She also wanted to say that he was always the only one for her.
What I want to say more is that her dislike of Leng Lintian has nothing to do with him. He has long been living in her heart.
However, Jing Jiaren lowered her eyes. She didn't want to give him hope, let alone the chance to imprison her.
His love is too strong and overbearing. If being loved by him means being imprisoned for a lifetime, she is willing to leave——
"You haven't told me yet, what do lovers do?" he said again in a deep voice.
"Ask me how I know."
"Didn't you fall in love?" with Leng Lintian.
Jing Jiaren thought of Shang Yanxuan and recalled briefly: "Go see the sea, ride the waves, feed the peacocks in the square, go for a walk, climb mountains, hunt, ride horses, camels, and elephants, play billiards, bowling..."
Ximen Longting has a very knowledgeable look, she has done so many things with Leng Lintian.
And there were many things he and she had never done before.
"There are still many things that can be done," Jing Jiaren came back to her senses, "Actually the point is that two people are happy together, it doesn't matter where they are."
"..."
"Isn't there a saying? What's important is not the scenery, but who is watching the scenery with you."
Ximen Longting laughed coldly.
He has very few memories with Jing Jiaren, because she always thinks about running away, and everything about them becomes limited.
But she was willing to accompany Leng Lintian and do everything willingly.
"It seems that I am destined to be unable to replace him." He reached out and rubbed her cheek.
Jing Jiaren looked at him doubtfully.
He whispered: "You gave him so many 'firsts', and I gave all my 'firsts' to you."
So her memories are filled with Leng Lintian, and his memories are filled with hers.
Jing Jiaren shook her head: "Sometimes love has nothing to do with precedence. It's all about feelings."
"..."
"Think of something good. My first kiss and first night are all for you." Jing Jiaren's cheeks suddenly turned red, "You are the first man in my life. Isn't this better than other firsts?"
important?"
Ximen Longting leaned over and kissed the tip of her nose: "I want to be the last man more than the first man."
Fool, you were the last one.
After experiencing two such relationships, Jing Jiaren will never love anyone again.
She will not get married again and plans to live a wandering life without any restrictions.
"I think your emotional experience is a blank piece of paper for me to smear on." Ximen Longting said.
"Then you are very selfish. Your first kiss and first night were not for me. Your love life is so rich, why do you expect me to be a blank slate?"
"Anything without emotion doesn't count."
"..." I couldn't argue with him.
"How can you compensate me?" He came over and hugged her, "What else have you done just for me?"
"This is the first time I made noodles for you - you didn't eat them at the time, and they all fell down." Jing Jiaren said, "I made cookies for you, but you didn't eat them either, and put them in a dark safe.
.I also made you a scorpion puppet, but you threw it away——"
Ximen Longting's eyes darkened: "The scorpion puppet was made for me?"
"I told you, it's a birthday present I made for you."
"Why did I hear you call Leng Lintian's name?"
"I was just explaining that I had nothing to do with Leng Lintian. You were always angry at the time and didn't even think about me being pregnant. How could he touch me?"