As long as the truth can explain why he deceived her, and the truth tells her that her father's death has nothing to do with him... she is willing to forgive him.
Because of the resentment, it caused her too much pain.
"You can't bear it."
"No, I can do it." Chanel's eyes were stubborn, "I have endured so much pain, what is there that I can't do? I am far stronger than you think."
Mu Xicheng smiled softly: "You are not strong at all."
"..."
"You are pretending to be strong..." Mu Xicheng smiled in a daze, "You look strong, but in fact, you are very fragile."
She included all her fragility in a strong coat, and no one could see her fragility. Only when she was alone did she dare to show her fragility.
But Mu Xicheng could see through her disguise at a glance.
"The food is cold, let's eat." Mu Xicheng put the chopsticks in her hand for the third time. Shanai waved hard, and the chopsticks hit Mu Xicheng's hand and fell to the ground.
She is not a child, and she cannot be coaxed.
Why hide it from her? She really wants to know the reason...
Doesn't he know how much she wants to forgive him? But she can't get over the hurdle in her heart. Even if he just tells a lie and deceives her...
Since he doesn't want to, so be it.
Chanel stood up, her eyes a little red: "Mr. Mu, take good care of your body. Life is given to you by your parents. No one has the right to end it privately. I don't want this to happen again. I have other
Let’s go first.”
Mu Xicheng stood up quickly and held her shoulders:
"I send you."
What he said was "I'll send you off", not "Don't leave".
Maybe it's not that he doesn't want to talk about the reason, but that he doesn't want her forgiveness anymore, right? - A woman who is pregnant with another man's child.
Even if you forgive me, what's the point? You can't go back...
Chanel smiled distantly and said: "No, Mr. Mu, your illness is not cured yet. You should rest more."
Mu Xicheng's pale lips moved, and he wanted to say something, but finally couldn't.
Chanel walked to the door, opened it, and whispered: "I can make a clam, and I hope Mr. Mu can also make a clam."
After closing the door, Chanel walked forward quickly.
The pace became faster and faster, and finally, she was almost running...
She was afraid that if she took a step too late, she would regret staying.
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At night, it suddenly started to rain heavily.
Chanel was in a small hotel. She had just taken a shower and wiped the wet water drops with a towel.
When she left Su Zhai this time, she didn't bring her violin or her notebook... That notebook had been with her for several years, and many songs were stored in it.
Fortunately, she has a habit of posting songs in many places, so she should have a backup copy in her mailbox.
After her cell phone drowned, she changed her number and now she must get in touch with her sister first.
After changing her clothes, Chanel found an Internet cafe near the hotel and logged into QQ.
Suddenly, a penguin jumped out from among Chanel's friends:
【Where? I'll pick you up.】
Shanel frowned in confusion.
Her Q refused to be added as a friend. Except for work contacts, most of the friends in Q were acquaintances.