When Lian Zheyu left with his suitcase, Su Moli walked him to the door quietly.
Lian Zheyu hooked her neck and kissed her hard on the face, and said softly: "Mo Li, don't be angry, okay? You know how much I love you and how much I can't let you go."
After hearing this, Su Moli nodded slightly, moved his lips, and said, "Come back soon, I'll wait for you."
"Be good." Lian Zheyu hugged her hard again, then gritted his teeth and turned around to get in the car.
When Su Moli watched Lian Zheyu's car start, his heart suddenly became empty.
Moreover, she had a very strange feeling that she would lose him as soon as he left.
She wanted to run up and stop his car and tell him whether he wanted to leave or take her with him.
However, her reason told her that she could not rely too much on Lian Zheyu.
It's not normal for her to be like this.
In the past, it didn't matter to her that even if he left for two months without a single phone call during that period.
Even if she was passionately in love with Xu Nuo, she would never lose her composure once they were separated.
What's wrong with her?
She can't do this!
A woman who is so entangled with a man that she can't even move forward will not be appreciated by men.
She will gradually lose herself. She doesn’t want to let herself become like this!
Su Moli forced himself to stand motionless, forcing himself to watch Lian Zheyu's car drive out of sight, then turned around and returned to the house.
She thought she should call Wu Jiajia and ask her and Ji Luo to go hiking or something. Anyway, just don't stay at home and think about it.
But as soon as I picked up the phone, the nausea I felt when I woke up in the morning came back again.
She hurriedly covered her mouth, rushed to the bathroom, and vomited while hugging the toilet.
After vomiting up all the breakfast he had just eaten, he retched again for a while, and then he calmed down.
But my mouth still felt so pale and bitter, and my body suddenly became weak and uncomfortable.
Su Moli rinsed his mouth, but still felt uncomfortable, so he walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, found a pack of sour plums, took one and put it in his mouth.
The sour and sweet taste instantly filled the entire mouth, gradually suppressing the uncomfortable feeling.
Su Moli took a long breath, walked slowly to the sofa and sat down. Thinking about his two strange vomiting times, and thinking about how the sour plum in his mouth could suppress the feeling of vomiting, he couldn't help but think about it.
He jumped and hurriedly calculated the days carefully.
It’s not that I don’t know, it’s just that I was shocked.
It turned out that she had not seen anything good for nearly two months!
She fainted! During this period of time, she was living in a honeypot, living in a hazy state. In her mind, there was no one but Lian Zheyu. Not only did she forget about the important matter of contraception, but she even missed her menstrual period for two months.
I don’t even care!
She is really going crazy!
Su Moli stood up hurriedly, went upstairs and put on a coat, grabbed his keys and wallet and rushed out of the door.
Three hours later, Su Moli walked out of the hospital with a lab test sheet and a somewhat complicated mood.
She is indeed pregnant.
The baby is already seven and a half weeks old!
It was probably that night that she got pregnant in a daze while drunk.
Dizzy! It seems that the wedding date must be determined immediately, otherwise she will become a pregnant bride.
When she thought that she might not even be able to wear that beautiful wedding dress, she couldn't be happy.
After Lian Zheyu comes back, he must advance the date.
The child came so suddenly, and I didn’t know if Lian Zheyu was ready to be a father.
Anyway, she hasn't yet.
All of this really happened too fast!
Su Moli slowly walked out of the hospital while stroking his belly.
When I was driving out of the hospital gate, I almost hit someone because I was not concentrating.
Su Moli was so frightened that he hurriedly stopped the car, opened the door and got out of the car, walked up to the man who was bending to pat his pants, and bowed deeply quickly, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's my fault. Did you hit me?"
Where are you? If so, please follow me to the hospital for a detailed examination!"
The man straightened up slowly and smiled heavily at her, "Su Moli, long time no see."
Looking at the man's familiar face, Su Moli was stunned for a while, and finally he reluctantly twitched his lips and said, "Jerry, long time no see. Why are you back?"
Jerry sighed: "Promise me to come to you."
"Promise to let you come to me?" Su Moli was shocked and asked slowly, "His eyes are healed? Does he know that the woman staying next to him is not me?"
Jerry nodded, "His eyes have never been blind. It was just me and him acting together to trick Mr. Xu."
Su Moli was completely stunned.
Jerry opened the car door, "Come in! I'll take you to see him. He will tell you the details of what happened."
Su Moli didn't move, but asked calmly: "What about his legs? Is this also a pretense?"
Jerry shook his head, "The leg injury is real."
"Then what does he mean by seeing me now?" Su Moli smiled bitterly and put his hand unconsciously on his still strong and flat abdomen. "He hid it from me for nearly a year, and now he comes to me again.
What’s the point?”
"Go and see him! In the past year, he has lived in more pain than anyone else. You know his feelings for you, and he can't stay by your side. He is suffering in hell every day." Jerry
There was a bit of sadness in his tone.
But he gave up on her!
When he decided to deceive Mr. Xu, when he knew Lian Zheyu was close to her, and when she took the initiative to come to him, he gave up on her.
He had a chance to get her!
But he chose to give up!
Now, she had become someone else's proposed wife, was pregnant with someone else's child, and was even about to get married to another man when he suddenly appeared.
But what's the point of this?
What did he want to say to her?
Pull her back?
It’s too late! It’s really too late!
Su Moli stood there in a daze, tears rolling in his eyes.
Jerry sighed: "Su Moli, no matter what decision you make, go and tell him in person! Whether it is good or bad, you have to tell him in person. Otherwise, he will never give up in his life.
For the sake of the fact that you loved each other so much in the past, go and see him once!"
Su Moli gritted his teeth, finally nodded, bent down and got into the car.
On the way, Su Moli asked in a low voice: "Does Mr. Xu know that you are here?"
"No. Something big has happened in the Xu family these days, and Mr. Xu is overwhelmed! I took the opportunity to tell Mr. Xu that I needed to take Xu Nuo to Switzerland to see a top ophthalmologist, and I ran out on the pretext of running away."
"Really?" Su Moli smiled bitterly.
Even the meeting has to be secretive. What result can they achieve after meeting?
The car drove for about half an hour and finally stopped in front of a building in the suburbs.
Su Moli opened the door and got out of the car, looked around, and asked, "Is this house yours?"
"Hmm. After much thought, my place is the safest and will not arouse suspicion." Jerry nodded.
"Indeed." Su Moli took a deep breath and looked up at the closed door. He felt that there was a thousand pounds of weight under his feet and he could not lift it up no matter what.
At this moment, the door opened from the inside, Xu Nuo turned the wheelchair with his hand and stopped in front of the porch, staring at her deeply.
"Go! You should have a good talk! I'm going to the hospital and will be back soon." After Jerry finished speaking, he drove away and left Su Moli there.
Su Moli stood on the grass, looking at the promise that was less than ten meters away from him, but felt that there were thousands of mountains and rivers separating them. In this life, no matter how hard they tried, they could no longer cross it.
Xu Nuo also remained stubbornly silent, just looking at her silently with those eyes that she could no longer find pure.
The two of them sat and stood like this, looking at each other, and the silence was like a flood that was about to swallow them up.
After a long time, Su Moli calmed down, walked over slowly, stood in front of him, and greeted him, "Hi!"
When the voice came out, it felt dry and unpleasant, like a broken bellows.
"Hi." Xu Nuo finally twitched her lips, revealing a smile that was uglier than crying.
"The weather is nice today, may I ask you to go out for a walk?" Su Moli suggested, looking at the blue sky and the warm sun.
She didn't want to enter that small space, it would make her feel suffocated.
But Xu Nuo shook his head, pushed the wheel with his hand and took a step back, "No. Let's go in and talk! It's not safe outside."
After hearing this, Su Moli suddenly woke up, nodded silently, stepped forward, and pushed Xu Nuo into the house.
Xu Nuo asked: "What do you want to drink? Coffee? Or green tea? I remember you like to drink green tea."
As he said this, he wanted to push the cart to pour tea.
Su Moli stopped him hastily, "No need. I'm not thirsty. And I haven't drank green tea for a long time."
After hearing this, Xu Nuo couldn't help but smile bitterly, "Really? I forgot that we haven't seen each other for almost a year. I was stupid, I thought that even if we hadn't seen each other for decades, our old habits would not change.
"
This sentence has a profound meaning and even implies an accusation.
Su Moli took a deep breath and said slowly: "It's not just me, but you too. In the past, your eyes were gentle and clean, but now, I can no longer find their shadow in your eyes."
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"Do you hate me?" Xu Nuo asked bitterly, "Mo Li, you know that everything is not what I want. I don't go to see you just because I know that I don't have the power to protect you now, so I have to stay as far away from you as possible
, I will not bring disaster to you. I am working hard just to come back to you one day when I have enough strength. I am not hiding it from you on purpose!"
"No. I have no right to hate you. I just think God played a big joke on us." Su Moli smiled bitterly, "Maybe we shouldn't have known each other in the first place. In that case, you wouldn't be hit by a car.
Not to mention you have to pretend to be blind and lie to your grandpa. These days, just thinking about it, I can tell that you are working hard. Not only do you have to act with grandpa, but you also have to act in emotional scenes with Sansa! You are so busy and hard!"
How ridiculous!
She once thought he was dead, and she was heartbroken holding his cold body.
During the days when he left, she couldn't survive several times.
He should know her pain, but he stubbornly resisted telling her!
She was persecuted by Lian Zheyu in various ways, and life was worse than death, but he was indifferent!
He said he loves her, is there really such love?
Even if another man falls in love with his woman, he can endure the humiliation just to prevent his grandfather from getting angry?
No, no, no! She doesn’t want such a man!
She would rather accompany him to face all difficulties than let him deceive her, let alone let him leave her.
Even if he asked her to die together at the beginning, she was still happy with it!
No matter what difficulties they face together, no matter life or death, their hands will never separate. This is the love she longs for!
Unfortunately, he didn't make the choice she wanted.
He gave up on her...
If it were Lian Zheyu, he would never let her be with another man.
Even if he risked his life, he would take her back, and then he would die generously holding her hand!
"Mo Li, I'm sorry! Forgive me! I really don't want to do this, I really just want to protect you!" Xu Nuo's face was pale and his lips were trembling slightly.
"Things have passed. I don't blame you. I just think that we may not be destined for each other. But no matter what, I still hope that your body will recover soon, and I hope that you can finally be able to take charge of your own life."
Su Moli smiled lightly and shook his head.
"Mo Li, don't do this. My heart hurts!" Xu Nuo said painfully, covering his chest.
After hearing this, Su Moli's tears that had been suppressed suddenly flowed down. She choked with sobs and said with a smile: "I am also in pain. But, we are really not destined to make a promise. It is already too late."
It’s too late. I’ve fallen in love with Lian Zheyu, I’m engaged to him, and now he’s busy preparing for our wedding, and today I
Tian went to the hospital for a physical check-up and found that I was pregnant with his child! You see, God is no longer on our side. Your mistake at the beginning directly led to today's ending. Promise, if you can let me
Jerry quietly told me that you were still alive, and today would definitely not be like this. It's a pity that you can't even see me
You kept it secret like this. You left me here alone. In the past year, you have never thought of any way to quietly reveal your news to me. Are you guarding me, or are you guarding me?
Your grandfather? Have you really loved me? If you have, why can you bear to watch me struggle in pain? If
Have you ever been in love? Why can you remain indifferent when you know that Lian Zheyu has taken away your company and is trying every possible means to get close to me? Do you sometimes think about the scene of me lying in his arms? Is it possible?
Tell me, how do you feel? Are you sad? Are you in pain? Are you angry? Or are you feeling nothing at all?"
Su Moli's tears kept flowing, but the smile on his face was extremely bright.
She knew her words might be cruel, but these were the truest thoughts in her heart right now.
She really couldn't hide her anger, pain and disappointment. She really couldn't sit down and tell him it didn't matter. She understood.
She never thought that she was a woman with a small belly and chicken intestines, but now, she admitted that she was a small belly chicken intestines!
She couldn't forgive Xu Nuo for deliberately concealing it, couldn't forgive him for allowing other men to approach her without any expression, and she couldn't forgive him for showing up selfishly when she finally made up her mind to start her life again!
Did he choose to appear at this time in hopes of saving her?
Unfortunately, everything was too late.
She once loved the man in front of her so deeply. She once thought that no matter what difficulties they faced, they could face them hand in hand. She once thought that they would live forever, but she never thought that Mr. Xu would just pass away.
With just one step, everything between them was blocked and destroyed.
If she could do it all over again, she would rather she was the one who was hit by the car.
That way, she wouldn't have to bear all this.
"Mo Li, I love you, I have always loved you! Believe me, I never stop thinking about you!" Xu Nuo said weakly.
"But I don't love you anymore! Promise! I don't love you anymore! You know? I gave up on you too! I fell in love with another man!" Su Moli shook his head slowly.
"Oh my god! How can you be so cruel? No, no, no! I don't believe what you say! We have an agreement for this life, the next life, the next life, and eternity. How can you betray our oath?" Xunuo shook his head desperately,
I can't accept this cruel reality.
"Reality is so cruel. Promise, we will not have this life, nor will there be the next life. Our fate is over! Today, I didn't want to come to see you, but after all, we have loved each other, so I still come
I'm here to tell you that everything is over. The one who ended this relationship with your own hands and pushed me into the arms of another man was you, not someone else!"
If that time, when she saw him, rushed to the door, and had the chance to be alone with him, he could tell himself the truth of the matter, maybe they would still have a future, and maybe she and Lian Zheyu wouldn't have what they have now.
Already.
It's a pity that he still chose silence, deceit, and exile.
He just watched her leave without giving their love a chance...
My heart is completely cold, and even the nostalgia I once had no longer exists.
Su Moli stood up and said slowly: "It's getting late. It's time for me to leave. Can you stay here alone and wait for Jerry to come back?"
"Don't leave. Don't get married." Xu Nuo suddenly reached out and hugged her tightly, "I am the one who should marry you! I am the one who should own your life! Not that scumbag, that bastard, that gangster!"
Mo Li! Why don't you open your eyes and take a closer look? I was the first person you fell in love with. I am the only one who has always been good to you wholeheartedly, thinking about you, loving you and protecting you!"
"Thinking of me, loving me and protecting me? When I fell on the bed in agony at the news of your death, where were you? When I was caught and sold as a prostitute, where were you? When I was powerless
Where were you when the ground was pressed beneath Lian Zheyu? Xu
No, is this the love that never leaves you? I don’t expect you to save me, but at least you don’t hide in the corner and watch quietly. Forget it! The matter is over, let’s not discuss it anymore.
Go down. It’s meaningless! You, just be fine
Live a good life according to your grandfather's will! I believe he will give you strength. As for me, I really can't stay by your side anymore. Moreover, I am someone else's fiancée now. Meeting like this
, never do it again! Yan
That's all, take care of yourself! Goodbye!" After Su Moli finished speaking these words with difficulty, she felt extremely weak all over her body, her heart was broken, and her sadness and helplessness gripped her tightly.
, making her feel that the whole world was gray.
And I have never felt this way before, even when I heard that Xu promised to die.
My heart hurts.
Because of the love that was once as beautiful as crystal, it has become more like this situation now.
How could they get to this point?
She didn't want to stay any longer. If she stayed any longer, she would suffocate in pain. If she stayed any longer, she would only feel that it was a blasphemy against the beautiful relationship in the past.
She still wants to preserve the last beauty.
Su Moli opened Xu Nuo's fingers with all his strength, turned around and rushed towards the door.
"No! Mo Li! Don't leave! We can't break up like this!" Xu Nuo stood up reluctantly and stumbled towards Su Mo Li.
Unexpectedly, he failed to catch up with Su Moli and fell heavily to the ground.
Xu Nuo cried loudly in pain, raised his fist as if to vent his anger, and beat his thigh that had not recovered yet, shouting: "Xu Nuo! You really deserve to die! If you had known that today would be like this, you might as well have died holding her together!"
It’s better than watching her marry another man! It’s better than being looked down upon by her!”
The more he thought about it, the more he hated the wrong choice he had made. He was so desperate that he cried for a while and suddenly crawled to the kitchen.
After finally crawling to the kitchen, he supported the sink with both hands and slowly stood up. After taking a sharp knife from the knife holder, he sat down on the ground weakly.
With tears blurring his eyes, he pointed the knife at his wrist and slashed hard.
The knife went down fast and hard, and blood spurted out like a fountain.
At this time, Su Moli, who had forgotten his bag on the sofa, turned back to get it and saw this bloody scene.
She was stunned and stood there for a moment, unable to move at all.
Blood......
So much blood spurted out from his body again!
She remembered the scene when her mother died, and the scene when Xu Nuo was lying in her arms dripping with blood after being hit by a car.
How could this happen? How could this happen?
Why don't they take their lives seriously?
Why did he choose to die now even though he had narrowly escaped death?
Is there anything more important than living?
Tears welled up in Su Moli's eyes, blurring his eyes.
"Mo Li, come here and hug me for the last time! I'm going to die! I want to die in your arms! Really! If everything matters, I would rather die in your arms that night! I will never live an ignoble existence again.
Live like this! Never again!" Xu Nuo's voice was intermittent and breathless.
These words instantly surprised Su Moli.
She rushed over desperately, squatted in front of him, took off the silk scarf tied around her neck and tied her wrists. At the same time, she called Jerry with trembling hands, and then tried to pick up Xu Nuo.
But Xu Nuo refused to get up. He shook his head in pain and said, "Don't bother! Just let me go! You don't have to do anything, just sit here quietly and accompany me through this last journey!"
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After hearing this, Su Moli collapsed and cried loudly, holding Xu Nuo, "Why are you so selfish? Why did you make me think you were dead when you were alive! Now you want me to watch you in front of me?"
Die in front of me? You are too cruel! Too cruel! Why are you forcing me? Why do you have to die in such a miserable way in front of me? What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do?!"
"I'm sorry. It's my fault. It was my fault from the beginning. I shouldn't have hidden it from you! Even if my legs were paralyzed, I should have crawled back to you! Even if my grandfather killed both of us
Where are our lives! It would be better than the current situation. I was wrong! I was really wrong! But there is no regret medicine in this world, right? Moli, why did God let me meet you and fall in love with you? If I hadn’t had the original
, that would be great. You wouldn’t suffer so much because of me. I originally wanted to love you, but who knew that in the end I would become the person who hurt you the most..." Promise
His face became paler and his voice became lower and lower.
Su Moli couldn't say anything, he could only cry and cry while holding Xu Nuo.
She felt like she was back in the past, back when she was watching her mother slowly die and there was nothing she could do.
She hates herself!
She wanted to slap herself hard or even strangle herself to death...
Just when Xu Nuo was about to lose consciousness and Su Moli was about to collapse, Jerry suddenly broke in in a hurry.
Seeing this, he hurriedly ran upstairs and brought a first aid kit down, squatted next to Xunuo and started to give Xunuo first aid.
Xu Nuo struggled, "Jerry! Leave me alone! Let me go! Just let me die in her arms like this! Please! This is the last thing I ask you to do for me!"
Jerry couldn't help but punch Xu Nuo hard in the face.
Su Moli screamed.
Xu Nuo fainted weakly, completely paralyzed in Su Moli's arms.
Jerry quickly stopped the bleeding and said in a low voice: "What on earth did you say? How did you get into this situation?"
Su Moli shed tears and bit her lip without saying a word.
Jerry applied blood to the wound on Xu Nuo's wrist and bandaged it, then carried him upstairs on his back.
Su Moli followed him involuntarily.
Jerry carried Xu Nuo into the bedroom, carefully placed him on the bed, and then connected him to an intravenous drip. After everything was done, Jerry sighed, "I shouldn't have left. This past year, Xu Nuo has been living a life worse than death." Days, I should know that after hearing your answer, he completely lost his desire to live."
"Why did you lie to me? Why?" Su Moli sat next to Xu Nuo and murmured while crying.
"What's the use of telling you? What can you do for him? What can he do for you? He lives with humiliation like this, but he just hopes that one day, after he can fully grasp the situation, he will return to you."
Su Moli shook his head and shed tears, "But if you tell me the truth, at least I won't..."
At this point, she couldn't continue.
The promise was already like this, and she didn't want to complain anymore.
No matter how cruel the ending was, after all, they once loved each other deeply.
And now that the matter has come to this point, nothing more can be said.
The most important thing now is that she must find a way to keep Xu Nuo alive.
Jerry sighed and said: "The matter is now over, and it will be useless to say anything more. If you want to leave now, I won't blame you. I want to promise that after a period of pain, we will get along. In fact, love, love, and love are things that cannot be thought of at the time. As time goes by, everything will be forgotten. Aren't you an extremely clear example? When you were like Xu Nuo, everyone thought he had to marry you. You must If he doesn't marry you, who would have thought that you are already wearing another man's ring?"
Jerry's words were full of ridicule, which made Su Moli feel particularly harsh.
This is very unfair to her!
However, she didn't want to quarrel with Jerry in front of Xu Nuo.
What's more, it is no longer necessary to argue about what is right and what is wrong.
Su Moli lowered his head and said softly: "I'll stay here with him! It won't be too late for me to leave after he wakes up."
Jerry raised his eyebrows, "Since you can't stay with him forever, you might as well leave now! Don't worry, as long as I'm here, he won't die. You can never come back, so you might as well be ruthless, as this will do the best for you. It's a good thing for him. Otherwise, if you continue to be entangled like this, let alone whether he will torture himself to death. If Mr. Xu finds out about this, I'm afraid neither of you will be in trouble! So, Go quickly! Adjust your mood and be your bride!"
Su Moli was extremely sad after hearing this, but he had to admit that although what Jerry said was unpleasant, it made sense.
Now, she can no longer promise anything. Staying by his side will only make him more desperate.
So Su Moli stood up and said to Jerry in a low voice: "I'm leaving now. Then I'll leave him to you!"
"Okay. Don't worry!" Jerry sighed and nodded.
Su Moli turned around and wanted to leave, but his hand was suddenly grabbed tightly by a pair of hands.
Su Moli suddenly turned around, only to see that Xu Nuo had woken up at some point, and a pair of slender and well-joined hands were holding her hand tightly.
"Stay today! Let us stay together for a little longer!" Xu Nuo calmed down, his eyes full of prayer.
Su Moli lowered his eyes, "Okay."
"Promise, why are you bothering?" Jerry couldn't help but let out a long sigh and hesitated to speak.
Xu Nuo smiled apologetically at Jerry and said, "Jerry, why don't you go to the hotel and stay overnight!"
Jerry nodded helplessly, "Okay! I'll stay in the hotel! But you have to promise me that you will never do anything irrational again."
Xu Nuo nodded, "I understand. In fact, I just acted impulsively. But now I regret it. You have always understood me best, and I have never been a person who gives up my life lightly. If I want to
Give up, I should have given up many years ago, shouldn’t I?”
Jerry nodded, turned to Su Moli and said, "Then I'll hand him over to you."
"Um."
"I'm leaving."
"good."
Su Moli did not see Jerry off, but sat next to Xu Nuo and asked, "Are you thirsty? Can I get you a glass of water?"
Xunuo shook his head and said softly: "Were you scared just now?"
Su Moli lowered his head and said nothing.
Xu Nuo sighed: "I know that some things have happened and can never be undone. But I want to ask you, are what you just said to me true? Are you really in love with the person you have always called me?
Is Lian Zheyu a gangster and a scumbag? Is he good to you? Are you happy with him?"
Su Moli lowered his head and said slowly: "I never thought I would fall in love with him. When he approached me, he used despicable and shameless methods. He used the safety of people around me to threaten me and force me to
I gave in. So, I made a two-year appointment with him. I thought that as long as I closed my eyes for two years, I would be free and liberated, and stay away from the devil like him! But I don’t know when he started to change.
You no longer force me, you even put me first in everything, think of me in everything you do, and treat me well. Compared with the kindness you treated me back then, now that I think about it, it is actually worse than you. I
I hated him very much at that time, scolding him and hitting him at every turn, but he didn't take it to heart at all and just stayed by my side with a playful smile. I don't know when I fell in love with him. In short, I fell in love like this in a confused way.
Fuck him. If you ask me if I am happy, I can honestly tell you that I am happy, very happy."
"So, I have absolutely no chance, right?" Xu Nuo smiled bitterly.
"Promise, no matter whether we have passed or not, I will remember the beauty of our past, remember that we loved so deeply, every bit of it will always be in my heart. I am happy, but I also hope you are happy." Su Moli
He honestly poured out his heart, "If you are not happy and are still worried about this matter and cannot start over, I don't think I can be so selfishly happy. So, promise, you see, in fact, you still care about me.
It has such a profound impact.”
At the end of the sentence, Su Moli's eyes were covered with tears again.
She originally thought she could run away selfishly, be angry with him, hate him, but when she found him lying in her arms dripping with blood again, she realized she was wrong!
How wrong!
No matter what Xu Nuo did, she couldn't really blame him.
For him, she still couldn't help but worry about him and feel sorry for him!
Xu Nuo's eyes were moist and she whispered: "I will be happy. I will work hard! Just like what I once told you, no matter how difficult it is, I will never give up!"
"Yes. Never give up!" Su Moli nodded vigorously, tears streaming down his eyes.
Many times, when she felt that she could no longer hold on, it was the words of promise that made her continue to cheer up and hold on.
Now, she sincerely hopes that she can keep her promise and if she doesn't give up, he will definitely find happiness again like her.
"But today, let me have another luxury. Can you stay? Spend your last night with me." Xu Nuo looked at her dreamingly.
Su Moli didn't hesitate and responded simply in a low voice: "Okay."
"You are always so kind." Xunuo sighed and held her hand tighter.
Su Moli said gently: "Stop talking, close your eyes and rest for a while! Tell me, what do you want to eat, and I will cook it for you?"
"As long as it's made by you, I like it." Xu Nuo said with a smile.
"Then I'll go downstairs and do it for you." Su Moli gently pulled out his hand and turned to leave, but turned back to look at him worriedly, "Promise me not to do stupid things again."
"Don't worry! It won't happen anymore." Xu Nuo looked at her sincerely.
"Pull the hook." Su Moli stretched out his little finger to him.
"So childish!" Xu Nuo smiled with tears in his eyes, but he still stretched out his fingers to hook her little fingers and pulled.
"Then I'll go down. Serve it up when it's ready, and let's eat together." Su Moli carefully observed the expression on his face.
He nodded and felt at peace.
Seeing that he looked calm and rational, Su Moli turned around and walked out of the bedroom with confidence.
While cooking in the kitchen, she thought about how once upon a time, she was full of pity and joy, and made soup for Xu Nuo. At that time, she thought she would cook for him and give birth to children for him all her life.
A year later, she was cooking for him again, but her mood was extremely bitter, because she knew that there would never be a relationship between them, but she could not let him go completely, never!
After simply making two dishes and one soup, Su Moli carried them upstairs. As soon as he entered the bedroom, he saw Xu Nuo staring blankly at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, his face looking miserable.
Su Mo's heart skipped a beat, and he felt slightly uneasy again. He coughed hurriedly and walked over quickly, "Aren't you asleep?"
"Well. I can't sleep a little bit." Xu Nuo smiled at her gently.
In fact, it was because he knew that the time he spent with her was shamelessly begged for.
He was obviously sorry for her, but because he knew that she was kind, as long as he spoke, she would definitely agree, so he still spoke shamelessly.
But even so, he still couldn't stop their time together from counting down quickly.
"It's better to go to bed after dinner." Su Moli put the dishes on a small table and put it on the bed, then filled a bowl of soup with it in his hand and blew it gently.
When she felt that the temperature was about the same, she took a spoonful and put it to Xu Nuo's lips.
She did all this with skill, as if they had never done it before.
As soon as she came to him, she naturally took care of him carefully. Maybe it had already been subtly integrated into her blood, right?
Xu Nuo also opened his mouth naturally and drank the soup she carefully prepared for him.
It was still the familiar smell from before, and it was still his beloved woman feeding him mouth after mouth. On the surface, everything seemed to have remained the same.
But he knew that everything that once made his heart beat was gone.
Su Moli now only has pity for him and has no love for him anymore.
After Su Moli fed him, he went to the bathroom to get some water to clean his hands and face, and then said softly: "Now sleep peacefully!"
"Okay." Xu Nuo nodded gently, "You should have some food too."
"Yeah." Su Moli agreed, sat down aside and started eating slowly.
Su Moli made a dish of cabbage drizzled with oil, a braised lion's head, and a winter melon and pork ribs soup.
Although the dishes are simple, they are all delicious.
Xu Nuo discovered that Su Moli did not eat them, but only ate some mustard and swallowed the meal.
Xu Nuo felt sad and asked in a low voice: "Will your wedding date be brought forward?"
Su Moli was stunned. He didn't expect him to ask himself this question. He hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "It was originally scheduled for June, but I think it may need to be changed now."
"Hmm. It's good to change it. If you have a big belly, it won't look good in a wedding dress." Xu Nuo said softly.
Su Moli felt that it was weird and embarrassing to discuss this topic with him. She put down the bowl and chopsticks, wiped her mouth with a tissue, then stood up and said, "I'll put this down and come up soon."
Xu Nuo nodded, looking at her back greedily, unwilling to look away for a moment until her back completely disappeared.
After Su Moli washed the dishes, she stayed in the kitchen for a long time. It was not until she felt that the time was long enough for Xu Nuo to fall asleep that she slowly walked upstairs again.
Unexpectedly, when he went in, he still saw Xu Nuo looking like he had when he brought the meal in, staring at the ceiling with a pair of dark eyes, his eyes motionless.
I don't know what he was thinking.
Su Moli felt inexplicably uneasy.
"You can't sleep?" Su Moli walked to the chair in front of the bed and sat down. He picked up a newspaper on the table and asked, "Do you want me to read the newspaper to you?"
Hearing her voice, Xu Nuo slowly placed his eyes on her again, looked at her for a while, then moved his body to the side, patted the vacant space, and said softly: "I'm going to sleep."
No, can you lie here and stay with me?"
Looking at the empty seat and thinking about how they had cuddled together once upon a time, Su Moli's heart felt sour and astringent.
She couldn't refuse.
Su Moli didn't speak, but silently took off his shoes and lay down on the bed sideways with his back to Xunuo. He leaned as close to the edge of the bed as possible, as long as he didn't fall off.
There is still a big gap between them.
Xu Nuo looked at the large empty space and felt very uncomfortable. She thought in despair that there really was a gap between them that could no longer be bridged.
While he was thinking absentmindedly, Su Moli's calm voice sounded faintly, "Go to sleep! Have a good rest!"
Xu Nuo asked: "Will you leave after I fall asleep?"
"No. At least not today. Since I promised you to stay today, I won't go back on my word, so sleep well!" Su Moli said softly, his eyes blurry again.
"Can I hold you like before?" Xu Nuo asked gently again.
Su Moli closed his eyes, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, and his face became cold.
"I'm sorry, I'm not qualified to make such a request to you anymore. Don't take it to heart." Xunuo said, looking at the ceiling in despair.
Su Moli suddenly turned around, put his hand on Xu Nuo's waist, closed his eyes and said softly: "Stop talking. Go to sleep!"
Looking at Su Moli's face so close, Xu Nuo could only feel her orchid breath hitting his face, warm and fragrant.
Xu Nuo's heart was beating wildly, and he wanted to say to her: "Moli, let's start over!"
But when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.
Because he didn't dare to mention it, and he didn't have the shame to mention it.
He was afraid that once such words were spoken, Su Moli would get angry, turn around and leave, not even giving him their last chance to get along.
He closed his eyes in despair, filled with tears...
Perhaps it was because of her pregnancy, or perhaps because she was too tired and shocked by what she had experienced today, not long after Su Moli closed his eyes, he fell asleep in a daze.
When I woke up, there were birds singing and flowers fragrant outside the window, and the sun was shining brightly.
For a moment, Su Moli couldn't figure out whether it was early morning or afternoon, let alone where he was.
Staring at the unfamiliar environment in front of me, I thought for a long time and finally remembered everything.
She was startled and hurriedly turned over and sat up. When she looked to the side, she saw that the bed was already empty and there was no sign of the promise.
The promise is gone!
Su Moli became inexplicably frightened, hurriedly opened the quilt and jumped out of bed. He rushed out of the bedroom and downstairs without even having time to put on his shoes.
Downstairs, she saw Jerry drinking silently at the bar.
Jerry's presence made Su Moli feel relaxed. She walked over and asked gently: "Where's the promise?"
"He's gone. He was picked up by a special plane sent by Mr. Xu." Jerry didn't look at her. He raised his head and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp.
"Ah?! Mr. Xu is here? How did he know this place? Does he know that Xu Nuo was lying to him?" Su Moli asked fearfully, involuntarily reaching out and pinching Jerry's arm.
"Don't worry. Mr. Xu doesn't know because he took the initiative to call him."
"Why?" Su Moli couldn't understand.
"This time, he told the old man clearly. He knew everything. He knew that the car accident was arranged by the old man, and he knew that the woman around him was fake. He told the old man openly and honestly. He called the old man here to pick him up.
He, that
It's because he wants to tell the old man that from now on, he will work for the Xu family as the old man wishes. He also wants to tell the old man that he doesn't have to guard against you anymore! Because he no longer loves you, he will no longer be the same as before.
Promised!" Jerry said with a wry smile.
Su Moli sat down on the chair feebly and murmured: "He finally took the path he had been avoiding."
"This is his fate." Jerry sighed, turning to look at her, "From now on, you can safely marry the man you love. Promise not to commit suicide again, and he will not commit suicide again.
You keep it in mind. This time, he is really transformed!"
Su Moli nodded silently, stood up slowly while holding on to the counter, "Now that he's gone, I don't need to stay here anymore. Goodbye."
Jerry said nothing.
When Su Moli walked to the door, he stopped again and said softly: "Now you are the only friend around him. Please take good care of him!"
"You don't have to worry about this! I'm his brother and I will always support him!" Jerry said calmly.
"Thank you." Su Moli bowed deeply to Jerry, then straightened up, turned around and walked out quickly.
Her car was abandoned at the hospital and she didn't want to pick it up now because she was exhausted both physically and mentally.
She stood on the side of the road and waited for a long time before she hailed a taxi. She told the driver the address and then closed her eyes tiredly.
Even after sleeping all afternoon and all night, I was still so exhausted that I felt tired even when I opened my eyes.
My heart felt heavy, like a big mountain pressing down on me.
Xu Nuo left like this, but it left her heartbroken. It was not the ending she wanted.
She wanted Promise to be as optimistic as before, wanted him to start over again and find a girl worthy of his love, and wanted to see him marry happily and have children.
Unfortunately, Xu Nuo chose to give in and walk on the path he least wanted to take.
What will happen to him in the future?
Does he still have a chance to love and be happy?
Su Moli had no answer.
Su Moli returned home and as soon as he got off the car, he unexpectedly saw Wu Jiajia and Ji Luo.
They were sitting on the porch steps waiting for her, and as soon as they saw her they rushed towards her.
Wu Jiajia held her tightly, looked her up and down for a while, frowned and asked uneasily: "Where did you go all day yesterday? You didn't come back at night! Or why do you look so bad? Your eyes are swollen, as if you were crying.
Just fine! Mo Li, what happened?"
Su Moli pulled his lips hard and said, "Nothing happened. I felt unwell yesterday, so I went to the hospital for a checkup. The doctor kept me in the hospital for observation for a day, but now he said nothing happened and sent me back."
Wu Jiajia looked at her doubtfully, "You don't feel well. You checked again, but there are no results?"
"I'm pregnant. I'm a little anemic." Su Moli said lightly.
"Pregnant? Oh my god! Why is it so sudden? Have you called Lian Zheyu?" Wu Jiajia was stunned at first, but then smiled and pushed her into the house, "This is great news! Lian Zheyu
If I knew about it, I would be so happy that I would faint!"
"He doesn't know yet. I want to wait until he comes back and tell him slowly so that he won't be distracted by this matter." Su Moli slowly sat down on the sofa and leaned weakly on the pillow.
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"That's right. Let's wait until he comes back!" Wu Jiajia nodded, looked at her, and sighed distressedly, "No wonder her face is so ugly. It must be very hard to be pregnant, right? Have you had breakfast? I'll go.
Let’s do it for you!”
"Okay." Su Moli nodded weakly.
At this time, Ji Luo came over and said to Wu Jiajia: "I'll go cook! You can help Mo Li lie down for a while! She looks too tired!"
Wu Jiajia nodded in agreement, reached out to help Su Moli, and said gently: "Let's go! I'll help you go upstairs."
Su Moli did not refuse, because she really felt that there was no strength left in her body.
Wu Jiajia helped Su Moli go upstairs and just entered the bedroom. Before she could close the door, Su Moli suddenly hugged Wu Jiajia tightly and shed tears silently.
Wu Jiajia felt that something was wrong.
Because when any woman finds out that she is pregnant with the child of her beloved man, she will be so happy that she can’t help but laugh.
But Su Moli was completely the opposite.
Not only was there no trace of happiness on her face, but it was filled with sadness, pain, and even despair.
This is not the reaction a normal woman should have.
Something must have happened!
She must not have spent the night in the hospital last night!
Suddenly, the shadow of a man flashed in Wu Jiajia's mind, making her feel excited and excited like a fox smelling chicken.
Wu Jiajia patted Su Moli's back gently, rolled her eyes, and finally asked: "Moli, did you stay with Xunuo yesterday? Did Xunuo come back? You met by chance in the hospital?"
Su Moli didn't expect that Wu Jiajia guessed it all at once, and made promises one after another, which made her reason collapse instantly. She hugged Wu Jiajia tightly and choked up and said: "He is back and he heard the news that I am getting married."
He’s back!”
"Ah?! How do you say this? Isn't there always Su Moli No. 2 by his side? Moreover, Mr. Xu will not let him see news like that easily. How would he know? Could it be that his eyes
He regained his sight? So Mr. Xu’s trick failed?” Wu Jiajia asked in disbelief.
"No. His eyes have never been blind at all. He knows the truth of all the facts. He is just competing with Mr. Xu." When Su Moli said this, he was so sad that he burst into tears again.
Wu Jiajia became more and more interested. She hurriedly pulled Su Moli to sit down on the bed, let her lie down comfortably, covered her with a quilt, and then asked, "What's going on?"
Su Moli was filled with depression and felt that if he didn't tell what he had experienced, his heart would explode because he couldn't bear it.
She needed to have a good talk, and there was no other person to talk to except Wu Jiajia.
With tears in her eyes, she slowly told Wu Jiajia what happened yesterday, and finally said with tears in despair: "Xu Nuo gave up on himself. Do you think he will be fine in the future?"
Wu Jiajia sighed, "Stop worrying about him! Xu Nuo has never been a fool. I believe he has his own plan every step he takes! If you think he went back to take over the Xu family's class, you think he gave up on you."
Himself, but I don’t think so, I think he is bravely facing reality and officially starting to think of ways to escape from Mr. Xu’s clutches!”
"Do you really think so? But he has never liked intrigues. Can he adapt to that kind of life? Can he cope with those uncles and brothers who always look at him covetously? That's a wolf den! Promise can be safe there.
Will you survive?" Su Moli was worried and couldn't let go.
"Hey! You! You always like to think of others as too simple and too kind! Mo Li, I beg you, don't always use you to measure others, okay? The world is very complicated, and not everyone is the same as you.
.And, you are really wrong about one thing!”
"What's wrong?" Su Moli asked blankly.
"Actually, promises have never been simple. If he were simple, do you think he could have easily gotten rid of the Xu family and came here? If he was simple, how could he build such a big business with his bare hands? If he was simple, so what?
Will he pretend to be dead and lie to you and his grandfather?" Wu Jiajia's words were aggressive.
Su Moli was stunned for a long time before she said with a wry smile: "I hope he is really as you said, not a simple person. I don't ask for anything now, I just ask him to live well."
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"Hey! Don't worry! Don't think of him too affectionately! In fact, when two people are passionately in love, of course they love each other desperately, as if they can't live without each other. But in fact, love
He can't stand the temper of the years. As the years go by, no matter how beautiful the love is, it will fade and be forgotten. He is not a fool. He should know that when he lives together
He had already given up on your love when he didn't even reveal the news to you. It was his betrayal first. You have no reason to blame yourself, and he has no reason to feel wronged. Believe me, maybe he will start talking to you now.
I forgot about it!" What Wu Jiajia said was very cruel and realistic, giving people a bloody feeling, but Su Moli had to admit that what Wu Jiajia said was all true.
In fact, she herself thought exactly the same.
Although she was still sad, after Wu Jiajia pointed out the problem so pointedly, her originally gloomy heart gradually became clear.
Yes. Xu Nuo gave up on her first. Xu Nuo did not love her as much as she thought. Xu Nuo was not a fool, he would plan his life well.
She is really worried!
Wu Jiajia pulled out a tissue and handed it to Su Moli, "Stop crying. It's not worth it for a man who gave up on you first! Wipe your tears quickly, get up, take a shower, eat something, and then have a good sleep.
Sleep. You will find that after sleeping, the world is still bright, bright and full of vitality."
"Thank you." Su Moli really felt more comfortable. He took the tissue and wiped away his tears, got out of bed, took his clothes and went into the bathroom.
Wu Jiajia looked at Su Moli's back, thoughtfully.
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At this moment, Lian Zheyu was in the Lian Group office in City L, China, frowning and looking at a document.
After watching for a while, he raised his head, leaned his whole body on the back of the chair, closed his eyes and thought for a while, then suddenly opened his eyes, reached out and pressed the intercom, "Shu Fang, come in!"
Within a minute, there was a knock on the door.
"Come in!" Lian Zheyu responded in a deep voice.
The door opened in response, and Shu Fang, dressed in a crisp gray suit, walked in, "Young Master."
"How's that going?"
"It's done. He's sitting in the underground gambling house of our private club now!" Shu Fang said with a smile, "Now he's tired of losing. I believe it won't be long before he's heavily in debt!"
"Yeah. Very good. Bring someone to see me later!" Lian Zheyu nodded with satisfaction after hearing this.
Regarding this matter, he had started asking people to put out a long line to catch a big fish half a month ago, and now it was finally time to close the line.
Shu Fang nodded, "Please wait patiently for another two hours. Then there will be a good show!"
"Yeah. Go ahead! Keep an eye on it and don't miss it!"
Two hours later, a handsome, thin young man was roughly pushed into Lian Zheyu's office by several bodyguards.
"Kneel down!" the bodyguard yelled and kicked the young man in the knee.
The man groaned and knelt down weakly on the ground. A sharp pain came from his knee. The man's face was as pale as paper, and beads of sweat rolled down his forehead.
Lian Zheyu sat on the swivel chair and looked at him coldly, "The people who can come into my private club are from very wealthy families. If you lose, just lose. You can just go home and get the money. Why bother to fight?"
The person who hurt me is planning to run away? Don’t you know that in a place like mine, if I don’t want you to leave, you will never be able to fly? "
"I...I have no money, and my family has no money. I have lost all my money here..." the young man said with a sad face.
"Haha. If you don't have money and your family doesn't have money, then you should always have relatives and friends, right? How can it be difficult to ask them to borrow money temporarily?" Lian Zheyu said calmly.
"The whole family's money belongs to me!"
"Ah! This is not easy to handle! It seems that you are really penniless and can't even borrow it! Then, it's very simple, then just use your body to pay it back! I can provide two methods here
For you to choose, first, I will send you to a friend of mine in the United States. He is in great need of good-looking and highly educated men like you. For those rich women, you are quite valuable.
Popular. Second, I will let you go. But I have to calculate the interest. If you do not repay my debt within the specified time, then I will cut off one of your fingers every week. You have ten fingers and ten toes.
, Well, let me calculate, you can delay it for at least three months. If your fingers and toes are cut off and you haven't paid back, then I won't count on you anymore. I will lose some money and won't torture you.
Well, I might as well give you a treat!" Lian Zheyu said calmly, "Of these two methods, which one do you choose?"
The young man was horrified when he heard this, his body was trembling, and he stammered: "I, can I choose neither option?"
"Haha. That's okay. Come here! Give him a good time!" Lian Zheyu snapped his fingers loudly.
Before he finished speaking, a pistol was firmly pressed against the young man's temple.