But she died, using such a violent and heart-breaking method. Rong Shaoze will probably never be able to forget her in his lifetime.
And what can she give to compete with a deceased person?
Even she herself couldn't forget Du Ruoxin and felt deeply guilty and impressed by her. Does she really have the courage to compete with her for Rong Shaoze's love?
Lin Xinlan sadly discovered that she had fallen in love and had begun to worry about gains and losses.
She had been feeling very uncomfortable and uneasy, and this alone made it somewhat unbearable for her.
If she becomes the second Du Ruoxin, will she go crazy like her?
The more she thought about it, the more terrified she became. Several times, she wanted to hug Rong Shaoze impulsively and ask him if he still loved her as before.
Ask him if he has someone else in his heart, and ask him if they can go back to the past?
But she didn't have the courage to ask.
She was afraid of knowing the answer and refrained from contacting him.
Subconsciously, she was torturing and punishing herself in this way.
She attributed Du Ruoxin's death entirely to herself. If she was not guilty, she would feel very guilty.
But she also knew that she was just asking for trouble, but sometimes human beings just like to dig into the corners of the earth and draw the ground as a prison to imprison themselves and punish themselves.
How many people are truly open-minded?
Lin Xinlan thought she hid her thoughts very well, but all her thoughts were understood by Rong Shaoze.
He remained calm and waited to see when she would get rid of her inner demons and when she would truly fall in love with him regardless of everything.
You know, if he helps her get out of her inner predicament this time, what about next time?
The second Du Ruoxin appears, will she do this again?
He would never allow her love, he would always be submissive, and would retreat when encountering the slightest obstacle.
He is very greedy, he wants a lot, and he wants her to be completely, crazy, selfish, and careless about everything.
That kind of love, like Du Ruoxin's love, is crazy and scary.
But he just wants it!
Only that kind of love can make him feel at ease and prevent him from ever losing it.
Although Ruby Lin's love for him was deep enough, it was still not enough...
Xinlan, it’s not enough. What I want is far more than this.
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Tao Hua closed the door of the laboratory, and his assistant, a nurse, came forward and said:
"Dr. Tao, I really wanted to drop my watch in the laboratory yesterday. Can you open the door and let me retrieve my watch?"
Tao Hua looked at her, curled his lips and said evilly: "Nothing is allowed to be left behind in the laboratory. How could you be so careless and leave your watch in there?"
"I'm sorry, I will be more careful next time." The nurse apologized sincerely, with a bit of pleading and aggrieved eyes in her innocent eyes.
The man was silent for a moment and nodded: "Okay, I'll let you go in and take out your watch. I won't do it again."
"I promise, there won't be a next time!"
Tao Hua opened the door and walked in first, with the nurse following closely behind him.
The huge laboratory is as white as new, the floor is clean without a trace of dust, and even the air is fresh.
The test bench is also clean and tidy.
At first glance, except for some bottles and cans, there is nothing else at all.
The nurse searched carefully, frowned, and murmured in confusion:
"It's strange. You were obviously here, how come you're missing?"