Su Qianqian lowered her head, and her long hair fell from her face, covering her expression.
"Xu Zui..." she whispered, "I don't want him to die."
No matter what, even if they never see each other until death, she doesn't want him to leave at this age.
"I see."
Xu Zui whispered in her ear.
She can no longer spend her life with the one she loves in this life. How she hopes Su Qianqian can find her own happiness, her only friend.
"I don't understand..." she whispered, "I really don't understand... why you told me this when I was leaving."
It's okay if she doesn't know anything, so that when she lives abroad, she can pretend she doesn't know whether that person is dead or alive.
But why...exactly at this time...
"Mommy..."
Su Yue was awakened by her voice, got up and rubbed her eyes, looking at her in surprise: "Mommy, has anyone bullied you?"
Su Qianqian looked up at Xiao Wandou's nervous little face, stretched out her hands to hold her in her arms, hesitated for a long time, and then asked softly: "Xiao Wandou, your father is dying..."
Su Qianqian clearly felt Su Yue's little body shake. She looked up and saw a flash of shock on Xiao Wandou's face.
"Mommy..." Su Yue looked at Su Qianqian's face and asked in a low voice, "Are you sad?"
"Are you sad, little pea?"
Su Yue looked at Su Qianqian with big eyes, and nodded gently: "I'm very sad."
If the place called the heart in the chest is throbbing uneasily, and that feeling is sad, he must be very sad now.
He buried his face in Su Qianqian's arms, but what came to his mind was Yi Ningxiu's face.
He didn't meet that person often, only three or four times in total, but it gave him a strange feeling. The person looked so similar to him that he couldn't help but want to get close to him.
The man looked at him with a very sad look. Those pale eyes like glass, when looking at him, reminded him of the calm and waveless sadness on the frozen lake surface in winter.
That man loved her as much as he loved Su Qianqian. He was his father.
He had been dependent on Su Qianqian since he was a child, and later traveled around the world with Xu Zui. He was very indifferent to things like relationships, but when he saw that man, he felt troubles in his heart.
That person is his father.
He had only met him a few times, but he was also going to die.
Su Yue felt her eyes were sore and didn't understand why she was so sad.
Su Qianqian felt a slight dampness on her chest where Su Yue was lying. Her body trembled slightly, but she did not let go, but hugged the child's small body tightly.
She never thought that Su Yue would cry for Yi Ningxiu.
The two of them didn't meet much, and she didn't let them have too much contact time, so that Su Yue wouldn't have too many feelings for Yi Ningxiu.
However, father and son are connected, so Su Yue deliberately pretended not to care about her father in order to prevent her from worrying...
When Su Qianqian thought of this, she felt that she was too cruel.
She had been caring about her own mood, but completely ignored what Su Yue was thinking. After all, that person was his father...
But she forcibly prevented them from having any contact.
"Little Wandou..." Su Qianqian gently stroked Su Yue's hair and whispered, "Mommy was wrong...I'm sorry."