A delicate whisper came from the phone. Yesilo frowned and put the phone slightly further away, "Ling Shalu, where are you?"
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When Cheng Liuli returned to Leng Yu's house, night had fallen.
Leng Yu's house was filled with lanterns. Cheng Liuli was sitting in the car, looking at the lanterns that seemed close yet far away. A slight breeze blew in from the open window, and her thoughts were slightly lifted like hair.
More than half a month has passed since the accident happened and she lost her baby in her belly.
In the past half month, Ye Suluo had not come to the hospital to visit her once.
Although she lived in the VIP special ward of the hospital, the doctors and nurses took good care of her, but.
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Yesi Luo's attitude towards her——
It seems that the only survival value of her life is to have children.
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It seems that if this child is lost, she no longer deserves his care and sympathy.
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——This made Cheng Liuli feel somewhat uncomfortable.
Yes, she didn't want this child at first, but when the child slowly began to protrude in her belly and started to move, the doctor already found out the gender when she went for an ultrasound. It was a girl, and her facial features were already formed. The doctor even said
You can see clearly that her eyes are big and she is a very beautiful little baby!
Her heart was filled with longing for this baby.
She had imagined countless times what this child looked like, like him? Or like her?
When the child was finally stripped from her body, she was in excruciating pain. The pain was not only physical, but also mental. Self-blame and guilt almost defeated her during that time - yes, it was just
Because of her almost stubborn stubbornness, innocent children were deprived of the right to enter this world before they were born!
Even if someone accidentally pushed her at that time, if she could obey Yesi Luo's arrangement and not attend the engagement ceremony that was not mandatory, then none of this would have happened.
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To say the least, even if she goes to participate, if she is willing to put on those ugly but safe flat shoes after her appearance, she will never fall down from the steps.
For more than half a month, she had been living in endless self-blame and guilt, and even briefly forgot her purpose of getting close to Yesilo.
Wouldn't it be better in a sense that this child is gone?
If Yesiluo is really thrown into death row one day because of her, how will she explain the grudges between her parents to this child when she grows up?
With this fall, the child was gone, and the only connection between her and Yesi Luo seemed to be broken.
From then on, she could do everything without any distractions and no need to worry about bringing any unnecessary psychological shadow to her children.
But why does she still feel so painful?
The child, that tender and delicate little guy she had never met before, escaped from her body, as if most of her vitality had also been drained away.
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The car slowly stopped in front of the building of the owner of Leng Yu's house. When Cheng Liuli got out of the car, he saw two maids passing by. When they saw her, they did not rush forward to open the door for her like they had seen her in the past.
, on the contrary, he just avoided looking and continued to leave in a hurry.