2449. Chapter 2449 Overcome this demon
"I'm not hungry!" Xiao Zexin had a tough attitude.
Nangong Ruyue glanced at his right hand.
"Why do you always put your hands behind your back?"
Xiao Zexin's body became stiffer and his hands tightened.
His hands were clenched so tightly that they were almost going into convulsions.
"Stretch out your hand and show me." Nangong Ruyue requested.
Xiao Zexin tried his best to relax: "Eat quickly, I'm still waiting to go back and take medicine."
"Chen Fen." Nangong Ruyue said.
"Madam, what's the matter?"
"Go to the other side and get his medicine."
"OK."
Chen Fen was about to leave, but Xiao Zexin frowned and stopped him: "Stop, you don't have to go, I'll go back and take it myself!"
He couldn't let this servant leave.
There were only two of them left, so if he accidentally did something, no one would be able to help Ruyue.
Chen Fen clearly felt Xiao Zexin's pressure.
She looked at Nangong Ruyue, waiting for her reaction.
Xiao Zexin suddenly stretched out his hands and picked up the bowls and chopsticks.
His right hand had been squeezed for too long, so when he opened it, it was very stiff.
"Can I leave after eating?" he asked.
Without waiting for Nangong Ruyue to answer, he immediately stuffed rice into his mouth.
He didn't eat the vegetables, and swallowed the rice without even chewing it.
He ate big mouthfuls without worrying about choking.
He finished the bowl of rice as quickly as possible.
Putting down the bowl, he looked at Nangong Ruyue: "I've finished eating, you can eat too, don't starve your body."
Nangong Ruyue looked at him expressionlessly.
Xiao Zexin did not dare to look directly into her clear eyes: "I'm leaving."
After saying that, he stood up and strode away——
Nangong Ruyue didn't make a sound or even react at all.
She didn't know why, but she felt depressed and sore.
Chen Fen walked to her side and wanted to say something, but finally left with a sigh.
After a long time, Nangong Ruyue numbly picked up the bowl and chopsticks and ate mechanically...
However, as I ate, tears began to fall into the bowl.
One drop, another drop...
When Xiao Zexin, who was hiding outside the window, saw her look, his heart hurt as if it had been cut with a blunt knife.
He looked at it for a long time, and it wasn't until Nangong Ruyue went upstairs to rest that he turned and left.
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Returning to his residence, he asked the servant to bring him a fruit knife.
Sitting on the sofa, Xiao Zexin slowly stretched out his hands.
Because he clenched his fists hard every day, there were several deep nail marks on his palms.
Those were the marks left by pricking the palm of my hand many times.
And his finger joints were very stiff, as if they were about to break.
There is a fruit knife on the coffee table.
His eyes fell on it, and his right hand almost went up to hold the knife out of control.
His brain is very clear, but his body does not obey his control.
If he hadn't used strong willpower to control himself, he would have already held the knife.
In order not to irritate his nerves, he usually did not allow servants to put knives where he could see them.
But today, he wanted to overcome this inner demon.
He didn't want to stay like this for the rest of his life, let alone see Ruyue sad.
Xiao Zexin took a deep breath.
Then he slowly stretched out his hand towards the fruit knife...
The closer he got to the fruit knife, the harder it became for him to breathe.
And all that appeared in his mind were images of sharp knives cutting open his stomach in an instant.
The picture kept flashing and blood kept splattering——
Xiao Zexin could no longer breathe, his eyes were a little blurry, and there was a lot of sweat on his forehead.
This chapter has been completed!