"Xiaodie is the daughter of the former prime minister. The three of us grew up together and have a special relationship. Xiaodie has always followed me since she was a child, always chasing me and calling me Brother Han, Brother Han. In fact, everyone has always seen it.
It seems that she likes me. However, you also know that the late emperor has a legacy, so I can't bring him anything. Later, the queen mother made her own decision and gave her to Ling Xuan. However, Ling Xuan knew the person in Xiaodie's heart.
It’s me, so I’ve always been lukewarm towards her.”
Being neither cold nor hot doesn't mean you are so weak, right? I glanced sideways at Meng Zihan, expressing my dissatisfaction with his explanation.
"You girl." Meng Zihan scratched my nose, smiled, and continued: "One day when I was ten years old, the three of us were playing in the imperial garden, and suddenly an assassin broke into the palace... As a result, the little boy
Die was stabbed by an assassin in order to save me, which resulted in a permanent illness, and his body and bones have never been in good condition."
No wonder she always felt that something was wrong with the way the princess looked at Meng Zihan. Then again, it was understandable to Prince Xuan. Which man in the world would be willing to marry a woman who doesn’t have him in his heart?
But why does my heart feel a little dull? I don’t know if it’s because of Xiaodie or because of the man in front of me!
"Yan'er, what's wrong with you?" Meng Zihan saw that I didn't say anything for a long time and shook my arm.
"It's nothing." What should I say?! Should I sympathize with Xiaodie, or should I blame you for being callous?!
"Yan'er, do you think I owe Xiaodie too much?" Meng Zihan's calm face showed a kind of guilt, his eyes were helpless, hurt, distressed, pity or more.
I remained silent. Maybe I should be happy for that woman. After all, she occupies an unusual place in Meng Zihan's heart. But, is my heart really like this? No, I am nervous, afraid or even jealous.
God, everything is in chaos!!
I stood up suddenly and walked straight to the window, but I couldn't help but think of a poem: "The sun sets in the west, and the heartbroken people are at the end of the world."
It's really ridiculous. When did my chic, lively and cheerful Su Qinghan become so sentimental? Alas, the world has changed!
I slowly turned around and looked at Meng Zihan, with a painful and tangled look on his face, which made me feel a little bitter. I couldn't help but want to say a few words of comfort, but I couldn't let go.
"Meng Zihan." I called out softly, but I mustered up a lot of courage.
"Huh?" The blank look in his eyes made my heart suddenly twitch. This was not just self-blame, but a debt of love over the years!
I gently walked to Meng Zihan and hugged him tightly silently. This was the first time in my life that I was so gentle to him.
After dinner, Xiao Mozi came to inform the Queen Mother that he was looking for her. Meng Zihan left sadly.
"Miss, you were fine this afternoon, but why did you keep sighing when the Emperor left?" Xi'er's little head stretched out in front of me at some point, with two big eyes.
"It's okay, Miss, I'm mature." I replied angrily. Once people's thoughts are exposed, they always need to find some excuses.
"Mature?" He still looked half-informed.
Didn’t this word exist in ancient times? People say that the age of five is a generation gap, but now my generation gap is thousands of years old!
"You go out and play, I'm a little depressed." I waved to Xi'er and pointed to the door, signaling her to feel conscious.
"Depressed?" This girl must have been sent by God to exercise my endurance.
"If you don't go out, I'm going to get angry." My tone became more serious, and my face looked very impatient.
As soon as he spoke, the girl disappeared in a flash.
The figure of Xiaodie kept flashing through my mind, her weakness, her paleness, her weakness. What kind of woman should she be? She is brave, she knows how to love, she is fragile, yet strong
.
Meng Zihan, Meng Zihan, why do I keep feeling uncomfortable?
"It seems that being a queen is not easy for you." A joke came clearly to my ears, interrupting my thoughts.
"It's you again?" I was surprised at first, but soon regained my composure.
"What were you thinking about that made me come in for so long without even noticing?" Leng Mo's unique voice echoed in the air.
"I missed you, and I came here after thinking about you!" I rolled my eyes, and I could no longer judge this person with ordinary thinking.
"Tell me, what's the matter?" Be concise, clear and straight to the point. This is my style.
"I just came to tell you that I have sent Miss Liu back." Leng Mo crossed his arms over his chest and stared at me leisurely.
"Oh." I responded lightly, not seeming to arouse much interest.
"Don't you want to go and see for yourself?" Leng Mo asked, his tone full of disbelief.
"I want to." When I'm in a bad mood, I feel tired even talking.
"Then why bother? Change your clothes and I'll wait for you outside the door." The firm voice seemed to have already made arrangements.
"Change clothes?" I frowned and asked in surprise.
"Do you want to wear this outfit?" Leng Mo gestured at me and shook his head with a headache.
"You confuse me." I gave him a strange look, feeling confused.
"It's up to you whether you want to go or not." Leng Mo lowered his face and turned to leave.
"No, why don't I go?!" I'm so worthless, I'm always being threatened like this!
This guy is so awesome. He comes to my room more casually than at his own home! It’s hard to avoid feeling a little unhappy in my heart!
"Why are you dressed like this?" Leng Mo frowned and looked at my outfit in horror.
"It's cool, isn't it? Handsome guy." I spread my hair and tied it into a simple ponytail on the back of my head, wearing neat clothes. Hehe, I'm afraid I'm the only one who can wear my shirt outside at this time!
"What are you doing?" Leng Mo remained motionless, staring at me dumbfounded, probably wondering what I was singing.
"Let's go, why are you lingering?" I tugged on Leng Mo's sleeves and said anxiously, I have to come back in the evening!
"Well, hold me tight." Leng Mo nodded slightly, put his big hands around my waist, raised his head, and immediately left the ground with his feet. It felt so good to be in the air, and I immediately swept away the haze, and my whole body became relaxed, letting the late autumn feel.
The wind blew my hair and clothes.
"Yan'er, why are you closing your eyes tightly?" A magnetic voice sounded softly in my ears.
When I opened my eyes, I found Leng Mo leaning on his head and looking at me funny, his eyes full of amusement.
"We're here?" I stepped on the familiar stone slab with my feet, my nose felt sore, and I was filled with emotions.
"Yes." Leng Mo gently released his hold on me, his hair floating on my shoulders and gently brushing my face.
"Can't I go in?" Leng Mo carried me and flew to the top of the backyard wall. The two of us lay side by side. Coupled with the romantic atmosphere of the dark night and the stars in the sky, it was like watching shooting stars.
"If you don't want your parents to worry." Leng Mo tilted his head and glanced at me, his tone full of ridicule.
"How can I see Liu Qianli?" Is there any mistake? She is short-sighted to begin with, yet she climbed so high to look down.
"She will come out in a moment." Leng Mo's calm voice was careless without any emotion.
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard the door being pushed open with a creak, and it turned out to be Liu Qianli. How did he know she was coming out?! I glanced sideways at the person next to me, and couldn't help asking: "How did you know?" He couldn't tell me that he
Are you in love with Liu Qianli?!
"Because I know you are coming." Leng Mo turned his head and did not answer directly. His face was close in front of me, and his breath blew in the air and hit my face, which made me feel uncomfortable.
"Leng Mo, we are all smart people, tell us your purpose." Because the distance was too close, my face felt hot. Then I deliberately cleared my throat and said seriously, my eyes meeting those deep eyes.
.
"The time has not come yet, you will know later." Leng Mo slowly turned his head away and unnaturally moved his gaze to Liu Qianli below.
"Tch, why are you pretending to be mysterious!" I pursed my lips in dissatisfaction and turned my eyes to Liu Qianli below.
What is Liu Qianli doing? I frowned and looked down at the woman sitting by the lake in a daze, feeling sad in my heart.
Suddenly, a figure walked towards Liu Qianli, then, wasn't that Erniang?! I screamed out in surprise, and was immediately covered by a pair of thick hands.
"Miss Liu, you're trying to beautify that girl here again!" Er Niang's harsh and captivating voice echoed in the air.
Liu Qianli raised her head slightly, then lowered her head and remained silent.
"I'm telling you, I watched her grow up and I didn't know that girl's character. Now that she's a queen, how can she still remember us? Don't look forward to it, she won't come back!" A harsh voice cut through the night.
of silence.
"No, she will definitely come back to me." Liu Qianli's quiet voice reached my ears clearly, and I felt a bitterness in my heart, and I shed a few tears unconsciously.
"Humph, are you planning to stay at the Qian Mansion and not leave?" The naked eviction order revealed the woman's unhappiness.
Liu Qianli remained silent, and she must be feeling very bitter inside. The more I thought about it, the sadder I became, and tears kept falling down like broken beads.
"I" I couldn't stand it any longer, so I straightened up. Unexpectedly, I accidentally fell straight down.
"Ouch" As I expected, I ran into a warm embrace. Leng Mo hugged me expressionlessly, with a trace of imperceptible distress in his eyes.
I hurriedly broke away from his arms, but the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became. Finally, I couldn't help but hold him in pain again. In this era, except Liu Qianli, I'm afraid no one can understand me! As the mother of a country, I can't even understand myself.
Even my good friends can’t protect me! The sadness and pain are lingering in my heart. The longing that has been accumulated for too long, but helplessly, is pouring out like a flood at this moment.
"Yan'er" Leng Mo called softly as he patted my back.