I’m not asking for monthly votes, I’m not asking for rewards, I’m not asking for anything, I’m just asking for a few words.
The veteran is currently writing full-time and rarely goes to the hospital.
There has been a lot of psychological pressure recently, which may come from both internal and external directions.
Firstly, the overall performance of medical articles is not very good now. For such a large website, there are really not many people writing medical articles, and it is difficult to improve the performance.
The veteran's book "Dr. Chen, Don't Be a Coward" has a current score of 15,600, which is also the upper limit of this book.
I feel uneasy about the future path and how to take it.
In my last book, I tried to make a change and wrote "This Doctor Is Dangerous". As we all know, the results collapsed. Of course, the reason was that I could not write anymore due to my limited ability in the later period.
How should I write in the future?
Should I continue writing medical articles, or should I try to change and create other themes?
I wrote a medical article called "A Top Student Can Cheat". I was still young at that time, so my writing was probably very bad.
Later, I wrote "When the Doctor Prescribes a Plug-in", and the results were not bad.
Can I get ahead in writing?
Of course, maybe I should work hard and try.
Should it be treated as a part-time job? Or should we go out bravely, try, and fail.
Actually, it's nothing.
All in all, I thought a lot.
Makes me more stressed.
I sat in front of the computer for a long, long time, watching the group chat, and my mind went blank.
Later, I wrote "This Doctor Is Dangerous", ahem... As we all know, I didn't write it well for many reasons.
When it comes to writing books, I suddenly don’t know if I have the talent or if I should persist.
Do I have such strength?
As I write this, I suddenly feel a little confused.
I feel like a coward because I'm afraid of failure.
Looking back, it seems that I have returned to a problem: I am not confident anymore.
Veterans will try their best to adjust.
This book is actually a challenge for me. Before this, the upper limit of Chinese medicine literature was very low. I at least achieved an average subscription of 15,000 and 6,000, which was fine.
So this kind of pressure is amplified and becomes a kind of tension and anxiety.
Thank you everyone for listening to me talk for so long.
I suddenly felt that I seemed mediocre.
And fell into a circle of self-doubt.
The experienced veteran came back and wrote the Chinese medicine text "Dr. Chen, Don't Be Cowardly".
But now it seems that luck is more important?
Do I need to change, and I can no longer just write medical articles? Do I need to consider transitioning to writing books with a wider audience... Do I...
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Am I suitable for this industry?
Should I go back to work?
I'm a little anxious and nervous?
Nowadays, there are more and more books with good grades at Qidian, and the number of books ordered is overwhelming, every day, and there are many books every month.
I chose this industry because I actually thought I had some talent.
Human fear comes from the inability to grasp unknown and unclear things.
That's right.
I don't know where to go next.
Plus I encountered some things recently.
In other words, in the adult world, there are always many things that make you dare not fail.
I will work hard to adjust and study hard, and hope to be able to read the next book as well.
The excitement of life may be uncertain surprises and unexpected happiness.
I'm so upset today that I want to take a day off and continue tomorrow.