"You don't even have the strength to take off your clothes now, how can you do it by yourself?" Ximen Longting continued, unbuttoning his clothes in a few clicks.
Jing Jiaren wore a lot, including a down coat on the outside, three sweaters on the inside, and a thermal underwear.
Ximen Longting took off one sweater, then another, and another...
“You’re still freezing like this after wearing so much?”
With each layer peeled off, her body shrank.
Jing Jiaren was completely powerless and had no way to stop...
In the end, only the thermal underwear was left. When Ximen Longting saw her protruding collarbone, his movements stopped.
“I haven’t eaten recently—!?”
Skinny.
Although she is not exaggeratedly thin, compared with her previous plumpness, she is now slim and slender.
Jing Jiaren had a slender frame. She frowned, grabbed her down jacket and put it on herself: "Get out."
Ximen Longting just stood silently, staring at her intently.
Jing Jiaren shrank her body together and hugged her knees: "Don't look at me..."
Ximen Longting lifted her face up. Under the light, her face was so thin that her chin was pointed.
"Do you know how I feel now?"
"..."
"How could you torture me like this-" His lips were trembling, he leaned down and kissed the tears from the corners of her eyes little by little.
Jing Jiaren's heart trembled violently, and she felt sad.
His big hands went to take off the last of her clothes, but she resisted.
"If you don't want to take it off, I won't force you."
He picked her up and put her directly into the bathtub, letting her soak in the warm water early.
Afraid that the water was already cold, I opened the faucet and let in hot water.
The fog was rising, and Jing Jiaren accidentally saw the light in Ximen Longting's red eyes.
Are those tears?
Jing Jiaren's heart was twisted: "Ximen Longting...I..."
"Don't talk." His breathing was obviously up and down.
The sound of water flowing.
He calmed down and said, "I love you... Jing Jiaren."
Jing Jiaren lowered her head, not knowing why she shed a large tear hypocritically at this time, feeling extremely wronged.
Just like a child who is bullied outside and is hugged tightly by her parents, she will be so aggrieved that she can't speak.
Ximen Longting rubbed her hair, his eyes were deep, and the light in his eyes was getting stronger and stronger.
"It would be worse for you to torture yourself like this than to carve out my heart and feed it to the dogs."
Jing Jiaren still lowered her head and quickly wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.
I cried too much, and my eyes were sore and uncomfortable, as if all the tears in my life would fall out tonight.
Ximen Longting got into the bathtub naked and the water overflowed.
He took her in his arms and began to take off her clothes...
Jing Jiaren's hands were strengthened by the warmth of the water, and she pressed the corners of her clothes to prevent him from taking them off.
"The petals are so thick that I can't see them." His lips whispered in her ear, "If you don't want me to see it, I will turn a blind eye."
"..."
"Be good, take it off."
He coaxed softly and kissed her ear.
Jing Jiaren's tears fell on the back of her hands.
He frowned: "Why are you still crying!"
"I can't control it..." Jing Jiaren wiped it again, "I don't know...it wasn't me...who let it flow down...I don't want to cry...I really don't want to...I'm sorry."
Her voice was hoarse and muffled, and only Ximen Longting could understand what she was saying.
He held her tightly in his arms and sighed: "Just kill me."