"Do you think I will be in pain?" Su Shijie raised his lips and smiled, "I will only feel happy when I torture you, just like teasing my pets at home every day."
Chanel's throat was blocked and it was difficult to swallow food.
Anyway, now that Xia Xiner has been confessed and the child is gone, nothing can be hidden anymore.
Su Shijie hated her so much because he thought she had deceived him.
If he still loves her, is it possible... to stand in her shoes and understand her?
She smiled funnyly. Originally, she wanted to die and didn't need his understanding at all... She also knew that such a shameless self was not worthy of his understanding.
But now, the two of them seem to have tied a knot, and if they don't untie it for a day, they will continue to torture each other.
She didn’t want Su Shijie’s world to be filled only with hatred...
Chanel was silent for a while and said: "Su Shijie, a woman like me is not worthy of your love at all."
"..."
"Actually, I..."
"You don't think I still love you, do you?" Su Shijie interrupted her with a cold voice.
Chanel's heart felt as if it had fallen into the ice sea, and she stared at him blankly.
"I originally loved that simple and stubborn woman, my wife Xia Xiner in my eyes. And what about you? You are a fake from the beginning to the end. What is it about you that is worthy of my love?"
Chanel sat there numbly, he didn't love her anymore, this was a good thing...
Her heart was like a thousand arrows piercing her heart.
Yes, that's because she fell in love with him. Everything she did before was eroding his love.
Su Shijie originally fell in love with her in his imagination, but now he revealed her true face. She was so ugly and dirty that even she herself could not see it.
Who do you expect to love her again?
"Su Shijie, whether you love me or not, I am not an undercover agent sent by Mr. Dong Gong. I have no intention of harming you..."
Shanel clenched her hands, "Xia Xiner and I came to you because..."
"Shut up."
"..."
"I don't believe even a single word that comes out of your mouth now."
The last glimmer of hope in Chanel's heart was extinguished. Of course, she shouldn't have had extravagant hopes...
If they still had that child, she might still be able to get his forgiveness.
If she had not chosen to die, there would still be room for change if she confessed to Su Shijie before that.
Now, it's too late. It's too late.
It didn't matter to him why she approached Su Shijie for any reason.
He now promised to maintain the illusion for Xia Xiner, and what her sister wanted was the position of the young mistress of the Su family.
If she says this again, it will only make the situation worse.
Chanel closed her eyes and replayed in her mind the time when she committed suicide, the blood all over her body, and the moment when the child passed away from her body. Su Shijie looked at her with such despair...
Along with the child's death, Su Shijie's heart must have also died.
He hates her better, it's a pure feeling, then he won't torture himself as painfully as before.
As long as he is happy, she will be fine no matter what.
"I know, you will never let me go in this life." Shanel was mentally prepared.
"A lifetime? Do you think I can be patient with you for a lifetime?"
Shanel looked at him in surprise, could it be...
"Maybe there will come a time when I get tired of even looking at you, and then that will be the day I let you go."
Chanel burst into laughter. Will there ever be a day when she is let go?