Rong Shaoze nodded and said seriously: "You should indeed blame me. I also hate myself. No matter what the reason was, I should not have hurt you at that time."
He held her hand tightly, with distress in his eyes: "You must have been in pain at that time, right? It must have been even more painful for you after you had the child. The father of the child is a bastard. You don't even know who he is, and you were hurt by him.
Not to mention, I gave birth to a child for him, I am indeed a bastard!"
Lin Xinlan's heart trembled and she fell silent.
"Xinlan, I'm sorry. I will be twice as kind to you in the future and will never hurt you again." He kissed her distressedly, and every kiss was full of pity.
Putting her hand on his chest, he looked at her and asked seriously: "Tell me, when did you recognize me?"
When she recognized him, she must have been shocked and painful.
But he didn't know anything, not even the slightest impression of her appearance.
Lin Xinlan lowered her eyes and said calmly: "I recognized him at the first sight."
Astonishment flashed in the man's eyes.
"First sight?"
"Um."
She injured Du Ruoxin at that time, and he rushed to the hospital, met her, and said many cruel words to her.
Later, I even planned to sell her...
Rong Shaoze trembled all over, feeling frightened.
His eyes hurt, he grabbed her chin, and yelled at her angrily: "Since you recognized me at the first sight, why didn't you say anything! If you tell me that you have my child, I will
I won’t want to sell you! You damn woman, do you know, if I really sell you, do you know what will happen to you?!”
He was so frightened and horrified when he thought that she would become the slave of a group of **** men and would be tortured to the point of being unable to survive or die.
He almost, almost destroyed her and harmed her!
The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became. He kept tightening his arms, and the fear in his eyes grew bigger and bigger.
Lin Xinlan was stunned for a moment, choked by him and unable to breathe.
Feeling his fear and trembling, she hurriedly comforted him: "I'm okay."
"What if I didn't let you go?! And..." Rong Shaoze closed his eyes in pain, "I almost killed you several times, why didn't you say anything? Are you really going to be killed by me?
What should I do? Tell me, what should I do? "
Ruby Lin was stunned. Is Rong Shaoze in pain?
This was the first time she felt his pain.
He is such a strong person, but he also has a sad side...
"Xinlan." Rong Shaoze buried his head in her arms, his voice was muffled, with a bit of pain and helplessness, "Why didn't you say anything all the time? Why! I hate you so much. You almost let me let you go."
I killed you because you made me keep hurting you! Why didn’t you say, why, why didn’t you say!”
He was like a sad child, constantly asking why and stubbornly wanting to hear her answer.
Lin Xinlan's heart throbbed painfully. She tried hard to open her eyes wide and hold back the tears in her eyes.
Why……
Because she didn't love him and didn't want to be with him, she didn't say anything.
Because I have been blaming him and resenting him in my heart, I don't want him to know the truth.
It was also because I was afraid that he would dislike Xiao Cong.
His status is so noble, and the Rong family's threshold is so high, he must look down on the child she gave birth to, not to mention Xiao Cong's eyesight is disabled.
