Seeing her like this, Hua Boyi was heartbroken beyond measure.
The truth is so cruel and bloody.
He had known for a long time that she couldn't bear it, so he wanted to hide it.
If he wasn't willing to bury their love right now, and if he wasn't willing to let his children live without a father all their lives, he really wouldn't be willing to expose this terrible truth to her nakedly.
I hope she can get through this smoothly...
Hua Boyi sighed helplessly, carried Xiao Xiaoru into the bedroom, gently put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, then turned around and fetched a basin of water, took a towel and gently and carefully touched her again and again.
Wiping the tears from his face.
Just as he was wiping his hands distressedly, the door suddenly opened and Xiao Mo barged in. Seeing Xiao Xiaoru lying on the bed, and seeing his actions again, Xiao Mo misunderstood that he was bullying Xiao Xiaoru again, so he immediately rushed over and held up the small child.
He punched Hua Boyi indiscriminately, and while fighting back, he yelled bitterly: "You bad guy! You are not allowed to bully your mother! I will beat you to death!"
Hua Boyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He hugged Xiao Mo in his arms and whispered: "Xiao Mo! I am your father! If you can't beat me to death, you will be struck by thunder from the sky! Besides, I didn't bully you.
Your mother, your mother is not feeling well, and I am wiping her face! Didn’t you see the towel in my hand and the washbasin next to it? "
Xiao Mo struggled desperately, his face turned red, but his hands and feet were tightly strangled by Hua Boyi and he couldn't break free. Hearing what he said, he had no choice but to turn around and look. When he realized that Hua Boyi had not lied,
At this time, the excitement calmed down a little, and he asked uneasily: "What's wrong with mom? Why do you feel uncomfortable suddenly?"
"Your mother, it has been very hard to take care of you alone these years. In addition, she has been guarding you 24 hours a day for a month. She has long been exhausted, so she needs to have a good sleep now. Wait for her
After you finish sleeping this time, you will feel better." Hua Boyi looked at Xiao Xiaoru's pale little face with indescribable sadness.
Over the years, he has been tracking her whereabouts. Whenever he finds a place and rushes to it, the building is already empty. She always escapes before him.
He used to hate her intelligence and cunning, but now he hates himself deeply.
Over the years, because of him, a single woman had been wandering around with her children, and he could not even imagine the hardships she had endured.
He really, really regrets it...
"Yes! Mom watches over me every day. Every time I open my eyes, I can always see my mother's shining eyes and gentle smile." Xiao Mo said distressedly, his eyes turning slightly red.
"Yes. So tonight, how about you sleep with me, and let mom have a good rest alone." Hua Boyi said softly.
"No. I have to guard mom here. I can sleep on the sofa. You go back to your room and sleep." Xiao Mo's face reflected a maturity that was inconsistent with his age, and the vigilance in his eyes made Hua Bo Yi
Waves of heartache.
"Well, you are still young. If your mother needs to drink water or eat something at night, you can't reach it or do it! So, let me stay! I promise that I will never help your mother unless she needs it.
Can you take a step closer to your mother?" Hua Boyi said cautiously.
Xiao Mo frowned and thought about it for a moment, and finally nodded helplessly, "Okay! I'll believe you this time."
"That's good!" Hua Boyi happily kissed Xiao Mo heavily on his forehead.
Xiao Mo raised his hand to wipe it with disgust.
Hua Boyi chuckled, let him go, and picked up the basin to pour water.
When he turned around and came out, he saw Xiao Mo standing behind him, his eyes lowered, with confusion and questions on his face.
He squatted down and said softly: "What's wrong? Is something wrong?"
Xiao Mo frowned and looked up at him, "You can't just lie to people and tell people that you are my father! My father is Brandt."
"Mo Mo, although you are young, I think you are a man. I think there are some things that I want to make clear to you." Hua Boyi thought about how to speak.
"What happened?"
"I am really your father. I was with your mother long before Brent appeared. Later, due to a huge misunderstanding, your mother left me. However, at that time, she was already pregnant.
Thank you. Your mother and Brent are very good friends, so Brent has been taking good care of your mother and you over the years. I am really grateful to him. But
It's Momo, he is not your father, and he will never be your father. Because your mother doesn't like him, and your mother only likes me in her heart. Moreover, Brent knows this now, so he is now with
If you are with another woman, she will never come back to you and your mother." Hua Boyi said cautiously, carefully considering his words.
Because he was afraid of hurting Xiao Mo, he did not dare to tell the news that Brandt was dead.
After hearing this, Xiao Mo was stunned for a while, then suddenly became angry, raised his hand and pushed hard, and shouted angrily at Hua Boyi with tears in his eyes, "You are talking nonsense! Brandt loves me and my mother very much."
, it is absolutely impossible for him to like other women or be with other women! He will definitely come back! He will! I hate you! You are a bad guy! A liar! I don’t want you to be my father! No.
!”
After saying that, he turned around and ran away, but ran into the arms of Xiao Xiaoru, who had been standing silently behind him for some time.
"Mom! I don't want him to be my father! I want Brandt! Can we go home and wait for Brandt? We should be anxious if he can't find him when he goes back!" Xiao Mo hugged Xiao Xiaoru and cried bitterly.
Ever since he was born, Brandt has been an indispensable presence in his life.
In his eyes and heart, Brent has long been regarded as his father.
Although he didn't understand why his mother brought him to live here, and why he always made inexplicable actions and said some incomprehensible words with that cold weirdo, he could tell that the man didn't like him and often bullied his mother to the point of failure.
tear.
He hates Hua Boyi very much. If his own strength was not too weak, he would really fight Hua Boyi to the death.
But now, Hua Boyi actually told him that he wanted to be his father, and Brandt ran away with another woman and would never come back. This was like a bolt from the blue to him. Emotionally, no matter what, he
Neither is acceptable.
Xiao Xiaoru's tears fell silently, she hugged Xiao Mo tightly and whispered: "Xiao Mo, what he said is true. He is indeed your father. He may not be a good person, but he is indeed
Your dad. I didn’t tell you before because mom misunderstood him and thought he had done bad things to your mom. But now, mom knows
It turned out that my mother had wrongly blamed him. Over the years, he has been looking for us, but my mother has been taking you to avoid him, so there has never been a chance to resolve the misunderstanding. But now, my mother has figured it out. It turns out that my mother was wrong.
Oh! It’s all my fault that my mother was confused and ran away without asking him for confirmation in person..."
Thinking of Hua Boyi's kindness to her and his promise to her, the past flashed through her mind like a lantern, and she really regretted what she had done.
What did she hurt and what did she lose?!
"Mom, don't cry! Mo Mo feels sorry for me!" Xiao Mo cried and raised his hand to wipe Xiao Xiaoru's tears and said with sobs, "I just don't like him. I just can't let go of Brent. If he becomes my father,
, what should Brent do?”
"Uncle Brent has fallen in love with another girl now. They are very happy together, so don't worry about him, let alone pester him anymore. He is a good person and deserves happiness, right?" Xiao Xiaoru choked with sobs.
explain.
"He...he won't come see me again?"
"Yes. But not now. Now he has to travel around the world with his beloved girl! When he is free, he will come back to accompany you. But I think he will send you postcards every place he goes.
.You know, he really likes you, how could he forget you? However, if he comes back and knows that you always like to cry like a girl now, he may not like you. You Brandt
Uncle is so manly, but he doesn’t like to look like a crying little boy!”
"Then I won't cry! I'll wait for him to send me a postcard, and wait for him to come back and play with me!" After hearing this, Xiao Mo immediately raised his hand to wipe away his tears vigorously.
"You're good now!" Xiao Xiaoru picked him up and said, "Are you sleepy? Mom will take you to sleep."
"Yes." Xiao Mo buried his head deeply in Xiao Xiaoru's warm arms and agreed obediently.
After watching the mother and son lying down quietly on the bed, Hua Boyi couldn't help but let out a long sigh with mixed feelings, and quietly stepped out.
It was late at night and everything was quiet.
Hua Boyi went downstairs in the dark under the moonlight and sat alone at the bar.
In the darkness, the fireworks between his fingers flickered on and off, just like his bitter heart.
Obviously, Xiao Xiaoru decided to stay, which gave him the pleasure of surviving the disaster.
However, Xiao Mo's attitude clearly showed that their father-son relationship will not be good for a long time in the future.
In his mind, he is the devil who makes his mother cry and scares him, and Brent is the hero who protects him and his mother.
I'm afraid I will never be able to replace this god-like existence in my life.
It was all his fault that caused this situation. He made mistakes again and again, making their relationship a mess.
How should he make amends next?
How to warm that hurt young heart?
When I was confused, I suddenly felt that there was an extra person beside me, and the cigarette between my fingers was also taken away.
He turned his head, and under the faint moonlight, Xiao Xiaoru was calmly putting the cigarette into his mouth, taking a deep breath, then raising his head and spitting it out slowly.
The smoke shrouded her whole body in layers. It was so unreal, but it gave him the urge to cry.
After the smoke cleared, Xiao Xiaoru said in a low voice: "I'm sorry."
This apology made Hua Boyi's tears, which he had been holding back, flow down in an instant and with no ambition.
He shook his head and said in a thick nasal voice: "No. I'm sorry for you. If I could have told you the truth at that time, I wouldn't have made you sad for so many years and made your child lonely for so many years. It's all my fault. It's me.
I'm sorry for you, sorry for the child..."
Xiao Xiaoru sighed, "Stop talking. I know you have good intentions. You know how attached I am to Xiao Chang, and you are worried that I cannot accept that the brother I have always trusted and liked is the real murderer of my parents, so
You did this. I understand it. And, to be honest, if you had really said it back then, I really wouldn’t have been able to get through that hurdle in my heart. However, after so many years, after hearing the ins and outs of this matter,
Although I couldn’t accept it at first glance
, but when I think about it carefully, this is originally a tragedy of a cycle of grudges. Although Xiao Chang killed my father, I can't blame him. Because, my father is the culprit who provoked this disaster. Xiao Chang and I
Compared with my father, he is already benevolent.
All his righteousness was gone. He originally only wanted to settle the accounts with my father, so he notified my father in advance, which meant that he wanted my father to find ways to arrange for my mother and me to leave. Unfortunately, he could arrange it for me, but he couldn't.
mom......"
Thinking of the scenes that night, Xiao Xiaoru's face was filled with meandering tears.
Hua Boyi reached out and gently held her in his arms, asking softly: "Do you hate them?"
"Hate?" Xiao Xiaoru thought for a long time, and finally shook his head slowly, "No. I don't hate them. I just pity them. My dad is just a tragic existence. He wants to prove himself in front of my grandfather all his life, in order to get himself recognized.
, I didn’t hesitate to ask my uncle’s family if I had a chance to perform.
Take action. Poor him, he couldn't fight for his own status until his death. And Xiao Chang, from a sunny and handsome boy overnight to an orphan with a blood feud. He was sent abroad by my grandfather, although he didn't say
What he went through, but I can imagine how much he must have felt during those years and so many nights.
Such pain. I never understood why he suddenly changed. He was so cold and inhumane, and he treated emotions as a child's play. Every time I saw him playing with the world, I always felt sad, so I tried hard to get close to him and imagine him.
Give him enough warmth just like the warmth you gave me before. Who would have thought that
I am the source of his pain. Every time I get close, he will think of what my father did, which will further arouse his memories of the painful past and make the seeds of his hatred sprout until they flourish. That is
What kind of pain is it? It’s not an exaggeration to say it’s like cutting out the heart and flesh, right?”
When she carefully analyzed Xiao Chang's heart, her heart ached so much that she couldn't contain it.
Not only could she not hate Xiao Chang, but she felt deep pity for him.
Because no matter how he hides or changes, he is always the sunny boy who loves and protects her and is kind-hearted...
"Xiaoru, I'm very happy to hear you say this. Your kindness will always touch my heart the most." Hua Boyi said in a low voice.
"Am I kind? I'm just telling the truth. Over the years, my lonely life has sharpened my edge and taught me to think." Xiao Xiaoru smiled bitterly, turned to look at him guiltily, and said softly, "For Xiao Chang
,I can be relieved easily,
It's because he has been merciful, and it's also because he has always been the brother who protects me and loves me. And you, because I love you, admire you, long for you, and demand perfection in my heart, so even though I thought you were my father at the beginning
Destroy your Hua family first,
I can't forgive you for provoking you to destroy my Xiao family. Your deception made me very heartbroken. I couldn't pretend to be deaf and dumb and pretend to be in love with you. So, even though I was pregnant at the time, I still chose to
Bring you to justice. After years of being stunned,
I always thought that I was the fool who was deceived by people's hearts and bodies, but I never thought that I was a treacherous and heartless woman. Hua Boyi, I'm sorry for you and our love.
....."
By the end of the sentence, I was so choked up that I couldn't speak anymore.
"No, no, no. I don't blame you. I don't blame you." Hua Boyi raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face, and whispered, "Our love has always been there. Although we were hurt in the past, now
It has been cured. Xiao Xiaoru, my love for you has never changed from beginning to end! As long as you are willing, we can start over. But if you are not willing, please let me silently care about you and your children.
Come on! If one day you find a man you like, a father that Xiao Mo likes, then I will personally hold your and your child's hands and hand you over to his hands! Really. I
I’m not saying anything nice, I really think so now. After going through so much, what could be more joyful than watching the person you love live a safe and happy life?"
After hearing this, Xiao Xiaoru had more and more tears on her face. She couldn't wipe them away no matter how hard she tried, "Hua Boyi, you bastard! Are you telling me to get away from my child? Do you know
, you have stolen people’s hearts a long time ago? Now not only do you not return them, but you also want to drive them away? How can there be such a reason in the world?!"
Hua Boyi was pleasantly surprised. He looked down at her in disbelief and asked in a trembling voice: "Xiaoru? What do you mean? Do you mean you still love me? Have you always loved me? You don't plan to take Mo Mo with you."
Are you leaving? Is that what you mean? My understanding is not good, can you explain it more clearly? "
Xiao Xiaoru burst into tears with a smile, raised her fist and hit him hard on the chest, "Yes, yes! I won't leave! You forced me to devote myself to you, gave you my heart, and gave you a child. Now,
Do you just want to drive me away? Tell you! There is no way! In this life, my children and I will depend on you! For the rest of our lives!"
"Xiao Ru..." Hua Boyi heard the excitement and couldn't help himself. He lowered his head and kissed her deeply, sweetly swallowing all Xiao Xiaoru's protests.