"Well, brother Xuanyuan, it's not good for my sister to be scared by you..." Xi Yan reminded him with a clever look inside.
As expected, Xuanyuan Xuanyu took a sneak peek into the room, and when she saw that there was no movement, she immediately closed the door, "Let's go, don't you have anything to do? Go out..." A group of people pushed and gave way and left her door.
A few of them looked at each other, curled their lips, and because of the oppressive eyes, they all went back to do their own things obediently.
The night was getting darker, and the moonless night made people feel a little lonely. Lianqing looked up at the dark sky, wondering if the sky in Zhaoguo was also so dark. Just as he was thinking about it, a figure crept into the room and said, "Who is it?"
——" Lian Qing jumped up, pointing the knife outward at the incoming person.
"Sister, sister, it's me, Yan'er." Xiyan was too frightened to move. She knew how powerful her sister was. Maybe if she moved, her life would be on the line.
"Girl, it's so late and you haven't slept yet?" Lian Qing lowered her guard and pulled her back to her seat in front of the window.
"Sister, I want to chat with you. Sister, I miss you so much." Xi Yan leaned her head on Lian Qing's shoulder.
"Girl, you have been wronged these past few days!" Lian Qing held her hair in distress.
"No, Yan'er is very good. Yan'er has seen a lot clearly and learned a lot these days. Sister, aren't you the same?" Yan'er said with a smile. After leaving Prince Liuqing's palace, her experiences were indeed ups and downs, with twists and turns.
Where to start? Let’s start with moving into Shangguan Mansion...
It’s no use to miss lovesickness, as melancholy is pure madness. Leaning alone on the balcony, the night is getting deeper. I let out a long sigh, breaking the long-lost silence.
For so many years, all I could do was stare blankly at his departing back. He does not belong to me, he belongs to the entire Yin Dynasty. He has been through life and death again and again. Thinking of the hint of appreciation in his pale eyes will also make me sad.
I feel at ease. He said that The Shining has no emotion, so I believe it! I believe that I have no emotion and no love. I am The Shining - his own Shining! Even though I am alone and alone, I have never been alone.
I have felt lonely before, but the appearance of Long Changyi made me realize that no one is born accustomed to loneliness.
The first time I met him, his heart-stirring black pearl-like eyes were deep and transparent. His naked gaze made me feel embarrassed to be exposed to the world. And the first time we met, he actually wanted to force me to marry him.
Mu Suiyi, he hasn't even met me, so how does he know if I can become his pawn? But his goal was achieved. He is such a person who sacrifices others to achieve his own goals.
After saying goodbye to Laiyinting, I had no intention of seeing Long Changyi again, and I played my role with all my heart, but things didn't go as expected. I saw his frowning face again in the military camp. I saw this little guy I disdained.
The man was exhausted mentally and physically from the war, but he forced himself to be calm and take charge of the overall situation. I actually had the urge to appease him and secretly followed the young master's movements, wanting to share everything for him, even though he never cared about me.
What does that mean to Long Changyi?
When did I start to care about him? Was it the concerned call in my ear before he fell to the ground injured? Indeed, no one has called me like that for a long time.
Or maybe it was in that plum garden full of fallen flowers, that intoxicating night.
The song "White snow and catkins are flying in the wind,
The plum blossoms are intoxicating.
A beautiful woman welcomes the fragrance like snow,
How does this scene look like the human world?"
A gentle greeting made me feel a little warm.
At that moment, I heard the sound of the frozen frost in my heart thawing, tick-tick-tick, and began to form a stream and flow.
At this time, Xuanyuan Xuanyu appeared.
Before this, I had heard Jing Feng say that he was a person who could be as famous as the prince. No, rather than saying that he was a human being, it would be better to say that he was a god, an invincible god of war, and he was a Shura on the battlefield!
I chuckled and shook my head. Rumors from the outside world only said that he was a god of war who frightened the enemy and was victorious in every battle. However, they did not mention his character. He was as simple as a child. Such a simple person was surrounded by a comparison.
He is more simple, so simple that he is almost stupid.
How could I not see how good he was to me? But my heart is too small and can only live with one person, and that person is not him.
Rather than making him suffer, it is better to make him give up completely.
I began to see that he was worried. Sometimes when he invited me to compete in martial arts, he would stare at me blankly for a long time before he recovered. Sometimes, when he touched my hand, he would suddenly jump away.
Three feet away, it was as if I was a plague-ridden person. At the same time, his wooden guards seemed to be more careful. When Xuanyuan Xuanyu was sitting, he stood. When Xuanyuan Xuanyu stood, he simply knelt down and watched.
They are an interesting pair of master and servant, and I can't help laughing at these subtle changes.
The song ended and everyone dispersed, and finally one day, I was called into Long Changyi's camp together.
I couldn't bear to see his contradictory expression. Wasn't it just a surprise attack? If I succeeded, I asked him to remember me. I dare not say that it will never be too long. At least he will remember that there was someone who was in his life.
I have left a mark in my glorious experience; if I fail, I will not let down the young master’s cultivation, and I will maximize the ultimate in The Shining.
The young master will not care about my life or death, but he will care about others who violate him. As the saying goes, "beating a dog depends on its owner." Probably, in his heart, my status is like that of a dog he raises.
No matter what he thinks, I can't help but follow him closely. In the five years since he ran away, everyone said "I am a good sister", but only I know in my heart that I have selfish motives - entering the love forest is not a good idea again.
It would be nice to see him once, even just once. Every time I perform a task, I will do my best and will not let him see my injuries. I want to make myself useful, because he said that he only likes
Someone who can do things for him!
It was the end of my life - it was probably the last time I saw the old face. I endured the pain and moved towards her step by step, trying hard not to fall down in front of her. I looked at her tears as if they were broken.
Xian, the sadness and pity in my heart surged.
I can't die, I must not die. I want to ask Shangguan personally why I didn't do what I promised?
In my daze, there was a voice talking non-stop in my ears. I couldn't hear clearly what he was saying. Why did he save me? Was it because he blamed himself and wanted to make up for his mistakes? The things that turned over in my head were childhood memories.
In one scene, Yan'er cried and called her sister, Xingrui's stern face, and Haoyue's expression that turned black when facing Jingfeng...
When I regained consciousness, I was already in the prince's camp. I could hear Long Changyi's confession. He stayed by my bed almost every night, enduring the cold weather. He would tell me many stories about his childhood.
Scenes emerged one by one. He had nowhere to complain about his mother's grievances, his father's ignorance, and the intrigues in the palace... Such a high-ranking person would also be lonely, and he would also want to find someone to accompany him. I felt sad in my heart, because
Are we equally pitiful and lonely?
He would say to me every night, "Xixue, your long hair has grown again." Just like a man cherishing his wife, he would gently pull up my long hair, rub it in the palm of his hand, and kiss her gently.
I'm so intoxicated that I can't extricate myself.
I said to myself at that time, maybe I can wake up, at least there is someone in this world who cares about me.
But what can I do when I wake up? When I opened my hazy eyes and reached out to see your happy smile - Long Changyi, at that moment, did you really have feelings for me?
He can stay with me all night long, dressed and lying next to me, but his brows are still wrinkled. What is making him so upset?
He holds in his heart the entire Zhao Kingdom and its people. He and the young master have too many similarities - the country is so beautiful that it attracts countless heroes to bow their waists.
Why did I choose the wrong thing the first time and the second time?
Later, the young master said that I should not join this war because I stood in the wrong place from the beginning. If I stood on Long Changyi's side, my pain would be destined to be endless!
I can turn a blind eye to Xuanyuan Xuanyu's infatuation; but I can't repay Long Changyi's love. Maybe I like him, and even give him my freedom to love a man who has the world in his heart. My style, and
Anyone can figure it out?
At one glance, my body and mind were turned upside down
At a glance, my consciousness faded
One glance is like this life
One glance, as if reincarnation
At one glance, I was intoxicated...
Outside the tent, there is white snow, with fluttering catkins, some like goose feathers, and some like flying flowers. At the end of the horizon, the vast world is connected into one. The sky and the earth are the same color, completely natural, just like my state of mind, and the emotions are intertwined.
together.
The dots of candlelight in the curtain made her face brighter and whiter than the moon. "Flowers fly, and the fog is not fog. You are indeed such a woman as free as the wind."
A pair of cold bright eyes fell into my eyes without hesitation, and I let out a long sigh, for you and for me! How do you want me to believe you? Believe in the dust-free face under your veil? Or do I believe in your eyes?
Clear waves without impurities?
That night, that glance, that moment, someone was already drunk for you...
Irony - it turns out that I also like to joke today. The sentence "marry Mu Suiyi" can make my heart hurt, but this sentence comes from my mouth. I think of Shangguan's words before leaving - worldly affairs
Unexpectedly, it is indeed so.
Who do you belong to?
Mu Suiyi can be obsessed with you and wait for you every day;
Shangguan Chuque can play a piece for you personally and compose a final song together;
Even if you are on the battlefield, there will still be people who will hold a sword for you and express joy...
Your smile, with red lips and white teeth, is not stingy only when you are facing Xuanyuan Xuanyu. My brows are furrowed, and you will quietly accompany it in sadness. As everyone knows, the sadness between your brows is not for war, but for war.
For your safety.
It’s a pity: There are so many beauties in the country and they are picturesque. Every time they bow their heads or raise their eyebrows, they are struggling endlessly. Today’s military camp is not my military camp, Long Changyi. It is imperative to establish military prestige through military exploits! Xuanyuan Xuanyu’s
The plan is certainly a good plan, but who is my right and left arm? Your figure flashed through my mind, and it became clear that you are that person.
The most suitable candidate, however, the person who has repeatedly said to himself since his mother's death - you must be strong, no one can really help you, you can only sacrifice others to achieve yourself - is hesitant at this moment.
Afraid of losing, losing that cold woman who was as lonely as him, self-pitying, and whose heart was deeply sealed in dust.
Heartbreak turns out to be as despair as death.
Seeing your pale face and thin body lying quietly on the bed, silent, my heart died just like yours. I can only let myself keep convincing myself that you are listening and I am willing.
Let me tell you all my story: "Twenty-two years ago, a baby boy was born in the Orchid Pavilion in the Imperial Palace of Zhao State. He was eager to learn since he was young, and his intelligence was outstanding. He was very popular with the Emperor of Zhao State. He also had
indivual
He never scolded his father and his mother who loved him. He was so happy and carefree at that time. When the emperor of Zhao Kingdom, his biological grandfather, succeeded his father, he even put a condition: he must be crowned—
- The fifth prince Chang is also the prince, and his father, who was still the prince at the time, agreed without saying a word. If the story ends here, it would be a perfect ending, but some people just don't let it go as expected."
"About that summer night in the 415th year of Yuanhe, his life was overturned. He will always remember that it was the last night of the Orchid Pavilion: the queen mother was pushed to the ground by her father, whipped severely, and not even beaten.
Relevant people will not be left behind
He scolded him passionately. He cried and begged his father not to hit his mother. He would remember the disgusted look in his father's eyes when he looked at him for the rest of his life. That charming woman stood behind his father to stir up trouble and slander his mother.
It's a bitch
, a group of concubines behind her also echoed - those women are the closest to the mother in normal times, the so-called sisters! But now they are adding insult to injury one by one. The mother cannot argue, and under the "ironclad evidence", she can only remain silent.
Silently crying, she hugged the boy tightly, getting tighter and tighter, sobbing constantly, and her body couldn't help shaking. "My face was tense and livid, and my hands were clenched, but you were unconscious on the bed and couldn't see me.
My inner pain and struggle.
"It turns out that the father didn't like the boy. The reason why he indulged the boy was just to please the boy's grandfather so that he could inherit the throne. The boy's father failed as an emperor because his biggest characteristic was that he had no characteristics.
And the reason why he was able to climb to the throne was absolutely and
The boy has a close relationship. At that time, there was a lot of rumors among the female eunuchs. It turned out that the boy's mother was caught by a girl from Concubine Cao's palace in Fenglin Palace because of stealing someone. The scandal was exposed, and the wild man disappeared, leaving only
That shameless woman ended up in the cold palace..."
"For several days, the boy missed his mother. Although his cruel father prohibited them from seeing each other, one day, he finally decided to secretly visit his mother in the cold palace. The boy took advantage of the windy moonlit night to steal a secret from the imperial kitchen.
The jujube paste cake that came - that's the Queen Mother
His favorite food on weekdays, thinking that he would be able to see his mother's happy expression soon, the boy couldn't help but speed up his pace. He sneaked into the cold palace carefully, and he could vaguely see his mother's familiar back. The boy's face was filled with satisfaction.
The smile suddenly——"
"Two figures emerged from the Queen Mother's side. They were pulling her from left to right. The Queen was struggling but had no support. The boy just wanted to run to help the Queen, but a pair of big hands behind him tightly covered his mouth and forced him in.
In the dark, the jujube pastry fell on the floor tiles and was stepped on.
The boy saw it with his own eyes. One person grabbed the queen, and the other stuffed something into her mouth. After a while, the queen collapsed on the ground and stopped moving. After a while, a long-lost figure walked out of the darkness - it was his father and the girl.
The witch from Fenglin Palace!"
"The queen's mother's body was pushed into the deep well by them. The boy heard them say: The princess of Orchid Palace knew that she had no face to live in the world again, so she threw herself into the well tonight. His tears couldn't help but flow down. As soon as he waited for that
After the group of people left, the boy bit off the big hand attached to his mouth, broke free from the restraints, and ran towards the ancient well. That was the Queen Mother—it was the Queen Mother! The boy swore that he would definitely let these people receive the punishment they deserve!"
"Two days later, another body was found in the ancient well - that was Baoqin's. It was she who covered his mouth two days ago and saved his life. She was once the maidservant of the queen mother, and she remembered the old favor.
, but he could not escape death after all, so what about his fate? He was afraid, watching the closest and most beloved people in front of him leave him one by one, but he was unable to take it back. He lived like a walking zombie, living for revenge."
"At the age of fourteen - he remembered hatred, and remembered that so-called friends, people with kind faces and kind hearts, are sanctimonious villains! He hid his heart in his heart, huddled up, hiding at the end of the sharp edge, submissive, temporarily
Trying to save his own life, he waited and waited, and finally called a capable man who was slightly older than him while waiting - he was a very beautiful man, so beautiful that it made people marvel that there were such beautiful men in the world.
That one
The bright face, like the spring breeze, shined into the boy's heart. He gently stretched out a hand to the boy and said, "Come on, stand up, trust me, I will help you!" The boy actually believed in the hand.
Giving it to him was like putting all the bets on it, and then, they won!" There was finally a smile on my lips. I looked at the sleeping face next to me, and two lines of tears fell from the corners of my eyes. She
Are you crying for me?
"Walking on this road of kings, it is too lonely to walk alone. Are you willing to walk with me?"
I have decided that you are the only beauty in this world who understands me, my confidante, today and tomorrow.
One moment - can change a person's life.
The moment I was born later, I became a younger brother. It is my lifelong responsibility to protect the eldest prince of Jie State, my compatriot Xuanyuan Yujin, when he ascends the throne and takes power. Because of this, my years are destined to be busy.
In order to protect the country of Jie for thousands of years, my father took great pains to send me thousands of miles to the border of Zhaojie, a remote valley known as a paradise, and worshiped the world's most talented fortune teller, Mr. Tianji, as my teacher. I have been studying hard for more than ten years.
After studying the art of war, practicing diligently and proficiently, day and night, he finally mastered this world-famous martial arts and art of war. His charming face, like the spring breeze, shined into the boy's heart.
Here, he gently stretched out a hand to the boy and said, "Come on, stand up, trust me, I will help you!" The boy actually believed that hand was given to him, as if he had put all his bets on it.
Then, they won!" There was finally a smile on the corner of my mouth. I looked at the sleeping face next to me, and two lines of tears fell from the corners of my eyes. Is she crying for me?
"Walking on this road of kings, it is too lonely to walk alone. Are you willing to walk with me?"
I have decided that you are the only beauty in this world who understands me, my confidante, today and tomorrow.
One moment - can change a person's life.
The moment I was born later, I became a younger brother. It is my lifelong responsibility to protect the eldest prince of Jie State, my compatriot Xuanyuan Yujin, when he ascends the throne and takes power. Because of this, my years are destined to be busy.
In order to protect the country of Jie for thousands of years, my father took great pains to send me thousands of miles to the border of Zhaojie, a remote valley known as a paradise, and worshiped the world's most talented fortune teller, Mr. Tianji, as my teacher. I have been studying hard for more than ten years.
He read the art of war, practiced diligently and proficiently, and worked day and night, finally mastering this world-famous martial arts and art of war.