As usual, the foodie Ou happily pushed open the door of the ward carrying the old mountaineering bag Raines gave him, only to find that it was empty inside.
The quilt was neatly folded on the bed, and there was nothing on the bedside table next to it. The emptiness seemed to tell Ou Qingge that Raines was gone.
When the hand holding the fast food in his left hand loosened, the whole bag of fast food fell to the ground, and the soup inside slowly wriggled out along the cracks in the plastic bag.
Raines did not tell himself when he was discharged from the hospital...
Under the golden eyelashes, those blue eyes contain despair.
It was very painful but I couldn't shed a single tear.
Raines would leave without saying a word or even saying hello to him. Ou Qingge knew it very well and understood it very well.
He has always disliked excessive contact with men.
Although Raines grew up in the United States, he has very conservative views and is a man with a normal sexual orientation. In his eyes, no matter how feminine, sexy, or charming Ou Qingge is, she is still a man.
There is no love between men. Even if there is love, Raines thinks it is abnormal.
Ou Qingge knows this very well.
But this time Raines was injured and he stayed with him day and night. Ou Qingge thought that he had touched Raines, that they had kissed and caressed him, and that it would go a step further if Raines hugged him and slept.
However……
Touching his lips with his hand, Ou Qingge looked at himself reflected in the glass, but his beautiful face was filled with sadness.
Raines must be disgusted with such a thing!
Maybe……
His nasal cavity was a little sore, and Ou Qingge wanted to cry, but at that moment he forced himself to smile, turned around and left the ward, took out his mobile phone and made a call to Raines.
Very late, Raines picked up the call. Although the call was connected, Raines made no sound.
Their relationship grew apart immediately after Raines was discharged from the hospital.
"You were discharged from the hospital, why didn't you tell me?!" Ou Qingge said with a smile.
But his blue eyes were very lost, like a child abandoned by his mother. He was very hurt, but he couldn't cry. He could only try to digest the sadness bit by bit.
"Sorry." Raines on the phone was silent for a while and said two words hesitantly.
"Of course you want to say sorry, I've been taking care of you for so long! I thought you would tell me when you were discharged from hospital, but you ended up burning bridges again..."
"Feel sorry."
The two words below Raines made it impossible for Ou Qingge to speak as carelessly as before.
The two were silent on the phone for a long time, and Ou Qingge asked: "Why don't you look at the world outside the window? Maybe there will be something suitable for you, Raines."
There was no deep meaning in his words. Even though we were just across the phone, tears came out of his eyes involuntarily.
Crying with a smile on his face, even he thought this expression was weird.
"The world outside the window is not suitable for me." Raines answered simply on the phone.
"Why didn't you know if you didn't go?..."
"……"silence.
Ou Qingge also expected that he would be silent.
There was often silence between them.
Every time Ou Qingge talked about this to him, he would always fall silent, and the meaning behind the silence was that he didn't want to talk anymore.
"Take good care of yourself..." Ou Qingge said knowingly.
"kindness."
There was a brief conversation, and then the call was hung up.
At the same time, the elevator door also opened.
Ou Qingge wiped her tears with the back of her hand, lowered her head and smiled.
He didn't know what he was laughing at. Maybe he was laughing and he was wrong.