The three long pages of handwriting are all "love letters" he wrote to her - this is also the first time in his life that he has written such a thing to her.
Modern people have long been accustomed to various instant communication tools such as email, QQ, WeChat, etc. How can they think of such an old-fashioned thing as writing a letter?
However, not only did he write it, but he wrote it for three long pages.
His handwriting is also very beautiful and powerful, just like the person he is, he looks particularly high-spirited.
"...To be honest, after that plane crash, I never thought you would truly forgive me, just like when I found you in Boston on New Year's Eve... At that moment, I really blamed it on luck.
I blame it on God's special favor for me. Therefore, I became greedy. I couldn't help but want to take you back to my country, and then I couldn't wait to get married and use this as a means to keep you... Because, other than this, I simply couldn't
I can’t imagine why you would continue to give me a chance to fall in love with me again…”
"When you called out, 'Xiaojue, is it you?', you didn't know how panicked, guilty, and desperate I felt at that moment... However, the greed in my heart made me shamelessly keep pestering you and consuming you.
I thought to myself, even if I was wrong that time, I hope there is still a chance for redemption... As long as you persevere, there will always be a day when you can fall in love with me again..."
"However, I dare not admit this in my heart: I have never dared to admit that from the moment I hung up your life-saving call, you actually no longer love me... To be honest, I just dare not admit this..."
She pinched the thick stack of documents again, and her tears fell on the handwriting drop by drop, making the sapphire blue handwriting blurry and mottled.
That's right.
She didn't love him from that moment on.
When she was trembling with fear at the airport, lost her mind, and had no way to call for help, he hung up his life-saving phone call because of Zhang Chuchu - in fact, he was the only one she could turn to in the world.
However, at that moment, he hung up on him because of another woman.
At that moment, her heart was filled with despair.
She doesn't love him anymore.
All the love, all the patience, at this moment, vanished into ashes.
Therefore, after the reunion, no matter how intimate, tolerant, tolerant, and considerate he was... But, really, deep down in her heart, she no longer believed it at all - it wasn't that she didn't believe whether he loved her or not - it was that she didn't believe that she would still love her.
love him!
Really, not at all.
"...I pestered you to get married, because at that time I understood that if we didn't get married as soon as possible, we would inevitably face an inevitable breakup. Fortunately, the Queen Mother's illness allowed me to seize the opportunity...
, I am despicable, I fully admit it... But, I am just too afraid of losing you... I am afraid that after many years of love, we will still be strangers in the end... No, I can't accept this, so I finally chose to use means... "
"The moment I got the marriage certificate, my joy was indescribable... However, I clearly saw your despair. You didn't show any joy at all. It was just for the sake of the Queen Mother that you reluctantly agreed to my death.
It's just a rough fight... To be honest, I can't imagine that my marriage can only be promoted by such means... I think this is the biggest failure and mistake in my life..."
