Stroking her slightly bulging belly, she seemed to feel the heat and movement of the little life inside her body.
It seems that you can see him pressing his little hands tightly against her belly, and hear him asking in a childlike voice, "Mommy, Mommy, do you really not want a baby?"
"Yes, yes, yes..." She wiped her tears and spoke to the little baby in her belly in her mind, "I don't want you anymore, because you are the child of the big devil.
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"Mommy, but I'm innocent and I didn't do anything wrong. Are you really so cruel to kill me?"
"Your existence is the biggest mistake! I will not allow this kind of mistake to continue to develop," she said, stroking her abdomen with a little choke, and her voice became lower, "So, even if I kill you, don't blame me.
, okay?"
The child in her belly was silent for a while, and then she silently removed her small transparent fingers from her belly and lowered her head, "Mommy, do it..."
Cheng Liuli's tears fell to the ground one after another.
She frantically unlocked the door to the bathroom, locked it inside, and then poured a pool of cold water into the large bathtub.
In Leng Yu's house, all water pipes are routed along with the heating pipes to avoid freezing in winter.
So the water flowing out of the water pipe at this moment is not cold, and even feels a little warm.
"Don't think about it anymore!" She told herself, reaching out to push open the floor-to-ceiling window leading to the outside platform. The cold and biting air rushed in, and she couldn't help but shiver.
However, he still quickly used his hands and feet to shovel the thick snow accumulated on the platform into the bathtub with a large dressing mirror.
Not long after, a lot of snow drifted into the water in the bathtub, some melted, and more floated on the water. Occasionally, her hand touched the water, and she could feel that the water had become
Bitingly cold.
"It's nothing, it's just a cold shower. Everything will pass soon, it will pass soon..." She choked and said to herself while shoveling the snow harder.
The strong north wind outside the window blew her hair flying, and there was sticky liquid solidifying on her face. It was unclear whether it was tears or snot flowing out of her nose.
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"It's just a nightmare, it will be over soon..." His hands were already red and swollen from the freezing snow, and the water in the bathtub was so icy.
She slowly took off her clothes, looked at the vat of ice water, and told herself again with a choked voice.
Yes, just a nightmare.
Soon, this child will be knocked down by her. From now on, she will have no hesitation, no heartache, and no reluctance to let go.
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However, burning tears burst out of my eyes again.
"It's just a bath..." She took a deep breath and tried hard to convince herself that as long as she raised her feet, sat astride the ice water, and endured it, everything would be over soon.
Time passed by minute by second, but she could only stand there, looking at the tank of water with trembling eyes. She took deep breaths again and again, but she could not move no matter what.