Gong Zihua's tears fell again. For fear of staining the painting, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears, carefully inserted the album back into the bookshelf, and carefully took down another one.
Every month, Toru Miyako would draw him, countless drawings of him...
As time goes by, Yuan Yeche in Gong Zihua's works still looks like that little kid.
Sometimes, he would suddenly forget what he looked like and the drawings no longer looked like him.
Sometimes, he would imagine Gong Zihua's growth and add a little imagination into it.
sometimes……
Gong Zihua didn't know that Master Dong Gong deliberately separated them in those years to sharpen Hughes' will, control him to do things for him, and take over the military affairs of the underground kingdom.
Forcing Hughes to go step by step towards the road he didn't want to go.
If he doesn't follow Master Dong Gong's instructions, Gong Zihua may die at any time.
Of course, under the strong control of Mr. Dong Gong, Dong Gong Ziche could not see Gong Zihua at all.
The huge longing tormented him and made him feel tired. For a long time, he stayed with these paintings.
Rely on longing to survive every day.
It was at that time that Togong Ziche understood that if he was not strong enough to possess everything, it would be impossible for him to escape from Master Togong's control.
If you want to be free, you must override freedom!
He began to change, as if he was more ambitious than anyone else——
He really began to crave power and tried his best to get the appreciation of Master Donggong.
He became very bad and turned into another person. The indifferent young man Hughes was hidden in the corner of his heart.
He put on a mask named "Higashiko Tetsu" and smiled hypocritically.
He seems to be bohemian, and there is always a half-smile at the corner of his mouth...
Gradually, people forgot about the young man Xius and thought that Togong Ziche was this frivolous, dissolute and ambitious man.
【Ache...I miss you...】
Gong Zihua's eyes stopped at the last page of the album, and her heart twitched violently.
He was twitching painfully, as if all his internal organs were being pulled together.
He covered his mouth heavily, coughing in pain and discomfort, and his face was covered with tears and runny nose.
Togiya Zite said she missed him...
This longing was written on paper, so heavy, and after so many years of misunderstanding, the belated truth was before his eyes.
No one needed to say anything else. When he saw these five words, he understood the forbearance of Togong Ziche.
All the time is devoted to him.
The little Xius in the past had changed, and when he grew up, he became Toru Togiya, with a more stable man protecting him and shielding him from the wind and rain.
It's just that he is so stupid that he knows nothing, his intelligence is still that of a child, he doesn't know anything...
Gong Zihua's tears fell wildly and wantonly.
He grabbed his hair in pain, wanting to pull his head out, wanting to die!
It was only after Dong Gongzi Che died that he finally knew everything. How could a person like him live? He deserved to die!!!
Afraid of staining the flower paper with his tears and nose, he pulled his clothes and wiped the marks on his face...
All thoughts are lost, life is worse than death.
He realized the deepest meaning of these eight words, and now he just wanted to die immediately.
[Ache...can't you wait for me? Wait a few more months and I'll tell you everything...]
It was also in this room that Higashikata pinched his chin, pushed him down on the bookshelf, inserted his long fingers into his chest, and caressed him ambiguously.
Gong Zihua closed her eyes, trembling with grief.
【I promise, if you endure this period of time, I will tell you everything?】