Ximen Longting held her shoulders: "The doctor said you shouldn't be too emotional."
"I tried my best to control it, I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry?" Ximen Longting said in a serious tone, "I should be the one to say this!"
"Ximen Longting, don't do this."
Jing Jiaren pressed her temples, her head hurt from crying.
"Dad, open the door..." SUN suddenly knocked on the door again, "I want to see the queen..."
"..."
"Queen, mother...cough cough cough cough..."
SUN's voice was obviously very weak. His physical strength had been sustained for so long, and sooner or later it would run out.
"From now on, I can't see or hear anything." Jing Jiaren held the quilt tightly and ignored the sharp pain in her heart, "Ximen Longting, the same goes for you. Don't fall into Master Ximen's trap."
"..."
"Just treat him as the one at the door, not our son!" Jing Jiaren's eyes were full of tears, "When SUN grows up in the future, he will forgive us, he will understand..."
Ximen Longting looked at her seriously for a long time: "I can't do it!"
Suddenly Jing Jiaren's hand fell, and he stood up to leave.
"If you can't do it, do you think I will feel better?" Jing Jiaren opened her tearful eyes, "Although I can't bear to leave my son, my illness cannot be separated from you at all -!"
His figure froze again.
"My hypochondriasis will become very serious... You know, every time I leave you, my condition will get worse!"
Only Ximen Longting is her medicine to alleviate her condition.
With him by her side, she feels much better...
"This decision is good for the three of us!"
Ximen Longting just stood there for a long time, his figure seemed to have stiffened and turned into a stone sculpture.
Jing Jiaren hugged him from behind: "Aren't you always hard-hearted? Ximen Longting, if this hadn't happened, I wouldn't have known you loved SUN so much."
"..."
"I should thank Mr. Ximen for letting me see your feelings for your children. You are right, you are different because you have flesh and blood and feelings... so our endings are different from his."
Jing Jiaren suddenly understood why Mr. Ximen chose to give up JANE.
Because love - the more you love, the less you can bear the pain of the other person -
If feelings can be selfish, there is no need to worry too much.
Her love for Ximen Longting is no less than the love between Mr. Ximen and JANE, but she believes they can find a way out!
…
After solving the big ones, Jing Jiaren still needs to solve the small ones.
Listening to her son cry like this all the time, the most painful thing must be her, mother and son are connected...
Jing Jiaren opened the door and saw SUN kneeling outside with an upright body. Wilson also knelt outside with him.
When he saw the door finally opened, he suddenly raised his crying face, and his eyes were completely swollen to the point of being invisible.
"You little fool, are you going to cry yourself blind?"
"Mom..." SUN hugged Jing Jiaren's legs tightly, "Mom, isn't SUN dreaming?! Did SUN really see her mother... Mom, mom..."
SUN's little face rubbed against her legs desperately.
"SUN realized his mistake and was punished by kneeling all afternoon..."
"The Queen will forgive SUN this time?"
"SUN guarantees that this is the last time!"
SUN raised his hand and swore vigorously.
"No, you made a big mistake and you can't be forgiven so quickly!"