She began to hide around the school, not only afraid of seeing Xi Wanlai, but also feeling shameful thoughts in her heart.
She vowed that after paying off the money, she would stand in front of him again with her head held high and bright.
Before that, she was like an ostrich, plunging her head into the sand pit, shouting in isolation: I can't see, I can't hear. One day, she pulled out her neck. , the world has changed.
She saw Xi Wanlai and Jiang Xiaoou outside the large open class classroom. At that time, the two were talking and laughing and did not notice her. Jiang Xiaoou put his hand in Xi Wanlai's arm and stood on tiptoes to help her. He wiped the sweat from his forehead, with a simple and happy smile on his face.
Shen Ke suddenly froze there, as if he had been poured from top to bottom by a bucket of ice cubes.
She never thought that by the time she paid off her debts in a glorious way, Xi Wanlai might not be waiting for her at the same place.
At this time, Xi Wanlai turned around and looked in her direction. She subconsciously turned around and hid behind the wall.
She stood at the base of the wall, watching the beautiful couple leave as if nothing had happened, and cursed angrily in her heart. She felt more and more like a witch cursing the princess in a dark corner.
Because she was poor and had low self-esteem, she felt trepidatious and on thin ice when she was with Xi Wanlai from the beginning. How could he be hers if he was so good? She had never believed it. Look, today, it was finally confirmed for her. .
But getting the confirmation was not something to be happy about. Instead, she was so sad that she wanted to cry. The only things in her life that she could hold on to, words like energy, happiness, and beauty, were finally far away from her.
She skipped class and wandered to a restaurant at the end of the alley in despair, ordering a plate of peanuts, a bottle of roasted knives, and a glass of wine, just like other people who drank to soothe their sorrows.
Pour the boiling knife mixed with water into it and it will sting from the throat to the trachea. It is worse than bitter medicine.
She pinched her nose and swallowed, her tears and snot hanging together, and she cried inconspicuously. Finally, she drunkenly poured it on the table covered with a layer of oil and stopped moving.
In her memory, someone picked her up from the table, and when she saw Xi Wanlai's face, she thought she was hallucinating again.
But what she touched was a real body. The man held her with cool hands, took out a handkerchief to wipe away her tears and nose, and got her into the car.
His handkerchief smelled so good, with a faint fragrance of grass and trees. His car also smelled like this, even on his sweater. Shen Ke lay on the man's chest and sniffed at the collar of his neck.
Much later, she realized that it was the smell of his usual car perfume.
The freshness of the vegetation penetrates into the lungs, and there is also a faint smell of tobacco, a strong masculine scent.
Shen Ke suddenly felt his heart beating rapidly.
This strong feeling was different from the gentleness and softness that Xi Wanlai always brought to her.
The car stopped, Shen Ke was drowsy, and he let him half-support and half-hug him into a room. He let go, and Shen Ke fell back and fell into a large bed. The quilt was soft and as deep as a sponge. Surround her.
She squinted her eyes and watched the man slowly untie his tie and take off his cufflinks, but she still didn't understand anything.
She just feels cold and wants to curl up in a ball, or she needs a solid embrace for her to hide in and slowly lick her wounds.
Jackets, shirts, skirts, and pantyhose were taken off one by one, until...underwear. She began to hide around the school, not only afraid of seeing Xi Wanlai, but also feeling shameful thoughts in her heart.
She vowed that after paying off the money, she would stand in front of him again with her head held high and bright.
Before that, she was like an ostrich, plunging her head into the sand pit, shouting in isolation: I can't see, I can't hear. One day, she pulled out her neck. , the world has changed.
She saw Xi Wanlai and Jiang Xiaoou outside the large open class classroom. At that time, the two were talking and laughing and did not notice her. Jiang Xiaoou put his hand in Xi Wanlai's arm and stood on tiptoes to help her. He wiped the sweat from his forehead, with a simple and happy smile on his face.
Shen Ke suddenly froze there, as if he had been poured from top to bottom by a bucket of ice cubes.
She never thought that by the time she paid off her debts in a glorious way, Xi Wanlai might not be waiting for her at the same place.
At this time, Xi Wanlai turned around and looked in her direction. She subconsciously turned around and hid behind the wall.
She stood at the base of the wall, watching the beautiful couple leave as if nothing had happened, and cursed angrily in her heart. She felt more and more like a witch cursing the princess in a dark corner.
Because she was poor and had low self-esteem, she felt trepidatious and on thin ice when she was with Xi Wanlai from the beginning. How could he be hers if he was so good? She had never believed it. Look, today, it was finally confirmed for her. .
But getting the confirmation was not something to be happy about. Instead, she was so sad that she wanted to cry. The only things in her life that she could hold on to, words like energy, happiness, and beauty, were finally far away from her.
She skipped class and wandered to a restaurant at the end of the alley in despair, ordering a plate of peanuts, a bottle of roasted knives, and a glass of wine, just like other people who drank to soothe their sorrows.
Pour the boiling knife mixed with water into it and it will sting from the throat to the trachea. It is worse than bitter medicine.
She pinched her nose and swallowed, her tears and snot hanging together, and she cried inconspicuously. Finally, she drunkenly poured it on the table covered with a layer of oil and stopped moving.
In her memory, someone picked her up from the table, and when she saw Xi Wanlai's face, she thought she was hallucinating again.
But what she touched was a real body. The man held her with cool hands, took out a handkerchief to wipe away her tears and nose, and got her into the car.
His handkerchief smelled so good, with a faint fragrance of grass and trees. His car also smelled like this, even on his sweater. Shen Ke lay on the man's chest and sniffed at the collar of his neck.
Much later, she realized that it was the smell of his usual car perfume.
The freshness of the vegetation penetrates into the lungs, and there is also a faint smell of tobacco, a strong masculine scent.
Shen Ke suddenly felt his heart beating rapidly.
This strong feeling was different from the gentleness and softness that Xi Wanlai always brought to her.
The car stopped, Shen Ke was drowsy, and he let him half-support and half-hug him into a room. He let go, and Shen Ke fell back and fell into a large bed. The quilt was soft and as deep as a sponge. Surround her.
She squinted her eyes and watched the man slowly untie his tie and take off his cufflinks, but she still didn't understand anything.
She just feels cold and wants to curl up in a ball, or she needs a solid embrace for her to hide in and slowly lick her wounds.
Jackets, shirts, skirts, and pantyhose were all taken off one by one until...underwear.