1149. Chapter 1149 Wipe away the tears shed because of you
Jing Jiaren's appetite has been very poor these days. She vomits after eating too much greasy food.
Leng Lintian specially asked the servant to make porridge and side dishes.
Jing Jiaren sat alone at the huge dining table, drinking porridge alone.
Sometimes she looks at the porridge in a daze, and sometimes she looks at the water glass in a daze.
Some time ago, Wen Xinnuan came to see her every day, and there was always a lot of excitement around her. Moreover, she tried her best to focus on Wen Xinnuan, so she didn't feel so sad.
But now, whenever she is alone, she is in a trance.
I would often sit by the bed and stare at the yard in a daze all afternoon, unable to hear what the servant said.
Sometimes I just look in the mirror, combing my hair or braiding it, or looking at the rose pattern on my forehead.
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Leng Lintian walked downstairs and looked at Jing Jiaren sitting on the swing in the yard and enjoying the sun.
She held a white camellia in her hand and began to be in a daze again.
Leng Lintian walked up to her, and she seemed unaware.
The servant who followed her 24 hours a day whispered: "Young mistress, the young master is here."
Jing Jiaren couldn't hear it and stared at the camellia.
"Do you like camellias so much?" Leng Lintian suddenly stretched out his hand and picked it from Jing Jiaren's hand.
Jing Jiaren's eyes moved for a moment before she raised her head.
"As long as you want, I can change the flowers in this entire yard to camellias."
Jing Jiaren frowned slightly, shook her head and said, "No need."
"Why are you unhappy?"
She was like a mute canary that suddenly couldn't sing.
Leng Lintian was not used to her being so silent, even if she scolded him.
But ever since Wen Xinnuan disappeared - that is, the night she left Repulse Bay, she has become terrifyingly indifferent and quiet.
"If you are dissatisfied with anything, say it." Leng Lintian stared at her, "Don't be bored alone!"
"Have you found Wen Xinnuan?"
"I told you that I have deployed my men everywhere in City B. Luo Lei can't escape."
"Since you have so much power, why can't you get her back?"
The time is not yet ripe.
Leng Lintian held her hand: "I promise to give you a safe and sound warmth, wife, trust me."
Jing Jiaren's eyes were cold and dark.
"I can't see that you are so dependent on her." Leng Lintian curled his lips.
In the eyes of outsiders, Wen Xinnuan has no independent opinion and relies on Jing Jiaren.
But Leng Lintian could tell that it was Jing Jiaren who was more psychologically dependent on the other party!
As if the fragility in her heart was seen through, she suddenly retracted her hand and turned her face away...
"In your heart, do you prefer to believe in friendship!?" he asked.
"Because friends will never leave me."
"Beauty, I didn't expect you to be a coward who doesn't even dare to fight for feelings!"
Jing Jiaren's lips moved but she said nothing.
One day, love met friendship and asked it: "What are you for?" Friendship replied: "To wipe away the tears shed because of you."
For Jing Jiaren, Wen Xinnuan's presence is the medicine that heals her emotional trauma.
With Wen Xinnuan chattering in her ears, making noise with her, sharing her sorrow, and distracting her attention, she could forget about Ximen Longting.
But now, she was completely suffocated.
The memory that enveloped her all the time was about to drag her into a terrifying abyss.
It was only then that she realized the depth of her feelings for Ximen Longting.