Su Shijie asked in a low voice: "Are you hiding any illness from me? Xia Xiner——"
She suffered a sudden change in temperament, lost her memory, and this was the second time she behaved strangely and in pain.
Chanel smiled painfully: "Maybe it's the sequelae of wrestling."
"Sequelae of wrestling!?"
"Ever since I fell that day, I have forgotten many things from the past when I woke up...I can't even remember. Sometimes my head suddenly hurts, as if there are many memory fragments floating around..."
Su Shijie breathed a sigh of relief. He heard that people who lost their memory would indeed have headaches when they regained their memory.
"Then what do you remember?"
"I didn't remember anything..."
Su Shijie kicked open the bathroom door and carried Chanel to the bathroom. He wanted to take her directly to the hospital to see a doctor, but Chanel insisted that no need, just wash her with cold water.
"Su Shijie, let me down, I can walk by myself,"
Chanel struggled to the ground, turned on the faucet, sprayed water on her face, and washed it again and again.
The original panic became calmer.
Whether it was three years later or three years ago, she would never be able to go back to the past with Mu Xicheng.
Even if Su Shijie didn't stand in the way and didn't promise Xia Xiner to give birth to the baby instead, if she could be with Mu Xicheng, she wouldn't have to wait until now.
Before he left, he gave her a phone number. Whenever she looked for him, he would come back to her...
Chanel never got through because she knew it was impossible.
The blood debt of the entire Xia family was stained on her and Mu Xicheng's hands.
The worst revenge for her is that she will never be able to find happiness in this life.
She is still living in her old apartment, not waiting for Mu Xicheng to really come back to find her, but just holding on to the beautiful memories of the past... a hope that supports her through her gloomy life.
If she hadn't had expectations, she might not have been able to hold on long ago.
Chanel raised her hand. The wound on her wrist where she had cut her veins was now very light...
You can't tell it unless you look carefully.
From the moment she became Su Shijie's woman, all the good things she had before fell apart.
Even the last clean memory was shattered by her own hands...
Mu Xicheng, why did you come back? Seeing her in such a dirty and depraved state.
[Nair, it was you who...indirectly killed your father.] Xia's mother almost collapsed and was full of accusations.
[Why me, why do you need me to bear this for you...You are the one that Young Master Mu likes, you are the one who is favored, and you have taken all the benefits, Chanel...Why is the most miserable person asking me to help you?
Accept it? Nair, tell me, why is it me...]
Chanel put her hands on the sink, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, mixing with the water and falling in large drops.
Why not her? Why must it be Xia Xiner?
If she could choose, she would rather be the one raped...
It has been three years, and the pain from the past has not healed at all. Especially the appearance of Mu Xicheng made everything seem like it happened yesterday!!
Pressing down the water outlet valve with one hand, Su Shijie lifted her shoulders: "Xin'er!"
When Chanel came back to her senses, he picked up a tissue and wiped the water drops on her face.
"I'll take you to the hospital..."
"Need not."
She smiled suddenly and slowly opened her eyes, which were cold and clear.