"Only people who lack self-confidence and have low self-esteem..."
"..."
"Ximen Longting, are you feeling inferior?" Jing Jiaren pushed him, "Do you think you can't compare to Leng Lintian? Huh?"
Ximen Longting slammed her onto the bed, as if her words had touched a sore spot in him.
Jing Jiaren has never seen Ximen Longting look so hurt...
She was stunned for a moment and couldn't help but touch his face with her hands.
Ximen Longting knocked her down like a wild beast and said fiercely: "How can I be inferior to him?!"
Jing Jiaren replied in her heart: You are better than him in every aspect. In my eyes, you are the best.
But what's the use of saying these words? After all, it's impossible for her to be with him.
Jing Jiaren's lips moved: "You each have your own advantages."
"What advantages does he have - tell me, what advantages does he have that I don't have!?"
Jing Jiaren said silently: "He won't be as childish and naive as you. He won't get angry because he disappears a little bit, and he won't be jealous of others."
"..."
"He has never been jealous of you." Jing Jiaren stared at him, "He can tolerate everything about me. In my eyes, he is more mature and like a man, but you..."
Ximen Longting strangled her so hard that her jaw hurt.
She insisted on continuing: "He is a little boy whose mind has not yet matured."
"Ha!" He laughed suddenly. She said he was an immature little boy?
"At least in terms of relationships - Ximen Longting, your emotional intelligence is very low. Look at you, you have no friends or relatives, and you will only use your power and brute force to suppress things when you encounter them. Don't you live a lonely life?!
"
"Shut up!" Ximen Longting felt as if the wound in his heart had been bloodyly torn open.
Jing Jiaren just wanted to tear him apart and let him face it and grow.
"You should start to change. You can't go on like this. Humans are social animals, and they need to interact with each other to live. If you lock yourself in that narrow world, you don't care about others, and you don't want other people's concern, you will survive.
Do you want to be happy?"
"Jing Jiaren," Ximen Longting looked at her crazily, "I care about you so much, do you care about me?"
"..."
"Would you die if you cared more about me!?"
Jing Jiaren's heart ached.
"My eyes are all filled with you, and your love is divided." He said with a condensing smile, "You still ask me to divide my love."
Family affection and friendship will indeed divide a part of love.
Because the world is wider and the ties are wider...
"Isn't this bad?" Jing Jiaren just hoped that he could live well without her.
"No," he said directly, "What I give you is the only one, and what I want is the only one."
"..."
"Jing Jiaren, what I want is absolutely pure love. You cannot share your feelings with anyone!"
She just knew...
He was even jealous of Jing's father, and his possessiveness reached a certain limit. It was also because he gave all his feelings to her, and when she didn't reciprocate the same feelings, he felt unbalanced.
"Ximen Longting, if you have a son in the future, will you still be jealous of your son?"
"..."
"Don't tell me that you are jealous of your son?" Jing Jiaren stared at him and began to imagine that scene...
Ximen Longting also stared at her: "Jealousy is the most honest confession."