"What are you talking about?" he asked in disbelief.
Nangong Ruyue's eyes were firm: "I said, even if you really kill me, I won't regret it, I just want to be with you."
"..."
"Zexin, when I chose to love you, I knew I would not regret it. In this world, you are the only one who is only good to me and can sacrifice everything for me. Over the years, you have sacrificed because of me.
How much? Let me sacrifice for you this time, okay?"
Xiao Zexin suddenly became excited: "Who wants you to sacrifice? I have nothing to ask you to sacrifice!"
"Let me stay with you..."
"No need! You go out, I want to rest!" He looked decisively and looked away, never looking at her again.
Nangong Ruyue endured the discomfort in her heart and slowly stood up.
"I have said everything that needs to be said. My decision remains unchanged. You should think about it carefully."
After saying that, she turned and left.
The moment the door was closed, a look of pain suddenly appeared on Xiao Zexin's face.
It's not that he doesn't want her to stay.
But he didn't dare to approach her at all...
Nangong Ruyue went downstairs, and she asked Chen Fen to take a few servants and bodyguards to the opposite side to get her things.
From now on, she will live here.
In order to make it easier for her to walk, the maid arranged her room downstairs.
Nangong Ruyue had no objection, and she didn't dare to move directly to the room next to Xiao Zexin's.
Mainly afraid that he will refuse.
…
Xiao Zexin didn't know that she had already moved in.
After Nangong Ruyue left, he kept leaning against the head of the bed, maintaining the same posture without moving.
He closed his eyes and let his thoughts go, not caring about anything or suppressing anything.
Chaotic fragments kept flashing through my mind.
The scene where he attacks Yu Fei, the scene where he attacks Ru Yue.
There are also clips of him attacking other people...
In the hallucination, he has gone crazy and completely lost his mind.
All I know is, kill, kill, kill!
The other person, on the other hand, stood calmly and rationally and looked at the crazy person.
He knew what he was doing, but he couldn't control himself.
Xiao Zexin opened his eyes suddenly, his pupils narrowing sharply.
Is he mentally dissociated?
People with schizophrenia are both normal people and not normal people.
They clearly know good and evil, right and wrong, and can see everything rationally.
But there is another devil living in my heart...
Xiao Zexin held his hand fiercely, and his eyes were filled with a sinister look.
He must never become that kind of person and must not be schizophrenic!
"Bang--" With nowhere to vent, he swept down the lamp on the bedside table with all his strength.
A servant came in with food and happened to catch this scene.
Xiao Zexin slowly raised his eyes, there was no warmth in his eyes.
The servant was too frightened to come forward, so a hand behind her gently pushed her away.
Nangong Ruyue put a hand on her belly and walked in slowly.
"lady……"
"Put the food down and clean up here first."
"yes."
The servant put down the food and left in a hurry.
Xiao Zexin looked at Nangong Ruyue with a gloomy expression.
"As you can see, I will lose control, I will really lose control!"
"Well, I saw it." Nangong Ruyue's expression was calm.
Xiao Zexin frowned: "Then you should know that if you are by my side, sooner or later I will lose control and hurt you! Just like...I hurt you like I hurt Yu Fei."
Nangong Ruyue always thought that he was so repulsive to her approach.
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