In the middle of the night, only a dark wall lamp was turned on in the room.
Jing Jiaren curled up on the bed with her eyes closed. When the servant saw that she was resting, she reported it to Ximen Longting.
The lock on the door was turned, he walked in, looking tired, and dismissed the servant.
Smelling of alcohol, he sat down by the bed and looked at Jing Jiaren's pale sleeping face with blood loss.
"You drank." Jing Jiaren said with her eyes closed.
"..."
"Is work so busy today?"
"Why haven't you slept yet?"
Jing Jiaren suddenly opened her eyes and stared at him: "The baby is gone, how can I sleep? As soon as I close my eyes, she is calling me mommy with blood all over her body!"
Ximen Longting frowned: "She?"
"I dreamed about her last night. She is a very beautiful girl." Jing Jiaren smiled lightly, "She has golden hair, and... beautiful red eyes like you."
"..."
"It would be great if she were born. She is so beautiful...more beautiful than me. She really lives up to her name and is alluring."
Ximen Longting's heart seemed to be stung by countless insects: "That was your dream."
"Why can you be so cold? That's our child?" Jing Jiaren's clear eyes began to glow, "Don't you care about this child very much? You are looking forward to it, and you even gave her a name.
I read so many books for her...why are you not sad at all now that she is gone?"
Ximen Longting had chest pain.
He was no less sad than Jing Jiaren——
But he is a man and cannot fall with her when she is weak.
He spent a day grieving. He was a lonely beast. When he was in the most pain, he could only find a hole to lick his wounds.
Once he leaves the cave, he will be as strong as a king and protect the people he loves.
He held her in his arms and patted her back: "Don't worry, you just had a nightmare."
The moment she was held tightly in his arms, Jing Jiaren's tears finally stopped.
Clutching his clothes tightly, she leaned into his arms and shed tears...
"Why did you come now?"
"..."
"Why are you so cold-blooded and indifferent..."
"..."
"You bastard, bastard!"
Jing Jiaren hit his chest hard, venting her sadness and sadness. How did she know that she had unknowingly regarded him as her support?
You can cry and be sad in front of him without any restraint.
Ximen Longting's eyes were red and he hugged her tightly: "As long as you are willing, we will have a second child."
Jing Jiaren sobbed vigorously.
"The third one, the fourth one..." His voice became hoarse, "You want to have children until you don't want to."
Jing Jiaren was stunned. Didn't he keep her alive because of the child? Now that the child is gone, does he still want her?
She raised her face with tears in her eyes, her eyes swollen under the light and she couldn't see his face clearly.
Ximen Longting wiped away her tears with his thumb: "Stop crying."
He doesn't know how to coax a woman, he only knows that every tear she sheds is a knife digging into his heart.
The more he wiped her, the more wronged she became and the more tears she shed.
Ximen Longting leaned forward and kissed her tears, as if she were fragile. He had never kissed her so carefully.
Jing Jiaren's heart melted bit by bit...
She thought that with the loss of her baby, Ximen Longting's attitude towards her would completely change, and he would become angry and blame her, or even kill her.