Liu Yuexi grew up in a relatively wealthy family. Her parents were both high-level intellectuals. Her father left early and came home late. Only her mother stayed with her more. However, every time Liu Yuexi did poorly in the exam, her mother would beat and scold her.
She said: "Why are you so useless? You are like this again."
When Liu Yuexi was six years old, she suddenly became interested in publishing articles. She also wanted to try it, but she couldn't write envelopes and didn't know the address or zip code. As she was writing, Liu Yuexi's mother said as soon as she came: "
Do you still want to publish your crappy article?"
Liu Yuexi was afraid from then on. She was afraid that her mother would not support her. She fell in love with music because it felt like a glass of fine wine. In her heart, music was what she relied on. Because her grades were not ideal, her mother
She was asked to attend an extra third grade, and her fate changed from then on. She was looked down upon by others. By the time she was in junior high school, Liu Yuexi was just dawdling around for a year, but she couldn't pay attention to the classes because
When she was in sixth grade, a classmate stabbed her back with a razor blade. She felt there was no hope, and every time her test scores came out, she was ranked last and was always laughed at. She learned to play the piano, and she
His diary is also heartbreaking. He wrote in his diary:
"I am an outcast. I feel there is no hope of staying here."
Liu Yuexi's confidence was lost little by little, and in the end it was all gone.
The teacher once did a lot of ideological work for her, but she was still like this. Before she finished high school, she went directly to a technical secondary school. From the diary she wrote when she was nine years old, Liu Yuexi could compile a complete novel when she grew up.
Still sitting alone, in school, the piano and diary were her friends. She didn't even have sex friends. Logically speaking, all her classmates were in love at that time, but Liu Yuexi didn't. She
She kept stroking the piano. She heard someone talking about her, Liu Yuexi was very angry, and finally the volcano erupted. Liu Yuexi became even more depressed because she was beaten by her classmates again. She felt like she wanted to die. She seemed to be the first to die.
Once she had such a feeling, she was very indifferent to the things around her. When a classmate of the same sex came to sit down for dinner, she went over.
If she had to stay in the classroom at ordinary times, she would definitely be writing diaries and novels. She suddenly dreamed that she needed a life like this: "Live and work in a paradise without pollution and competition pressure, and be busy every day."
"The novels she writes are all fantasy. She faces the fact that girls nowadays especially want to find a rich second generation with money, a car and a house. However, although Liu Yuexi was already sixteen years old at this time,
But she never thought about it, she thought it would not happen to her. Liu Yuexi didn't know why, she always couldn't sleep every night. Jiang Yue said to Liu Yuexi: "Hey, Liu Yuexi, what happened to you? Last night
Didn't you sleep well?" Liu Yuexi said: "I didn't sleep well last night." Jiang Yue said: "Isn't it because I'm in love?" Liu Yuexi said: "It's boring, I'm not in love." After that,
Gone. Every day, classmates see Liu Yuexi working very hard, but they don’t know what Liu Yuexi is thinking. Liu Yuexi suddenly feels hollow and lonely, hoping to have a pair of shoulders to lean on, but Liu Yuexi
She thought to herself: "That's impossible, so she stopped thinking too much."
Liu Yuexi will graduate soon, but Liu Yuexi has been very confused about whether to take the exam or find a job. She originally wanted to take the exam first, but she was afraid. She was afraid that she would fail the exam. Later she realized that she had already paid the money and could not
She didn’t want to take the exam, so she had no choice but to take the exam. Liu Yuexi suddenly felt that she had not done well in the exam. The professional score was 165, which was not bad in theory. However, she did not dare to take the exam again because she did not learn anything about it in the technical secondary school she attended.
, she was afraid and didn’t take the exam, so when it came time to take the cultural exam, she gave up, she was afraid, she was afraid. Faced with finding a job, there was a new problem. Her height was too short (only 140cm), and she could not get into a good company.
She almost didn't want to go. Time passed day by day, and she couldn't find any job. She was very afraid, afraid that she would be incompetent. So every time she did something, she felt that she couldn't do it, and it even affected her life. She was originally
She didn't do much housework, and it was difficult for her to do it. She couldn't open her mind, maybe she was too lonely, and felt that only chatting online could pass the time. Later, she decided to go to college to teach, but Liu Yuexi
She lacked confidence and had no confidence that she could learn well. From time to time, someone would strike up a conversation next to her. Maybe she was too lonely, so she wanted to chat, but she soon lost contact.
Liu Yuexi found it difficult to do the job and finally had to give up because she couldn't understand it at all, so she gave up the internship. While walking on the road, she suddenly bumped into a gay man and scattered things on the floor. The man quickly helped to pick them up.
Liu Yuexi said: "Thank you." The man said: "Oh, it's nothing." Liu Yuexi left and looked at the people fishing by the river. She didn't know where she was going, but she didn't want to go home, so she was in a daze.
When the man came, the man said: "Hey, why is it you again? Where are you going?" Liu Yuexi said: "I'm going home, but I don't know if I can go home."
?” The man smiled and said, “You are really interesting.” Liu Yuexi said, “I don’t want to go home. But I don’t know where to go?” The man said, “Oh? Where is your home?
"Liu Yuexi said: "I am in Guangzhou, where are you?" The man said: "I am also in Guangzhou, but I just work here." The man said: "My name is Du Ming, where are you?" Liu Yuexi
Said: "My name is Liu Yuexi." Du Ming said: "It's a beautiful name. If you don't suggest it, just stay in my room." Liu Yuexi was surprised, Du Ming said: "Hey, don't mind, I can find it wherever I want."
Where to live." Liu Yuexi still couldn't believe Du Ming, she said: "Forget it, I'll find it myself." Du Ming said: "Okay, leave your contact information so I can call you."
Yue Xi entered her mobile phone number. Du Ming called and hung up. Du Ming said, "Thank you." Liu Yue Xi looked at Du Ming's retreating back.
Liu Yuexi has long had a strong feeling that she can get the sense of security she wants outside because she won't hear her mother's nagging anymore.
Liu Yuexi went to the restaurant to eat by herself, and then went to a small hotel to stay. However, she knew that she would be leaving soon after staying for one night. The next day, she applied for an announcer job. Du Ming happened to come to buy some side dishes and saw Liu Yuexi.
Yue Xi said there: "Hey, you are here?" Liu Yuexi just smiled. Du Ming said: "You look so pretty when you smile. How is the treatment here?" Liu Yuexi said: "House and food are included.
"Liu Yuexi was carrying the items, but because she always made mistakes, she was fired by her boss. After only working for three months, she slept on the street. The weather was relatively cold. She squatted outside. Du Ming saw her crying.
Liu Yuexi gave her a tissue. Liu Yuexi looked at it and knew it was Du Ming. She stood up and fainted. Du Ming hurriedly sent Liu Yuexi to the hospital. Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi: "What are you doing?"
On the roadside by yourself?" Liu Yuexi said: "I was fired, and now I don't have any money in my bag." Du Ming said: "No matter what, your health is important, you lie down first." Liu Yuexi said: "But I don't have any money.
You have to pay for such expensive medical expenses." Du Ming said, "I will help you solve the money problem." Liu Yuexi said, "That's so embarrassing." Du Ming said, "It's nothing."
After Liu Yuexi recovered slightly, she came outside. Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi: "Liu Yuexi, why don't you want to go home?" Liu Yuexi said: "I don't know, as soon as I got home, I felt
It's like I'm in a prison and I feel very lonely,
If you're bored, it's better to go out and make your own way in the world." Du Ming said, "You are the same as me, and so am I, but I live in the countryside, and when I am naughty, my father beats me, and I still have marks on my back." Du Ming said.
Ming looked at Liu Yuexi and said to Liu Yuexi: "
Liu Yuexi, what should you do in the future? Have you thought about it?" Liu Yuexi shook her head and said, "I don't know either. I'm at a loss." Du Ming said, "You can try to work part-time or be a secretary." Liu Yuexi said.
Yue Xi timidly said: "I can't do it." Du Ming said: "
You haven't tried it, how do you know you can't do it?" Liu Yuexi said: "I really can't do it." Du Ming said: "Okay, then have you thought about what kind of job you want to find?" Liu Yuexi shook her head.
Shaking his head, Du Ming saw that Liu Yuexi was as timid as a mouse and stopped asking her.
Liu Yuexi was discharged from the hospital. Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi, "Where are you going to go now?" Liu Yuexi said, "I don't want to go back anyway, and I don't know where to go now." Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi.
"Then you can live in my house first." Liu Yuexi wanted to refuse, but Du Ming said, "Don't refuse in a hurry. You don't know where to go now. You can live in my house and figure out a solution slowly."
"Liu Yuexi had no choice but to agree.
Liu Yuexi moved her luggage to Du Ming's rental house. Du Ming said, "I'm not at home all year round. I'm always outside and rarely go back. By the way, Liu Yuexi, what about you?" Liu Yuexi sighed.
Said: "I usually go home when I have no place to go, but as soon as I get home, I always listen to my mother's nagging, which is really annoying!" Du Ming said: "You just came out of school not long ago, right?" Liu Yuexi said
: "Yes." Liu Yuexi
Seeing a computer, he turned it on. Du Ming said, "You have QQ, right?" Liu Yuexi said, "Yes, I do, but we usually don't talk much." Liu Yuexi opened a website called "Literary Originals"
"Net", Liu Yuexi wrote a lot of things in it, so he continued to write. Du Ming looked at it and said: "Wow! I didn't expect that you are a talented woman!" Liu Yuexi said: "Where? It's all made up.
of."
Du Ming kept working outside, while Liu Yuexi was doing her own writing at home. She was bored that day and forgot to bring her mobile phone, so she went outside and saw an advertisement for a clerkship, but she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to do it.
Okay, so she didn't go and came back after a while. Du Ming saw Liu Yuexi facing the computer and said, "Hey! You've been at home all day and didn't go out." Liu Yuexi said, "I walked around outside for a while.
Circle and then return
Here we are." Du Ming said, "Why don't you try to be a clerk." Liu Yuexi said, "I can't do it." Du Ming said, "You haven't done it, how do you know you can't do it? Go ahead."
Liu Yuexi said: "If you think it's not good for me to eat and drink for free, I can leave." Liu Yuexi packed her things and was about to leave. Du Ming said: "Liu Yuexi, that's not what I meant. You first...
..." Liu Yuexi slammed the door and closed it.
Section 2: "Chapter 2"
Du Ming had seen many girls in the workplace, but he had never seen one as special as this girl. In terms of appearance, she looked very short, but she was dressed conservatively, and her eyes showed lack of confidence. Du Ming didn't know Liu Yuexi.
Du Ming went to look for Liu Yuexi but couldn't find what happened to him. Liu Yuexi walked alone on the street, then squatted down and cried. She felt that she was a useless person, she was always abandoned by others, and she didn't want to
Open your heart to others, in the moonlight
Underneath, her melancholy expression became even more melancholy. Du Ming finally found Liu Yuexi. Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi: "Why are you always afraid that you can't do it? In this dark and windy night, you
You will get sick." Liu Yuexi didn't
Du Ming said: "You hope to have a friend, but you have been so closed to yourself, how can others know what you are thinking?" Liu Yuexi remained silent, Du Ming took Liu Yuexi's hand, and Liu Yuexi relaxed.
Kai said: "I'll go by myself."
Du Ming brought Liu Yuexi back, but Liu Yuexi remained silent. Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi: "The most I see of you is silence. I don't know what you are running away from. Can you take a look?"
The novel you wrote." Liu Yuexi said: "Are you a psychological expert?" Du Ming said: "I am not
I am a psychological expert, but I am not a bad person. We have known each other for a few days and you know it. Are you still worried about me?" Liu Yuexi remained silent. Liu Yuexi said: "I can promise you to apply for the job.
Clerk." Du Ming said, "That's great, I'll call the company tomorrow."
In the early morning, Du Ming called the company and asked Liu Yuexi to apply. Liu Yuexi came to the company. She knew that there was nothing unusual about this place. She was not surprised and came to the office for the interview. The examiner said: "First
Let me introduce myself." Liu Yuexi said: "My name is Liu Yuexi, I am 20 years old..." The examiner said: "Then when can you go to work." Liu Yuexi said: "Oh,
It can be done anytime."
The official said: "Then you come to work at eight o'clock tomorrow." Liu Yuexi said: "Okay." Liu Yuexi did not expect that the job application would be so successful. When Liu Yuexi came back, Du Ming said to Liu Yuexi: "Why?
Like?" Liu Yuexi said: "Boss
Ask me to go to work at eight o'clock tomorrow morning." Du Ming said: "That's great." Liu Yuexi said: "But I don't know how to deal with difficult problems." Du Ming said: "Don't think too much. In fact, when
There is nothing difficult about being a clerk."
Du Ming accompanied Liu Yuexi to work. Liu Yuexi said, "Thank you for sending me off." Du Ming said, "You're welcome." Liu Yuexi followed the manager to the place where she would work. The manager said, "This is
This is your office, work hard." Liu Yuexi smiled and said, "Yes!" Jin Wen came over to see Liu Yuexi and said, "You are new here.
Yes." Liu Yuexi said: "Yes." Jin Wen said: "You seem to be very nervous. It's okay. Relax. What is your name?" Liu Yuexi said: "Oh, I
My name is Liu Yuexi." Jin Wen said, "Oh, my name is Jin Wen, you can just call me Xiao Wen." Liu Yuexi smiled and said, "Oh." The two shook hands.
The manager handed Liu Yuexi a document and said: "Liu Yuexi, come and type this document." Liu Yuexi immediately took the document and typed it. Liu Yuexi worked very hard and kept typing on the keyboard. She went to work.
A few hours, Liu Yuexi
Staring at the computer and ignoring anything around him, Jin Wen said to Liu Yuexi at noon: "Liu Yuexi, can we go have a casual meal?" Liu Yuexi said: "No need.
Right." Jin Wen said, "Oh.
, you work too hard!" Liu Yuexi smiled slightly. Jin Wen took care of his own affairs, then went downstairs and saw Liu Yuexi and Du Ming going out together. Liu Yuexi and Du Ming came to the luxurious restaurant to eat together.
Du Ming said: "The golden inscription please
You're going to eat, why don't you go?" Liu Yuexi said, "No, I don't want to go." Du Ming said, "There are still an hour or two at noon. How are you going to spend your time?" Liu Yuexi said, "I want to have a good rest.
, type out the file by the way."
Liu Yuexi finally typed the document until the next morning, but she forgot who gave it to him. Jin Wen saw Liu Yuexi wandering around and said, "Liu Yuexi, what are you wandering around about?"
Liu Yuexi said: "Oh, I forgot who gave it to me." Jin Wen almost fainted and said: "It was Manager Xu who handed the document to you yesterday. You should go to the office to find him." Liu Yuexi
Said: "Oh."
Liu Yuexi couldn't remember who sent it every day, because she only accepted the document without seeing who it was. In the end, she was called into the office many times, and finally announced her resignation. Liu Yuexi stayed at home alone.
When Du Ming came back: "Why didn't you go to work today?" Liu
Yue Xi said: "I resigned." Du Ming said: "Why?" Liu Yuexi said: "I feel that I am incompetent. I can't always remember who gave me the document." Du Ming said: "Then you
What should we do?" Liu Yuexi said: "I don't know either, I feel at a loss."
In the past six months, Liu Yuexi kept changing jobs, which made her really frustrated. She wrote a letter and left. Du Ming saw this letter: Du Ming: I'm sorry, I feel like I can do any job.
No, I have been changing jobs and looking for a job in the past six months, and I have long been discouraged. I live and eat in your house for free. It is my fault, I left.
Liu Yuexi returned to Guangzhou. She still didn't want to go back, but she went back anyway. Her mother opened the door and said, "Graduated?" Liu Yuexi said, "Yes." Her mother said, "Didn't you say you still have graduation?"
Is there a one-year internship period?" Liu Yuexi said: "Mom, I don't want to join.
"Her mother said: "What's wrong?" Liu Yuexi said: "I don't think I can learn." Her mother added: "Why can't I do any job? I have been changing jobs and looking for a job in the past six months.
I have long been disheartened. I was living and eating in your house for free. It was my fault, I left.
Liu Yuexi returned to Guangzhou. She still didn't want to go back, but she went back anyway. Her mother opened the door and said, "Graduated?" Liu Yuexi said, "Yes." Her mother said, "Didn't you say you still have graduation?"
Is there a one-year internship period?" Liu Yuexi said: "Mom, I don't want to go to school." Her mother said: "What's wrong?" Liu Yuexi said: "I don't think I can learn." Her mother said again: