"...Lance." Su Qianqian's voice was slightly dry, "Go back. Don't come to me again."
"..."
Lance was silent for a moment, then forced a smile and said, "Why? I thought..."
"I know you treat me..." Su Qianqian bit her lip and said hesitantly, "But it's impossible for me to be with you."
This sentence seems to have already said everything about their fate.
"Qianqian..." Lance tried to open his eyes, trying to see the person in front of him clearly, but there was still darkness in front of him...he couldn't see anything.
Is it true that even if you give everything, even your life, you can't win her heart?
He didn't know how to feel. This situation had actually been expected for a long time, but when he actually faced it, emotion overcame reason first.
He felt it was difficult to breathe.
In fact, this was not the first time he had been rejected by Su Qianqian. In the past, he could just laugh it off as if he didn't care.
Only this time, he couldn't help but feel frustrated.
Is it because he can't win her heart no matter how hard he tries?
"I know I've done a lot of wrong things before..." His voice was hoarse, and he tried hard to organize his words, "I've hurt you... but, I really didn't mean it... I don't know if it was love, I just felt like it when I saw you.
Something is wrong with me, I'm afraid of you, that's why..." That's why I hurt you to tell myself that I'm not afraid of you... I'm..."
He couldn't speak any more.
Not all hurts can be forgiven, and not all hurts can be excused.
What he had done to her was unforgivable even if he thought about it now.
She would hate him if he wasn't angry, but after so much, after he died twice because of her, could she really not forgive him at all?
He felt desperate.
Su Qianqian bit her lip, not knowing what to say.
She does have feelings for him.
But that's not love.
Maybe it's hard to say this, but if she falls in love with him just because he saved her life, then this kind of love is really superficial.
She raised her head and looked at him. The moonlight was faint. The man's peerless face was tinged with sadness under the cold moonlight. His emerald green eyes looked at her. She could not see them clearly, but he tried so hard to open his eyes wide. The moonlight was so bright.
Although it was faint, she could see her own face in his eyes.
"Things of the past," she pursed her lips, "let it be in the past."
The relationship between him and her cannot be judged simply by right or wrong.
She killed him twice.
He almost killed her once, but he also saved her with his life.
It's almost even between them.
She no longer wanted to worry about the past.
Whether it was Yi Ningxiu or him, she really didn't want to worry about it anymore.
If she keeps living in the shadow of the past, she will never be able to move forward in her life. She feels that enough is enough.
She spoke openly, but in Lance's ears it meant something else.
He asked in a low voice: "Since you don't care about the past, why don't you accept me? After all, you still refuse to forgive me."
His tone was a little aggrieved.
Su Qianqian was stunned for a long time, really not knowing how to explain it.
Could it be that she wants to say that you are not my type and I really have no feelings for you...?
Although this is true...but this is too, too hurtful...