She almost lost the will to live, but at this moment——
She seemed to go back in time and see herself as a child, sitting between her parents on the lawn of the hospital.
Jing's mother tilted her head slightly and smiled gently at her, while Jing's father also had a kind look on his face.
She saw herself growing up to junior high school again.
Wen Xinnuan rode a small milk-yellow battery and waited downstairs in front of the small bungalow, which was the window of her bedroom, and called her name.
And she opened the window, wearing the plaid uniform from her junior high school days...
She saw herself growing up again, and met Leng Aofeng in high school.
He pursued her passionately and gentlemanly, waiting for her attentively and taking care of her in every possible way.
Every day there is an apple and a bottle of breakfast milk in the drawer...
And the person waiting for her to get out of school every morning has changed from Wen Xinnuan to him.
Countless memories came flooding back.
Jing Jiaren's figure moved slightly. She couldn't die for the sake of these people who had passed through her life. She didn't want everyone she loved to suffer because of her.
morning.
The morning light shines through the glass window.
It rained heavily all night, and water dropped slowly on the glass.
Jing Jiaren felt a strong fishy smell in her throat. Of course, it was not the smell of blood, but...
She wriggled her lips, wanting to vomit, and opened her eyes in pain.
She was held tightly in Ximen Longting's arms, and his body temperature was conveyed to her. He tortured her all night, and he didn't feel better either. Junyi's face was full of exhaustion.
Jing Jiaren stared at him blankly, thinking of that dream.
Unlike Ximen Longting, she has family affection, friendship, and dreams in addition to love.
She longs for a life other than love...
If one day she imprisons Ximen Longting and robs him of his freedom, he will probably rebel and hate her imprisoned love.
Jing Jiaren quietly took away his hand on her waist and got up from the bed.
In front of the bathroom mirror, while rinsing her mouth vigorously, she saw her own bruises and bruises.
Some of them were pinched out intentionally, some were twisted out, and some were captured...
it hurts.
She had seen these marks on Wen Xinnuan's body before, but she didn't expect that she would be completely reduced to Wen Xinnuan and receive the same treatment!
Of course, the most painful part was her legs and lower body.
She didn't know how she got into the bathroom.
She suspected that she would become sexually apathetic in the future and would feel fearful and frightened about love affairs.
Because now she is afraid of men touching her...
Jing Jiaren shrank down and spit out the taste in her mouth.
Ahem...
Brush the toothbrush up and down vigorously until red bubbles appear, the gums bleed, and the toothbrush is completely peeled off.
She kept pouring water, trying to clear the taste from her mouth.
I don’t know if it’s a psychological effect, but she can’t get rid of this smell!
Suddenly the door was pushed open——
Ximen Longting's tall and handsome figure appeared behind the mirror.
Jing Jiaren reacted conditionedly and dropped the water glass in her hand on the sink. Her eyes widened in shock, as if she had seen a ghost.
Ximen Longting woke up when he heard the sound of her washing and vomiting...
He stared at the little woman with gloomy eyes. She was as frightened as a bird, and the fear of him clearly radiated from her face.
fear?
He raised his lips. She had always been fearless. Even when he pointed a gun at her, she was never afraid.