"No, to be precise, you only lived for more than 20 years. It's just that your appearance will change to what it looked like when you were more than a hundred years old."
He is in his twenties and looks like he is over a hundred years old.
If it hadn't really happened to her, she wouldn't believe that such a strange thing existed even if she was beaten to death.
Sure enough, she became a monster.
Lin Xinlan closed her eyes in pain, took a deep breath, and then slowly opened them.
"Tao Hua, thank you for your help... Please don't tell Rong Shaoze about this, okay? Don't let anyone know, please..."
Tao Hua's eyes flashed slightly, feeling very sympathetic to her.
"Don't despair. During this period of time, I will try my best to help you develop an antidote. But your appearance is aging day by day. What are you going to do? Even if you hide it from Rong Shaoze, sooner or later you will show your flaws.
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Lin Xinlan nodded: "I know. I will find a way to leave him so that he doesn't know the truth. I don't want him to see me aging, and I don't want to ruin my beautiful image in his heart..."
The deeper the love, the more afraid the other person will dislike you.
The more I am afraid of losing.
Now, she is not afraid of being separated from Rong Shaoze, but is afraid that he will see her ugly appearance. In that case, he will probably forget her soon as time goes by.
She would rather he hate her forever than despise her and forget her...
Tao Hua shook his head. Sure enough, the deeper the love, the more confused the mind becomes.
He tried to persuade her: "Maybe Rong Shaoze won't mind what you will be like in the future. If you tell him, he can stay with you all the time. You should cherish the remaining time you have and don't waste it."
"I understand what you mean, but I don't have much time to begin with, so why care about these short two months. Even if Rong Shaoze doesn't dislike me, but let him watch me age day by day, and he
But there is nothing you can do. Do you think he can bear that kind of pain? In fact, I am also very afraid that he will take his own life after I die. It’s okay for me to die, I can’t drag him down... I want him to be well.
The only way to live is to leave him and let him think that I am always alive, so that he will hate me while living... Doctor Tao, can you understand what I am thinking?"
Tao Hua nodded.
Based on his understanding of Rong Shaoze, if he saw Ruby Lin aging day by day and her life coming to an end day by day, he would definitely go crazy.
If Ruby Lin dies, he will definitely choose to commit suicide.
The only way to keep him alive is to hide it from him and tell him nothing.
Tao Hua suddenly felt so stressed.
Regarding Lin Xinlan's condition, it was not right for him to tell Rong Shaoze, nor was it right not to tell him, it was wrong no matter what he did.
For the first time, he regretted becoming a doctor.
Not only could I not save Ruby Lin, but now I have to be so entangled and uncomfortable.
"Dr. Tao, you haven't promised me that you will never reveal this matter to a third person." Lin Xinlan asked him to promise her reluctantly.
"Are you sure you don't want Rong Shaoze to know?" Tao Hua asked unwillingly.
She nodded firmly without any hesitation: "If he knows, I won't feel at ease even if I die."
"Okay, I promise you." Tao Hua said helplessly.
"Thank you." Lin Xinlan smiled sincerely at him, without much sadness in her eyes.