It was like this every time. Besides watching him go, what else had she done?
"Su Shijie." Chanel stood upstairs and shouted.
Su Shijie squeezed his hands tightly, and veins popped out on the back of his hands. Thinking of Chanel brushing her gums and causing them to bleed, he wanted to stab himself with a knife.
Su Shijie also had to put on a scapegoat in front of her, pretending that nothing could hurt her.
Chanel clutched her skirt and trotted down the stairs.
She chased him all the way to the entrance, stretched out her hand and grabbed his sleeve: "Tonight...can you stay?"
"..."
"It's getting late outside and it's raining. It's not safe for you to go home. How about you go to the company after you wake up tomorrow morning?" Chanel held his sleeve tightly and gained a little more courage when she saw that he didn't shake him off.
Su Shijie pursed his thin lips.
"You know, it's because I love you that I can't bear to be your mistress now. If I could have gone through this easily, I wouldn't have been tied down by so many ethics.
I won’t leave you alone.”
"..."
"I just hope that besides going to bed, we can spend more time together."
Su Shijie put one hand on the French shoe changing cabinet and looked at her coldly: "How do you want to get along with me?"
"You took me to dinner tonight. If you didn't have the intention of having sex, I would be very happy."
"..."
"As long as your purpose is not my body, I will be happy to have you by my side. I hope you can come often."
She hopes he can come more often?
Su Shijie's back stiffened, and a pair of brown pupils stared deeply at her.
If he hadn't planned for the child, why would he be so eager to eat her when he saw her? In their previous relationship, other than sleeping with her, there was no way to have a good communication.
Because whenever he speaks, he can't help but say vicious words that hurt her and himself.
"If you stay here tonight, I'll make breakfast for you tomorrow." Chanel tried her best to smile, "I'm much better at my craft now."
Su Shijie's eyes fell on her finger with a band-aid on it.
He couldn't help but reach out, hold her hand, and press her band-aided fingers on her lips.
One by one, every injured finger was kissed by her.
"It was you who asked me to stay the night, Chanel."
"Yes." But don't do it for the purpose of having sex.
"It's you who asked me to visit you often in the future...don't regret it." Then he won't make her so sick that she can't eat every day.
He actually wanted to stay, but he had no intention of leaving tonight unless he saw her rejecting him so much.
Chanel's red eyes curled into a smile, and she reached out to hug him...
She rarely reached out to hug him, so Chanel pressed her face against his chest: "It's getting late, can you wash up and rest early?"
"Anyway, I'm just disgusting you by staying here, so I don't care." Su Shijie was still asking, "Are you sure you can bear it?"
"don’t worry……"
Chanel took Su Shijie's hand and went upstairs, asking Xiao Zhang to help him prepare a change of clothes.
She ran into the bathroom to fill the bathtub with water, prepared towels, bath supplies, etc. for his bathing, and placed them one by one in his usual position.
She was glad that she was not as passive as before, just watching his back as he left.
Otherwise tonight will end on bad terms again...a vicious cycle.