6211. Chapter 6211 There is no way to forgive myself
Luo Lei was like an eggplant beaten by frost. He hated himself so much, blamed himself so much, and wanted to strangle himself to death.
In my ears, I heard Wen Xinnuan’s somewhat desperate voice:
【You...you already have a child? Are you a father?】
His Adam's apple moved up and down, and he whispered——
"Are you stupid? You and I both have two children, and we became fathers many years ago!"
The belated answer was a pity that Wen Xinnuan could no longer hear it.
On the TV screen, Luo Lei walked out, and Wen Xinnuan sat astride the ground. His whole body looked like a fish that had been drained of water, and it was also limp.
【Luo Lei, I'm sorry.】
【Luo Lei, I have to leave...】
[Luo Lei, am I too stupid to even want you anymore?]
Wen Xinnuan's turbulent tears fell out, "I really didn't know that you had done so much for me... I didn't know that you died once, I didn't know about your bet with Ji Zi'ang, I didn't know that you really loved me
I……】
Wen Xinnuan slowly knocked her chin on her knees and hugged herself tightly with her hands——
[I have always been so stupid, but you are still considerate and tolerant of me. I am really scared. I only have one chance in life. If you miss it, it will be gone.]
[The beauty said that you are not in Colombia. I don’t believe it. I have been dreaming that you asked me to come...]
Wen Xinnuan faced the empty air, her voice getting more and more choked,
【I'm here, but you're not here, you lied to me.】
…
Luo Lei's eyes were sore and painful. He pressed his eyes with his hands, but he still couldn't stop the hot drops from falling.
He gritted his teeth so hard that his temples ached.
【I told the beautiful lady, as long as I find you, you will come with me.】
[I actually don’t have that much self-confidence... I have always been unsure of myself, I don’t believe you love me, and I’m afraid of getting hurt again, so, so...]
Wen Xinnuan couldn't say anything else and could only cry.
Luo Lei stood up suddenly, turned around and wanted to walk outside——
He must find her at all costs and will not let anything happen to her.
Wen Xinnuan’s voice sounded again:
[Luo Lei, do you know? I gave birth to a daughter for you. Her name is Wen Chong'er. Haven't you always wanted this daughter? Don't you want to meet her? 】
Luo Lei squeezed his hands tightly, swallowing the bitterness like tears——
He knew that he even kept Little Beloved with her.
It’s just that she doesn’t know!
After a pause, Wen Xinnuan said with tears again: "Please, if you still forgive me, continue to come to my dream and tell me where to find your direction... I'm afraid, I really can't find you."
Luo Lei's hand pressed on the door panel, his eyes became more sore and painful, and he was struggling to move.
Wen Xinnuan cried: [But what should I do if I get touched dirty by another man? 】
【……】
[You said Idiot Wen belongs to you alone... But now I am not yours alone.] Wen Xinnuan cried even more sadly, [It seems that I don’t even have the qualifications... to find you... anymore...
…]
She spoke intermittently, becoming increasingly difficult and vague.
Luo Lei's back stiffened. What does that mean?
Has she never touched Ji Ziang except him?!
[I almost recognized this bad guy as you,] Wen Xinnuan sobbed loudly and wiped her face with the back of her hand, [Even I can’t forgive myself.]
She huddled in her room alone and talked to herself,
[Because, if I hadn't run out and been deceived by myself, I wouldn't have...] Wen Xinnuan couldn't speak any more, thinking about last night's experience, she burst into tears.