That was the biggest mistake he made in his life and the thing he regretted most in his life.
However, no matter how much you regret, no matter how painful you are, no matter how regretful you are, time cannot be repeated. He is powerless to make that moment reappear and change history.
However, I have so many regrets, but I don’t know how to convey them to her.
"If I never see you again, I don't know what the meaning of my life is...Xixi, please, please forgive me this time...No matter what, I will never be separated from you in this life.
Already..."
It's absolutely impossible to let go.
If I let go, will I spend the rest of my life chasing after you?
"Take it easy... I have always regretted not answering your call that day... I don't know why. I was particularly upset that day and had a lot of things going on, so I was confused... I don't know why I was such a jerk...
... Later, I regretted it every day and every night. I wanted to strangle myself to death... I kept looking for you everywhere, asking everywhere, but I couldn't find you... This time, I was about to despair, but I saw you.
you……"
In this case, how can we allow precious time to be wasted in vain?
"Xixi, please forgive me... just this time... no matter what, I will never separate from you..."
He hugged her tightly and never thought about letting me go again.
His overbearing strength and the anxiety in his voice completely angered her.
She pushed him hard, but how could she push him away?
"Take care... take care... have mercy on me... just forgive me this time... please..."
She was furious: "You just think I'm dead long ago, can't you?"
"No, Xixi, I won't let you leave me again..."
"..."
The grievances and anger that had been suppressed for more than a hundred days and nights finally poured out.
"You don't allow it? Why don't you allow it? Do you think I will believe you? What were you doing when I called you more than ten times that day? Are you really that impatient? Don't you know that I asked you to save my life?
?You don’t care about my life or death, so what’s the point of being hypocritical now? Inner guilt? Hypocrisy? No, Wang Donglin, tell you, I don’t need it, I don’t need it a long time ago..."
Crocodile tears!
This is crocodile tears.
Who still cares about you?
"..."
"In the years when I was with you, you disappeared at every turn, for one excuse or another. You never considered my mood and feelings. In fact, to put it bluntly, isn't it just to climb up at all costs? Wang Donglin, for you
I've long been disgusted with it. If you don't agree with each other, Zhang Chuchu is your perfect match. I will never stand between you again..."
"..."
Her eyes were blazing with anger, but that damn guy kept hugging her tightly and wouldn't let go.
"You think I don't know your plan? You had planned it before you didn't answer the phone, didn't you? I knew it when you didn't come to the graduation ceremony. Zhang Chuchu chased you and committed suicide for you, but you were hesitant.
Refuse, because you are afraid of offending Lao Zhang and losing everything you have worked so hard to get; don’t refuse, because you don’t know how to arrange for me... At that time, you had been waiting for me to make my own decision, and you were waiting for me to withdraw... So
, you are so impatient and showing such disgust when I call you..."