Ruan Tianling hugged her tightly and said: "I am also dizzy. It is not that leukemia cannot be cured. As long as the bone marrow is found, it can be cured. At first, I just couldn't accept it and lost my mind. I'm sorry that you were sick and I didn't comfort you well."
You, but let you comfort me instead."
"Actually, when I first found out, I was very irrational. It took me two days to calm down. You are already doing better than me."
Ruan Tianling's eyes darkened: "Why don't you tell me, why do you have to carry it alone?"
Jiang Yufei's eyes were red: "You are working, and I don't want to disturb you. Besides, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it."
Ruan Tianling understood her mood. He stroked her face and said, "Fortunately, you didn't choose to leave me."
Jiang Yufei's heart skipped a beat.
Ruan Tianling kissed the corner of her mouth and said, "If you leave me because of this, I will be even more painful."
"...Actually, I have had such thoughts."
"Don't have such thoughts!" Ruan Tianling emphasized loudly, "If you are sick and I am not by your side, if I know the truth that day, I will go crazy."
But if she dies, he will still go crazy.
Ruan Tianling was afraid that she would have that kind of thought again, so he said hard: "Yufei, no matter what your condition is, I will accept it, I will be calm, and I will accompany you through the sadness. Don't worry that I will leave if I can't accept it.
Do I know?"
Jiang Yufei nodded: "Now that I've told you, I can't leave."
"Yes, don't even think about leaving me!"
"Ruan Tianling, what if my illness cannot be cured?" Jiang Yufei asked tentatively.
Ruan Tianling's pupils tightened, "Don't think about these impossible things in the future. I said, your disease will definitely be cured! As long as you find the matching bone marrow, you can be cured. There are so many people in the world, and I am one of them."
If you search, you can find the bone marrow that matches you."
"I mean what if..."
Ruan Tianling's eyes suddenly flashed with anger: "There is no if!"
Jiang Yufei's heart trembled. He still couldn't accept that she would die...
What should he do? She will definitely die. What should he do then?
"Ruan Tianling, are you scared?" she asked suddenly.
Ruan Tianling was stunned for a moment, then he hugged her tightly and pressed her head into his arms to prevent her from seeing his expression.
"I'm not afraid. As long as I'm with you, I'm not afraid of anything, so don't be afraid either."
"……good."
"Yufei, you will be fine, trust me." He kissed her forehead and emphasized again.
"Yeah." Jiang Yufei agreed against her will.
Because she knows that she can't be fine...
However, she will pretend to believe that her illness can be cured, and she will cooperate with Ruan Tianling's emotions.
She thought that two years would be enough time for him to accept the reality.
It's just the beginning now, and he hasn't been buffered and adapted yet, so we can't let him know that her disease can't be cured.
If he knows about it in the future, he won't be too out of control.
Jiang Yufei sincerely hopes that Ruan Tianling can love her less and accept the reality as soon as possible.
That way, the harm to him will be much less.
Jiang Yufei was thinking about her own worries, and Ruan Tianling was also thinking about his.
His eyes were dim, sad, and empty.
In fact, he couldn't calm down at all, and he was not sure whether her illness could be cured.
All his calmness is just an act, because he is her spiritual support. Anyone can fall, but he cannot.