8822. Chapter 8822 The feeling of being under the fence
Lin Jiayi was stunned on the spot, tears streaming down her face, and she forgot to run over and throw herself into his arms.
The servant whispered: "When Miss Lin heard that you and the young master were back, she insisted on cooking by herself and made a lot of your favorite food."
Miyako pursed her lips and stared at the sumptuous dishes on the counter.
He thought hard and walked forward with a few strides: "Don't move around when you are pregnant. Didn't I tell you that you are not allowed to enter the kitchen?"
Lin Jiayi looked very much like Hughes, with tears all over her face and looking very haggard.
Gong Zihua grabbed her wrist and heard her inhale in pain.
He took her hand and saw a white bandage wrapping her wrist.
The servant added: "The wound is very deep and heals very slowly, so be careful not to touch it. We have been urging Miss Lin to rest more, but she refuses..."
Gong Zihua stared blankly at Lin Jiayi's wrist, remembering Jing Jiaren's words about her suicide.
The annoyance in his heart became even greater!
"I...it's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." Lin Jiayi's lips trembled, tears falling uncontrollably.
Her eyes were fixed on Gong Zihua, deeply afraid that he would disappear again.
She actually wanted to hug him...
It was very inconvenient to have a big belly, so I could only stare at him blankly.
"It doesn't matter to me, really."
"Are you stupid? Doing such a stupid thing——"
"I thought... you would never come back..." Lin Jiayi said sadly, "The Lin family is not my original family. I have longed for the warmth of family since I was a child and wanted a family. I don't have any big dreams.
, I just want to marry a beloved husband, wash, cook and have children for him, and be the most considerate housewife for him. I want to be surrounded by people at home and have people who love me... I... am just an ordinary woman..."
Gong Zihua gritted her teeth slightly, not knowing what to say.
"If you leave and I am alone, I don't know how to survive with the baby. I have a heart disease and I don't know how long I can live. If I die and the baby becomes an orphan, he will be like me.
You can only be taken in by other families. You know? That feeling of living under someone else's roof. All your relatives look at you and you are an outsider."
"..."
"I don't want our children to live my life like that." Lin Jiayi's eyes became a little lonely.
Gong Zihua never asked about her family, and never knew how she grew up or whether she was living well.
Now from this sentence, no matter how stupid he is, you can tell that he is unhappy.
Because she was very unhappy, she was very afraid that her children would make the same mistake again!
In the eyes of Gong Zihua, she has always been considerate, gentle and considerate. This gentle and watery character was also honed in the Lin family, right?
"Mr. Gong... don't blame yourself. No matter what choice I have, it is the path I should take." Lin Jiayi tried her best to smile, "You can give me a warm home. It is my luck and a gift from God. You
If you don't give it to me... I won't resent it... I'm not qualified for such good luck."
Gong Zihua wiped the tears on her face haphazardly: "I know!"
He didn't know what he knew.
"Do you have a girl you like? Who is it?" Lin Jiayi looked at him brightly.
"No!"
"I can feel that there is someone in your heart... Is the girl you like the girl who gave you the hourglass? What kind of person is she?" Lin Jiayi looked in a daze, wanting to hold on to him, but afraid of losing him faster.