Shen Ke suddenly felt a little distressed, and she was already looking for excuses to comfort her: "It doesn't matter, even if the joy is in vain, there will still be time in the future, and we can always have another baby."
But there is no future...
He suddenly didn't know how to speak to Shen Ke.
She loves her children so much that she dotes on Duoduo, who is not her own child.
He knew how big a blow it was to her when her first child died. And she had always blamed herself, thinking that she had lost the child.
He touched Shen Ke's face and smiled bitterly: "Don't worry, even if we don't have children, our life will be happy in the future."
Shen Ke didn't know why: "It would be more lively if you have a child. Do you like a boy or a girl? I like girls. They say that a daughter is her mother's little cotton-padded jacket. My daughter will definitely be the most beautiful little princess in the future. She will be obsessed with a bunch of brats." …”
The more she spoke, the more excited she became. Because of the backlight, she didn't pay attention to Xi Xiangdong's expression. She only felt that he was getting more and more silent.
"Girl," he suddenly interrupted her muttering to herself.
Shen Ke raised his head and was stunned by the expression on his face. He just felt that he was very sad. His pupils were very dark, just like the night tonight, without stars or moon.
For a moment, the surroundings were eerily quiet. Vehicles were passing by in the center of the road, as if they were the only ones standing still, looking at each other.
"Girl," he took a deep breath, as if he had finally made a decision, "I don't want you to have a child. Just the two of us can live happily."
Shen Ke suddenly froze and looked at him in astonishment: "What's wrong with you? You suddenly don't want to have children... Is it because you can't have children or because I can't have children?" After saying this, he felt ridiculous, "It's impossible, then. How did our first child come about?”
After she finished speaking, Xi Xiangdong became even more silent.
Shen Ke suddenly felt a little flustered, as if he had a bad premonition.
"What did the doctor tell you before you came here? Are you hiding something from me?"
Her intuition was very keen, and Xi Xiangdong subconsciously turned his face away.
"You are pregnant, but... you can't have the child."
His voice was hoarse like a broken bellows, and after he finished speaking, he lowered his head.
Shen Ke was convinced that he had heard wrongly, and it took him a while to come to his senses.
"What do you mean? I have it, but I can't have it?"
She repeated this sentence over and over again, staring at him in disbelief. In the night, she couldn't tell whether the person in front of her was still the man she loved.
"Tell me clearly, do you don't want it or can't have it?"
He passively allowed her to sway, his lips trembling, and he finally said harshly: "You can't have it, and I... don't want it either!"
These eight simple words almost sent Shen Ke to hell.
Her hand suddenly slipped from his arm. It was burned by fire and stabbed by a knife. It was not as painful as this moment.
"What did you say……"
Xi Xiangdong looked at her apologetically. Even at that moment, Shen Ke never doubted the affection in his eyes: "Girl, believe me, no matter what happens, I can't change my love for you."
Another sugar-coated bullet after the bolt from the blue?
Shen Ke looked at him as if she were a stranger. In order to love this man, she gave up hatred and her family. She wanted nothing and followed him wholeheartedly. In the end, she ended up with him pricking her heart. The most severe blow.
What Gu Nanshun said is absolutely right. What's the use of saying "I love you"? He is not a man worthy of being entrusted with his life.
She suddenly slapped his hand away: "Fuck you, you love me! Is this how you love me?"