It’s so hard to get over that hurdle in my heart...
"Jing Jiao~ Wife!" Ximen Longting's heart was inexplicably panicked, and he slammed the door with his hand, "Let me see you."
Maybe he also has bad thoughts in his heart...
Jing Jiaren took a breath, quickly cleaned herself up, and touched up her makeup again, deceiving herself and hoping that Ximen Longting wouldn't see her.
How could he not see it? He looked at her whole body every time.
The door suddenly opened, and Ximen Longting's hand was still raised in the air, almost falling on Jing Jiaren's head.
She took a breath and tried her best to put on a smile. She didn't even dare to look at Ximen Longting. She stretched out her arms and hugged him, burying her face in his arms.
"What are you looking for me for?"
Jing Jiaren asked in a cowardly nasal voice, "Will I die if I don't see you for a few minutes? Does a man need to be so slimy?"
Holding him, breathing in his scent, it felt so good to have him around.
Even if his presence is like a knife stabbing her heart...
But it would be nice if he was here.
Never give him another chance to suddenly disappear from her world like last night. She will go crazy.
Ximen Longting heard her obedient voice and took her face from his arms: "Look at me."
Jing Jiaren's face rubbed in his arms.
"I want you to look up at me!"
Finally, his jaw was still locked by him. She could not resist his strength, and her little face was caught.
Jing Jiaren's eyes darted away in panic, her eyes so eye-catchingly red.
Ximen Longting's face darkened: "She is indeed crying!"
"..."
"It's okay, why are you crying, stupid woman!"
Jing Jiaren's lips moved, her throat was stuck, and she sucked in air to prevent her emotions from spilling out.
"What happened last night?" he asked, staring at her shrewdly.
"No..." Jing Jiaren quickly denied, "I had a nightmare at night."
Jing Jiaren tightened her grip on the collar of his pajamas: "I dreamed that you left me and left because you thought I was old and ugly..."
"Idiot, how could I dislike you!" Ximen Longting's rough thumb rubbed the corners of her eyes.
"That's what you said... You disliked me so much last time, and that's what made me feel guilty." Jing Jiaren smiled and tried her best to pretend not to care, "But, I finally know."
Ximen Longting held his breath and stared at her closely: "What do you know?"
"Losing your taste."
"..."
Jing Jiaren's face returned to his chest: "Ximen Longting, I'm really afraid, and I can't lose you. You know."
Ximen Longting stared at the top of her head, the dark red in his eyes flowing.
"Maybe God is punishing me... I disappeared from your world so many times before and made you heartache so many times. So I also let me have such nightmares, telling me to compare my feelings... I was too neglectful towards you before.
I care about you and will treat you better in the future."
The corners of Ximen Longting's lips curled up: "A dream can teach you so many lessons?"
"Yes!" Jing Jiaren nodded vigorously, "Because it's too real!"
My heart never stopped throbbing.
Even breathing hurts...
If this incident was Ximen Longting's active betrayal, she believed that she would not be able to forgive him even if he died.
It seems that the only way to heal is to give it time.
"Ximen Longting, I don't want to lose you."
"Idiot, I am an integral part of you. If you want to lose me, you have to cut me off with a knife."