She frowned tightly, looking at him as if she couldn't understand.
"If it's because of me, I apologize to you!"
"..."
"It's not that I would be happy if you slept like this... You became like this because you saved me. Do you know... how guilty I am?" Jing Jiaren's voice became choked and her eyes were red, "If you can, I
I really wish it was me who died then!!!”
The breeze blew gently, and the fragrance of flowers surged.
"Why wasn't I the one who died?"
"..."
"If I had died at that time, all harm would have been minimized and none of you would have to suffer!"
If she had died at that time, she would not have given Ximen Longting stomach cancer and would not have caused him to suffer from the disease;
I would not let Leng Lintian almost lose his life and lie in the hospital for nearly four years...
Jing Jiaren's body became weak and she squatted down to hold Leng Lintian's hand.
Only then did I discover——
His hand... maintained a virtual grasp!
It was the way he held Jing Jiaren back then!
She remembered that she spent a lot of effort to take her hand away from his.
After that, did his hands stay in this position?
Jing Jiaren stared at his hand hanging on her knee in confusion, and a large drop of tears suddenly overflowed and hit the back of his hand.
She tried hard to flatten his hand...
He half-clasped it, and the bones of his hand seemed to have been shaped.
Had he been waiting for her, waiting for her to hold his hand?
He is waiting for her...
"Leng Lintian, you big fool!"
Bigger tears flowed from the corners of Jing Jiaren's eyes.
She escaped for nearly 4 years and ignored him because she was too guilty to face him.
"Wake up, okay? I beg you."
Jing Jiaren bit her lip and sobbed, pressing her face against the back of his stiff hand: "Leng Lintian, I beg you, I beg you to wake up!"
"..."
"You are sleeping like this, thinking you are doing me good? In fact, you are burdening me with a heavy sin that I will never be able to let go of until I die... Wake up, wake up!" Jing Jiaren shook his hand, if it was really because of
She didn't want him to wake up. Now that she was begging him like this, why didn't he respond?
Suddenly, a sharp sound came from behind.
"Don't cry in front of our young master, it will ruin his future reincarnation!"
Jing Jiaren's back stiffened.
Xiaoyi just made a phone call from behind a tree not far away...
Since the call was related to "dealing with Jing Jiaren", she didn't want the young master to hear it, so she walked away.
Who would have thought that after the phone call ended, I would see this damn woman here crying like a cat and a mouse!
"Get your dirty hands away!" Xiaoyi grabbed Jing Jiaren's arm rudely.
She has been practicing martial arts since she was a child, and her strength is not small. Jing Jiaren felt pain as if her bones were being crushed.
Xiaoyi swung hard and Jing Jiaren fell back a meter.
She coldly took out a handkerchief from her pocket and wiped the tears on Leng Lintian's hand.
"Jing Jiaren, you are in Young Master Ximen's territory now, so I won't touch you," she said coldly, wanting to speak harshly, but paused, and because of Leng Lintian's presence, she said patiently, "Get out of here!"
Jing Jiaren sneered: "Why, this isn't the first time you've committed the following crime. Are you afraid that your master will hear it?"
"..."
"I heard that people in a vegetative state may also hear sounds from the outside world."
"..."
"You did this to me, do you think if he wakes up, will he know everything you did to me?"