Returning to the bedroom and lying on the bed, she did not reach out to turn off the light. She did not dare to turn off the light and sleep because the darkness would make her nervous and make her think wildly.
She closed her eyes and didn't know how long it took before she fell asleep.
She had the same dream again.
In the dream, there was blood everywhere. A baby covered in blood walked up to her, pulled her trouser legs, and said childishly: "Mom, I'm cold, I'm so scared. Mom, why don't you want me, why do you abandon me?"
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An Ruo stared at him blankly, her heart aching.
Sorry, sorry!
She spoke silently, tears falling down her face. Her heart ached as if thousands of steel needles were piercing her heart, making her feel like a knife and tearing her heart out.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She kept saying sorry, as if this was the only way to feel better.
Waking up from the nightmare again, An Ruo felt that the pillow was cold.
She had nightmares again and cried all night again.
This life has lasted for three months, and she has nightmares every night.
She felt so tired and felt like she was about to collapse.
"Knock knock knock..." There was a knock on the door, followed by Yun Feiyang's voice, "An Ruo, are you up?"
"Get up."
"I made breakfast and am waiting for you to eat it together."
"Um."
An Ruo wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, got up, dressed, washed, and tidied up her appearance.
Yun Feiyang has been taking care of her. He is a good man and she cannot appear too haggard in front of him.
Walking out of the bedroom, she suddenly heard the baby's giggle.
Maggie came in from outside with a baby in her arms, smiled and said to them: "Come and look, this is my cousin's child. He is only eight months old. He is so cute."
It was a baby boy. He had big blue eyes, golden fluffy hair, and his smile was as cute as an angel.
Seeing him, An Ruo felt a prick in her heart and hurriedly turned around and walked away.
Yun Feiyang glanced at her and asked Maggie with a smile: "Why did you bring your cousin's child?"
"She is going to attend a classmate's wedding today, so she asked me to babysit her for two days."
"Two days?"
"Yes, her classmate lives far away from here. It takes a day to go back and forth. Mr. Yun, I know I shouldn't bring little Harry here to take care of me, but..."
"It's okay. Today and tomorrow are weekends. I don't have to go to work. I'll take care of the cooking." Yun Feiyang said with a slight smile.
Maggie showed joy: "Oh, Mr. Yun, you are such a good person."
An Ruo sat at the dining table and ate breakfast in silence. She seemed to be listening to their conversation, but she seemed not to.
After eating, Yun Feiyang asked her if she wanted to go shopping. She didn't want to go, but when she heard little Harry's voice, she nodded again.
After playing outside for a long time, they came back in the afternoon.
As soon as she opened the door and entered, Maggie rushed over and said to Yun Feiyang: "Mr. Yun, the water pipe in the backyard is broken, but the plumbers are off work at this time. I don't know what to do."
"Don't worry, I'll go take a look, maybe I can fix it." Yun Feiyang rolled up his sleeves and walked towards the backyard.
Maggie quickly followed: "I'm here to help you. Miss An, please take care of little Harry. Thank you, just for a while."
The two quickly went to the backyard, leaving only her and little Harry crawling on the carpet in the living room.
