Her indifference and alienation made him feel uncomfortable, but he did not dare to disturb her for fear of making her even more angry.
He lay down next to her uneasily, his heart clenched tightly.
What happened to her today? Why did she ignore him?
Did she find out what his mother had done to her family?
The more Leng Yan speculated, the more likely he felt that this was possible, and the more frightened he became.
What would she do if she really found out?
Leave him?
He couldn't accept this idea just thinking about it, let alone her actually leaving him.
That night, Leng Yan didn't fall asleep all night. Xia Nuo's mind was so confused that he only fell asleep for a while when it was almost dawn.
However, she had many messy dreams, and after sleeping, she felt even more tired.
When she woke up in the morning, the seat next to her was already empty. She thought Leng Yan had left, but then she heard movement in the living room, and it turned out that he hadn't left yet.
Leng Yan prepared breakfast. He gently opened the bedroom door and saw that she had already gotten up. He hurriedly and cautiously smiled and said: "Honey, breakfast is ready. Come out and eat."
Xia Nuo shook his head and said, "I won't eat it."
She changed her clothes, picked up her purse and walked outside. Leng Yan grabbed her hand and asked her doubtfully: "Where are you going?"
"I have something to do when I go out." She pulled away his hand, obviously not wanting to say more to him.
Leng Yan's hand froze in the air, her body temperature still lingering on his palm, but his heart felt cold.
"Xia Nuo, what's wrong with you? Did I do something wrong?" He asked her uneasily. Xia Nuo paused slightly, but she didn't answer. She continued to walk forward, opened the door and left.
Xia Nuo didn't know where to go. She just didn't want to face him and wanted to think calmly about what to do in the future.
Yesterday, she thought about leaving Leng Yan, but when she thought of leaving him, she felt as if she was about to have a piece of flesh cut off.
But if she didn't leave him, she wouldn't be able to live with him forever without grudges.
She could try not to care about the grudges from the previous generation. After all, it was not Leng Yan's fault. But why did he deceive her?
Although Xia Nuo usually doesn't care much about many things, he seems to be a very talkative person.
In fact, she has a very strong temper, and if her bottom line is touched, she will rather break than bend.
She would marry him despite her parents' objections, knowing that it was a wrong decision. Similarly, she would also choose to end the marriage because of his deception, even though she was reluctant to let him go.
It's just that he was so good to her, his kindness, the love he gave her, and her love for him were all deeply rooted in her bones, and she couldn't stop them no matter what.
So she was in pain, she couldn't bear to leave him, and felt uncomfortable if she didn't leave him. She really didn't know how to choose.
Xia Nuo walked around aimlessly for a day before returning home.
Since she can't choose this issue, let's look at his attitude and God's will.
Leng Yan did not go to work today, he stayed at home. To be precise, since Xia Nuo left, he has been sitting on the sofa without moving.
He knew Xia Nuo, and the only explanation why she could be so indifferent to him was that she already knew about the grudges of the previous generation.
He had long expected that Xia Nuo would be sad and alienated from him after knowing the truth of the matter.
But when that day came, he was still very hurt.
He didn't want Xia Nuo to choose to be indifferent to him and resent him because he knew what his mother had done.