Luo Lei's face became extremely solemn. Talking about life or death in front of a woman... I believe any man would feel embarrassed.
Jing Jiaren whispered: "It doesn't matter if you tell me, I won't laugh at you."
"Oh, a dying person is still afraid of jokes?" Luo Lei paused for a moment, then became calm again.
"What? Are you really going to die?"
"..."
"The rules of the chessboard must tell the truth, and I want to listen to your truth."
Luo Lei lowered his gaze and responded in a long voice: "Well..."
"Why? You are a big drug lord in Colombia, but you don't have the courage to live just because of one leg?"
Only by finding the cause of his unwillingness to live can we prescribe the right medicine.
Luo Lei grinned and said as if it was funny: "I just want to find her while I'm alive..."
"..."
"The only thing I can do now is not to disturb her happiness and not to rush into her world again!"
"..."
"Jing Jiaren, I'm afraid I'll have a seizure one day and I won't be able to control it."
Jing Jiaren looked at him in shock, wanting to die for such an answer? She didn't expect it at all.
"If you want to find her, go find her. Why don't you go!?"
"What are you doing with her?"
"Take her back from Ji Zi'ang's hands."
"Is this the cripple I am now?" Luo Lei looked ridiculous, "I can't even walk at the basic level, I can't stand firmly, and I have to rely on crutches. I'm still like this when I'm young.
, when I get older, I don’t necessarily need her to take care of me?”
"Your leg is not completely incurable. There is still a chance, as long as you have perseverance."
Luo Lei swept away the chessboard irritably: "What a damn ability to cure, damn perseverance."
"I know you have no spiritual support now and have given up on yourself. Why don't you try to find warmth in your heart?"
"She has no idea how happy she is without me. You can see that she is very happy! The best years of her youth were wasted in my hands!" Luo Lei poked his own hand again and again.
Heart, "I ruined a woman's best time."
"..."
"You still want me to ruin the rest of her life?"
"Being with you means destruction?"
"Yes," Luo Lei shouted tremblingly, his mood unstable, "she never wants to see me, you heard me!"
"Those are angry words. If you explain everything..."
"If you explain everything, the result is still the same, but it makes her existing happiness disappear? Ha." Luo Lei laughed strangely, "The sins on my back are heavy enough, and I can no longer add such a weight.
I can’t afford to bet!”
He couldn't afford to gamble on heart-warming happiness.
I lost the bet, and with my warm-hearted personality, even if I don’t choose Luo Lei, I won’t choose Ji Zi’ang again...
It is impossible to live such a comfortable life again.
The probability of winning the bet is very small, with a cripple like him——
"It has been more than ten years," he sighed softly. "If we could be together, we wouldn't have to torture each other until now. It was me who polished off her emotions. It was me!"
Jing Jiaren shook her head: "Luo Lei, you have changed."
"..."
"Suddenly, you have become mature and think about happiness and life with a warm heart. You are no longer selfish."
She always thought that Luo Lei was impulsive, selfish, domineering and hot-tempered, only caring about himself and burning everything Wen Xinnuan had at all costs.
Luo Lei turned his face sideways, and the diamond studs in his ears shone brightly: "To her, I haven't changed."