Chanel clasped her fingers and opened her mouth to ask something...
Su Shijie said solemnly, breaking her fantasy: "Since it is a new type of disease, it is difficult to prescribe the right medicine. If it could be easily cured, I wouldn't have to endure it until now..."
That's right...
With the power of 13 Oaks, the disease that can be cured cannot be delayed until now!
What should I do? What should I do? What should I do!? She doesn’t want anything to happen to Su Shijie!
"How long... can I live..." Even Shanel herself didn't know. Her voice had changed its tone and was hoarse.
Tears blurred her eyes, and she didn't want to cry in front of him.
"Doctors can't say exactly how long you can live." Su Shijie smiled, "Maybe half a year, maybe... longer."
"How long is the longest one?" Chanel asked again, "How long did Aunt Su live?"
"With treatment and good conditioning, my mother lived maybe five or six years. My mother lived for six years."
It’s just that Xia’s mother has been ill in bed for the past six years, and life is worse than death...
Su Shijie doesn’t want to be a cripple!
There was a metaphorical light in his eyes, and when he touched the tears in her eyes, his heart tightened, and his hard heart suddenly softened!
Staring at her lowly, he comforted her: "Maybe there will be a miracle."
There are so many miracles in this world.
Six years has been a long time, better than Chanel imagined.
She had just estimated that the most serious consequence would be that Su Shijie was about to leave her...
It turns out that when people reach the end of despair, any outcome is not considered a bad outcome.
Chanel gently stretched out her hand and touched Su Shijie's face: "No matter whether there is a miracle or not, no matter how long you live... Su Shijie, I want to be with you."
Now that he has told her the truth, does it mean that he is willing to let her accompany him and share hardships together?
She really wanted to stay with him at this time and make him happier.
However, she didn't know if what she gave Su Shijie wanted, so she did what Su Shijie wanted.
If he doesn't tell her and doesn't want her, she should stay away and not let him worry about her;
If he told her that he needed her, she would stay with him and give him the best care.
"Do you want me to be with you?" Chanel said in a wet voice, "I, it really doesn't matter to me. You don't have to worry about me at all. I'm very strong and I'm not afraid of anything..."
Her eyes were red, wide open, and wet, but no tears were about to fall.
Su Shijie held her hand, and when she touched the cold water, her fingers were cold again.
"Yes." He kissed her fingertips, "Of course."
Shanel smiled: "That's great... So... I am still of some use to you, right..."
She was really afraid that she would be of no use and would only mean a burden to him.
"fool."
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Shanel was carried back to bed by Su Shijie.
The ward was already fully heated, and Chanel wouldn't feel cold even in Su Shijie's thin gown.
The shirt was really big, as long as her knees, but because it was too wide and hollow, the collar would accidentally slide down whenever she moved.
Su Shijie asked the maid to take away the wet clothes and dried them in the dryer. When they were brought over, Chanel refused to change them.
"I want to wear it." She grabbed her shirt and refused to take it off.