If possible, she would also like to force him to listen to her explanation;
Lock him up next to you, then massage him, wash his feet, and serve him tea and water;
If she had money, she would give him the best gift - unfortunately, she designed the "ring handcuffs" for the proposal, but she didn't even have the funds or ability to make them;
What can she do? Besides waiting for him to give her a chance, what else can she do?
She could only give birth to a child for him, she could only make soup and cook, she could only try to coax him, she could only do some romantic tricks...
It's more that it's not that she doesn't want to do it, it's that she can't do it.
Jing Jiaren looked at her hands, it would be nice if she was not an ordinary person.
She didn't even have the ability to break down his door, break through the strict bodyguards he had arranged, and force her way into the room to see him?
Because she is just an ordinary person, the way she loves him is also ordinary.
"Miss Jing, paper." Aunt Qu handed over a tissue.
"Thank you." Jing Jiaren wiped her tears and asked, "You also think we are not suitable?"
"Emotional matters, it doesn't matter whether they are suitable or not..." Aunt Qu sighed, "But let nature take its course. You have made it this far. It's up to the young master whether you can figure it out. I always feel that women can't do it in love.
Too persistent, too humble, and too selfless."
The last sentence is the view of love that Jing Jiaren has always believed in.
It was so easy to say, she kept warning herself not to indulge, not to follow the old path of Jing's mother...
But when I got deeply involved, I realized that I couldn't control myself anymore.
"By the way," Jing Jiaren thought of something and asked, "You are Miss Ximen's wet nurse, and you have been working in the Ximen family."
"Of course."
"Do you know something about Fanny and Miss Jane?"
Aunt Qu, who was sitting next to her, had a slightly changed expression, as if this was an extremely taboo thing.
This expression was very similar to Wilson's at that time, very evasive.
"Why, you can't say it?"
"In front of Mr. Ximen, you cannot mention any of these words."
"But you no longer work in the Ximen family..."
"I only know that Master Ximen loves Miss Jane very much..." Aunt Qu recalled, "He only wants Miss Jane's child, so naturally he is very resentful of the eldest young master."
"Why do you hate Ximen Longting? Isn't Ximen Longying his child too?"
"Second Miss..." Aunt Qu hesitated and changed the subject, "Actually, in the true sense, Mr. Ximen only has one son, the eldest young master."
"..."
"You have also heard the stories about other young masters killing each other, right? The master has wanted to do this for a long time and cannot tolerate his own stain... For him, any child who is not Miss JANE's is a stain. But the Ximen family
There has to be a wife, and it was impossible for the old Mr. Ximen to leave him alone."
"If that's the case, why do you want to marry so many?"
"That's what the old man meant."
"..."
"My cruelty was forced by me."
So, those children who died innocently were out of anger?
"Because Miss Jane died, Mr. Ximen was angry with them?" Jing Jiaren guessed, and the time seemed to match up well.
Aunt Qu nodded: "I don't know the details, but it seems like this..."
"Then if Fanny really killed Miss Jane, shouldn't Ximen Longting be the one who survived?"