Apart from him, she has never touched any other man.
But in this case, how should Chanel say it?
Su Shijie took out a cigar and put it to his lips, about to light it.
With one hand, he quickly smoked the cigar from his mouth.
"You are dying and you are sick, why are you still smoking?" Chanel glared at him, feeling sad that he didn't care for his body so much.
Su Shijie shook his head and said, "I forgot."
When I feel irritable, I will subconsciously take out a cigar and smoke it. I will only remember the doctor's words when I can't bear the cough.
His personality has always been like this. He always waits until the knife actually cuts his body and the pain passes before he realizes the pain.
"You are not allowed to smoke anymore." Chanel said.
"Are you going to take care of me?" Su Shijie raised his eyebrows.
"Can I... take care of you?" Shanel asked uncertainly, feeling unsure.
Su Shijie smiled: "It's quite an honor."
"Then you are not allowed to smoke anymore. You must see a doctor well, take good treatment, pay attention to diet and rest, and listen to the doctor's advice." Chanel said softly, "By the way, you must maintain an optimistic attitude-"
I heard that many people became negative after learning about their illness. They could have lived for a few more years, but ended up dying within a few months.
Chanel also heard that the miracles in the world all appear in those cheerful and optimistic people...
We must have good faith in the future and be nostalgic for this world.
Su Shijie agreed, his eyes a little dark and painful: "Okay."
Chanel held his hand and said, "Don't promise me perfunctorily. If you promise me, you must do it."
Su Shijie paused: "Okay."
Chanel whispered: "Don't forget, if you hurt yourself - it will hurt me too."
Su Shijie's eyes flashed, the corners of his mouth slowly raised, and there was a happy smile in his eyes.
Chanel looked at his smile, and it turned out that saying these disgusting words to her would make Su Shijie so happy.
Then why does she want to save face so much and hide her words in her heart?
If Su Shijie is happy, she will be happy too...
"And..." Chanel lowered her eyelashes and said, "I am not a casual woman."
Su Shijie's slender fingers gently entangled her hair and played with it: "I know."
"you do not know."
"...?"
Chanel plucked up the courage: "I... you are the only man I've ever had."
Her words made Su Shijie freeze instantly.
He stopped moving and turned her face to make her look at him, but her eyes were lowered, not daring to look at him.
Su Shijie's voice was hoarse: "Look at me."
Shanel's eyelashes trembled, she glanced at him quickly, and then looked away.
His dark brown eyes were like two big magic holes that could peer into people's hearts. She didn't dare to look directly -
"What did you mean by what you just said?" Su Shijie's voice was filled with disbelief.
"That's what it means..."
"Speak clearly."
"Except for you, no other man has ever touched me..." Chanel's voice became smaller and smaller, "Including Mu Xicheng."
Although she was married to Mu Xicheng on "Senair" Island, although she was taken away by Mu Xicheng two months ago and kept in captivity in an apartment——
But the most outrageous thing about them was that they kissed...
"Why?" Su Shijie raised her chin and forced her to look at him again.
Shanel moved her lips: "...because I don't love him."