He spoke to her softly, his tone a little cautious, fearing that she would object.
Xia Nuo's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Can they have children?
Before she didn't know the truth, she didn't have any scruples, but now that she knew it, she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart and give him a child without any worries.
She even doubted whether their marriage would last.
"Xia Nuo?" Leng Yan stood up slightly. Seeing that she had closed her eyes, he stopped disturbing her.
He didn't know why, but he felt very uneasy. He was afraid that one day she would leave him, and he was really afraid.
Xia Nuo did not tell Leng Yan about the grudge between their parents.
It’s okay for her to be in trouble alone, but don’t let him be in trouble too, otherwise the conflicts in this marriage will be even greater.
But she couldn't be happy no matter what.
Leng Yan's mother killed her mother's child and indirectly killed her grandmother. Even if she was not as sad as her parents, she could not forgive Yin Cui.
Coupled with the selfless love of her parents who chose to protect her for her happiness, it became even more difficult for her to forgive herself.
It also made her unable to enjoy the happiness between her and Leng Yan with peace of mind.
Every day, she would smile when faced with cold words, and feel faintly uncomfortable when her back was turned to him.
She doesn't know how to take the future, so she can only take one step at a time.
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"An Ruo? Is it really you?"
On this day, she went out alone on the street and met a good friend she hadn't seen for many years, who was also her high school classmate.
She drank coffee with her and talked about past events.
Finally, Leng Yan called and An Ruo asked her who she was. She smiled and said, "It's my husband."
"Are you married?!" Facing An Ruo's surprise, she just smiled and nodded without saying anything more.
Later, she and An Ruo met again to celebrate An Ruo's birthday.
She was drunk that day. She had almost never been drunk. But that day she just wanted to get drunk. It seemed that if she was drunk, she wouldn't have to face too many problems.
She was drunk and Leng Yan called, but An Ruo answered.
Soon, Leng Yan rushed over to pick her up and met An Ruo face to face.
She put her arms around Leng Yan's neck and asked him who he was, but he just smiled at her lovingly and said nothing.
In fact, she was not drunk, she was sober inside.
She can forget anyone in this world, but she will never forget Leng Yan. She deliberately asked him who he was, which was an escape mentality.
It seems that since they don't know each other, she doesn't have to be so embarrassed.
Later, she met An Ruo several times. Every time An Ruo asked her who her husband was, she was too embarrassed to tell her.
It was only then that she realized that she was not as brave as she thought.
She was afraid that her former classmates would know that her husband was a man who was not yet twenty years old, and she was even more afraid that they would know that she was five years older than him.
The vows that I made when I defended my love in front of my parents completely disappeared in front of my friends.
It turns out that she was a coward from beginning to end, a coward who cared about other people's opinions and was afraid of being laughed at.
The problems that surrounded me when I was young have surfaced again.
What if she gets old and Lengyan dislikes her?
Also, what should Leng Yan do when a younger and more beautiful girl appears in front of her?
Xia Nuo soon had to face the second problem.
Leng Yan's company has a female intern who is in her third year of college.
