth and could only endure it.
Hi, from a distance, a person was walking in my direction. I hurriedly chased him a few steps forward: "Good morning, how can I get to the capital?" This old woman looked quite kind.
The old woman looked at me strangely and said slowly: "Girl, why are you here in this wilderness?"
"I, I'm lost." I looked at the old woman. To be honest, she shouldn't be a bad person.
"It's too dangerous for a girl to live in a house. It's quite chaotic here, and no one usually goes out at night."
Isn't it??! At this time, my stomach growled unsatisfactorily, and I smiled awkwardly at the old woman.
"Haha, girl, haven't you eaten yet? This place is remote, and there probably aren't any inns along the way. I don't think the girl is a bad person. If you don't mind, how about going to my house to have something to eat first?!" the old woman said kindly.
So enthusiastic?! Cases of kidnapping came to mind one after another. People in ancient times were not so bad, right? After hesitating for a while, I subconsciously touched my flat belly and gave it my all. So, I said politely: "Excuse me, ma'am."
You are welcome."
After a while, I came to a small thatched house, with an uneven table in the middle. There was only a tattered wooden bed with a thick straw mat on it, and a few sloppy clothes.
Sitting on a long bench, I couldn't help but feel that it seemed that the life of working people in ancient times was quite poor!
"It's too shabby here, it makes the girl laugh." Seeing me frowning, the old woman said in embarrassment.
"It's okay, it's fine." I smiled against my will and comforted the old woman. It is indeed a famous saying that technology is the primary productive force.
After a while, the old woman brought a big bowl of porridge. I stood up and took a look. Wow, I could actually see my face. Isn’t this rice too little?
The old woman probably saw what I was thinking and said in an embarrassed low voice: "Girl, I'm sorry, that's all for the rice."
I looked up at the old woman's old and weak face, and my eyes suddenly moistened. I immediately took off the jade bracelet from my hand, put it in the old woman's hand, and looked at her with deep feeling: "This
Please accept the bracelet and exchange it for some money. Just think of it as the money for my meal.
"Girl, this is absolutely impossible." The old woman quickly stood up and returned the bracelet to me.
"Old lady, you're welcome, I won't take it back." I resolutely put the bracelet into the old woman's palm, held the rough hands tightly, and frightened the old woman with my serious expression.
, she silently put away the jade bracelet and smiled gratefully at me.
Although there was not much rice in the porridge, a large basin of water filled me up. I shook my body and prepared to do some exercise. When I saw the old woman still looking at me, I casually asked: "Your family
Are there no men?" It doesn't look like there are men living in this house, there is no popularity at all.
The old woman was startled, and two lines of turbid tears fell down. She choked and said: "I have an only son who is twenty-four this year. His father died early. We orphans and widowers have spent twenty years, but four years have passed."
Before, he went to recruit soldiers, but he never came back." The old woman was emotional, her thin shoulders kept shaking, and she turned to cover her face and cried.
I sat down silently next to the old woman, reached out and wiped the tears on the old woman's face with my sleeves, and comforted her with an extremely firm tone: "Auntie, good people will be rewarded, and your son will definitely come back."
It was dark before I knew it. It was indeed a deserted wilderness, and the cold wind was beating the ground unbridled. The thatched house was like a small grass in the cold wind, facing collapse at any time.
"Girl, although my house is in shabby condition, it can at least provide shelter from wind and rain. If girl is willing, you can sleep with me tonight." The old woman said kindly when she saw me leaning stupidly against the door.
.
"How can I dislike it? It's too late for me to be grateful." I turned around and smiled at the old lady.
The old woman simply made the bed, pulled me aside, rubbed my hands with concern, and said earnestly: "Your hands are cold, don't think about anything now, I will ask my cousin to take you to the capital tomorrow.
Go to bed early."
Looking at the old woman's kind and friendly smile, I nodded vigorously.
Inside the Qiankun Hall~~
"Your Majesty, what's the purpose of summoning ministers to the palace in such a hurry?" Fu Ruoli panted and hurriedly saluted.
"Has Yan'er returned to the house?" There was no expression on Mencius' cold face, and only his hoarse voice revealed extreme anxiety.
"Go back home?" Qian Ruoli looked at the anxious man inexplicably.
"So, she didn't come back." Meng Zihan clenched his fist and hit the pillar hard.
"What happened to Yan'er?" Fu Ruoli suddenly felt that something was wrong, stepped forward, and asked urgently.
"She disappeared after her performance last night." Meng Zihan's eyes flashed with pain.
"Why is this happening? Have you sent someone to check?" This girl always makes people worried.
"I asked the guards guarding the door, but no one saw her." The helpless voice was full of uneasiness.