She tried her best to raise her voice and asked: "Ximen Longting, do you still remember what you promised me?"
"explain."
"Even if you are in a bad mood from now on, you can't drink too much, hit others, harm yourself, go without sleep, or eat..."
Ximen Longting agreed: "As long as you live, I will naturally live."
"..."
"If you are doing well, I will be doing well too."
After the foot massage, Ximen Longting took away the foot bath and washed her feet.
Jing Jiaren fell on the bed, her eyes were really wet, and turned off the light in the room...
Lowering her eyelashes, tears finally couldn't help but fall again.
When Ximen Longting came back, he had a towel in his hand.
He turned her face over in the darkness and wiped it with a towel...
Jing Jiaren was surprised: "How do you know that I..."
"Why did you turn off the lights if you didn't cry!?"
"..."
She didn't want him to see her cry.
"It won't work if I find you crying!" Ximen Longting said in a gloomy voice, "Jing Jiaren, didn't you still live a good life without me?"
"..."
"With your son as your spiritual support, you will soon forget about me..." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "I have always been dispensable to you. My feelings are your burden!"
"Why do you think so?"
He killed two sisters of the Jing family, killed the scapegoat Shang Yanxuan, and disabled Leng Lintian's eyes and left hand.
If it weren't for his poor protection, Jing Jiaren wouldn't have been harmed by Xiaoyi...
Back then, under his eyes, Ximen Longying hurt her wantonly and even lost her child, but he still blamed her.
Recalling the past, when Jing Jiaren was by his side, there were many crises and she was misunderstood and hurt by him.
[Simon, actually you and her are not suitable...]
[True love for someone is not based on selfish desires, and you have no ability to protect her. 】
[Three years ago, she died for you once, and now she can’t even return home and lives in anonymity.]
[You locked her up in a seaside villa with no career, no social circle, and no happiness other than you...]
【She ran away because she wanted sunlight, otherwise she would wither.】
[By the way, besides me, you also have your biggest rival, Mr. Ximen. 】
Ji Ziang sat on the scarlet sofa and played with the two jade balls in his hands:
[Think about it, she is surrounded by dangers now...living a life of hiding in Tibet.]
【Do you want her to stay with you and hide like this all your life?】
[If you don’t even have the ability to give a woman the most basic marriage, Simon, what qualifications do you have to hold her hostage? 】
…
"Ximen Longting," Jing Jiaren shook his shoulders, "What are you thinking about?"
Ximen Longting concentrated on his thoughts and held Jing Jiaren's hand: "Go to bed early."
"I can't sleep...I don't want to sleep either." Jing Jiaren put her arms around his waist and leaned against him gently, "I want to listen to you..."
"say what?"
"Anything is fine, as long as it's your voice, I want to hear it."
Ximen Longting concentrated for a moment: "Jing Jiaren, go to work, study, and enrich yourself."
"..." Is this what Ximen Longting said?
"You can make friends, meet relatives, and do whatever you want..."
Some people say that if you want something very much, let her go. If she comes back to you, then she will always be yours...
If she doesn't come back, then don't wait any longer, because she doesn't belong to you at all!