Jing Jiaren said loudly, "I am not doing this from a completely hostile position against you! I have thought about you!"
"Have you ever thought about me?" Ximen Longting raised his lips and smiled bloody, "Tell me, what do you think about me?!"
"Without hope, there is no disappointment; without love, there is no hate."
"..."
"You can't let go of Mr. Ximen. I know that you are complaining that he was not a good father and never gave you any care. In fact, you have always been a child who longed for love." Jing Jiaren's tears flowed down, "
You look strong on the outside, but you're very fragile on the inside...even though you clearly know that Fanny's mother never really loved you."
She exposed such a cruel fact.
Tear open his most bloody wound...
Because it is torn out, we can face and heal the wounds.
"In the eyes of Fanny's mother, you have always been Master Ximen's accessory. She sees the epitome of Master Ximen in you. She hasn't done anything for you, right?"
There was an unpredictable fog in Ximen Longting's eyes!
"This is also...the reason why you have refused to see her for so many years."
"..."
"You hate her and fail to do your duty as a mother. At the same time, you love her and respect her. You are not an unreasonable man. You clearly understand that in this relationship, you are in the wrong position and have done the wrong thing.
Who is it? In the end, you chose to forgive her, and you took me to see her..." Jing Jiaren stared at him closely, "Because she is your mother, so even if she is the worst woman in the world,
No one could forgive her, but you finally forgave her."
Ximen Longting's eyes were so empty that it hurt.
Jing Jiaren's heart was also torn apart hard, and tears fell crazily: "I'm not a fool, I can see everything clearly. Just because I don't say it doesn't mean I don't know how you feel..."
"..."
"When you are in pain, I am also in pain. I have indeed not experienced everything you are going through. I cannot empathize with you. I also desperately want to integrate into you." Jing Jiaren wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, "Me too
I hate that I didn’t get to know you earlier, I hate that there is no time machine in this world, I hate that I can’t be by your side when you are most alone and in need..."
Her voice started to sound hoarse.
"I hate this cruel world for giving you such a miserable childhood..."
"But Ximen Longting, why can you forgive Fanny's mother, but not Master Ximen?"
Ximen Longting clenched his teeth and his chest heaved vigorously: "Because she at least gave me superficial love, even if it was fake, it warmed and healed me and became my spiritual support! Where is he?"
"You can give him a chance..."
Jing Jiaren looked at him with broken eyes, her eyes getting blurry, "Now that he is giving you his rights, he is also being a good grandpa. He may have begun to realize his mistakes. Rather than killing him, let him slowly
Wouldn’t it be nice to correct the mistakes made in the first half of my life and give you some compensation?”
"You are so damn naive, will he realize his mistake?" Ximen Longting turned his face, as if he had heard some strange news from the world.
Will Mr. Ximen compensate him? What a joke!
"How did you know it wouldn't work if you didn't give him such a chance..." Jing Jiaren controlled her emotions, "I stopped you because I knew that if you killed him, you would regret it for the rest of your life."