Since they lied to her like this, then she believed them, and she also lied to them, so she had done nothing wrong.
"Well, I'm very sad. I didn't expect this to be the truth... Why didn't you tell me earlier, Nair?"
Chanel didn't know what to say.
"Since he loves you, you should be the one accompanying him in his last moments."
Shanel clenched her hands: "What did you say?"
"I really don't want to admit that Jie... loves you..." The strange color in the corner of Xia Xiner's eyes was even stronger, and she kept looking at the rain outside the floor-to-ceiling window, "Two months ago, he had a car accident... and he was in a coma in the hospital.
When I'm not awake, I'm always calling your name..."
"..."
"I'm really jealous! I'm jealous. Why do you have a lover like Mu Xicheng and you want to deprive me of it!?"
"..."
"Jealousy makes me almost crazy. I clearly saw you in the hospital and knew that Jie was unconscious and the only thing he wanted to see was you. I still... watched you go... and still couldn't tell you..."
"..."
"What's more, when you called Jie, you pretended not to know and did that kind of thing."
"..."
"I actually regretted it right away! I regretted it when I thought of you... I wanted to call you and tell you, but... I didn't have the courage..."
The rain outside suddenly became heavier.
The rain kept hitting the glass window, as if there were thousands of little hands beating on the glass.
Xia Xiner cried. She tried hard to restrain her tears, but she couldn't stop them.
"Why did I have to meet Su Shijie? Although I was cowardly, I was also a girl as simple as a blank sheet of paper..."
"I told him that I am different from ordinary girls and cannot play the love game."
"Jie still pulled me into his life and made me sink into the abyss of eternal destruction!"
"I once thought that meeting Su Shijie was the greatest happiness in my life."
Now that she suddenly came back to her senses, she realized that this was the biggest nightmare of her life!
If Su Shijie had not been foreseen, she might have met an ordinary man, and maybe that man loved her, and maybe there would not have been so much pain and irreparable injuries.
How she wished she could turn back time and return to her former self... those pure and beautiful years...
Xia Xiner was crying, her voice was choked, and she was mumbling to herself...
"But Nair, you are right. This is not what you wanted to happen. You have also suffered a lot of injuries in this relationship."
"Originally you wanted to help me give birth to a child, but you didn't expect that things would turn out like this, right?"
"Jealousy is really terrible, terrible... like a devil, following me every day, chasing after me..."
"I want to drive it away. As long as I have my own happiness, I can drive it away... Why, even victory is not my happiness..."
"I keep telling myself that it was you who betrayed me and it was your fault... I trusted you so much, but you... took away my happiness again, so I didn't do anything wrong..."
"Is it true that I am too selfish and too bad, so... God will take away my right to happiness?"
Xia Xiner did not look back, like a penitent person redeeming herself..
Where her back was turned, Chanel had already burst into tears.
She bit her lip tightly, unable to make a sound.
In the end, she could only stretch out her hand, hug Xia Xiner, and bury her face on her equally thin shoulder.