Despite already knowing, she agreed to marry Li Qian.
But hearing her say it with his own ears, Xiao Lang still felt very sad.
Feeling like suffocating...
He clenched his palms slightly, holding back the surge in his heart.
"I have never held your hand, how do you ask me to let go?" he said in a low voice.
Li Mingxi was stunned.
Xiao Lang laughed at himself: "When you loved me, I didn't love you enough. When I really wanted to catch you and never let you go, you let me go. So, I never really owned you.
"
Why do people feel so sad when hearing his words?
"When I say let go, I mean you let go of me." Li Mingxi explained.
Xiao Lang sneered: "Where can I let you go? In my heart? My heart is not mine, how can I let you go?"
Li Mingxi raised her hand to cover her chest lightly. His words almost made her heart stop beating.
"Xiao Lang, why are you doing this..."
Yes, why is he suffering?
Xiao Lang said lonely: "I can't help myself, so if you blame me, there's nothing I can do about it."
Li Mingxi's eyes were slightly red, "You loved Jiang Yufei so much back then, but you finally let her go. To you, I am not as good as Jiang Yufei. You should be able to let go of me better."
Xiao Lang's hand on the quilt shook a little.
"Do you think, in my heart, you are not as good as Jiang Yufei?"
Li Mingxi was a little afraid to face him.
"Isn't it? You have loved her for many years, and this relationship is not easy to let go of."
Xiao Lang suddenly laughed, which made Li Mingxi's heart tremble.
After laughing for a while, he said calmly: "You go, I don't want to hurt you or embarrass you. You don't have to care about me. No matter whether I live or die, you don't owe me anything, so you go."
"Are you willing to take medicine and cooperate with the treatment?" Li Mingxi couldn't help but ask.
The answer is indeed no.
"Won't."
"You like to give up on yourself so much?!"
"You don't understand..." Xiao Lang lowered his head slightly, and the broken hair on his forehead covered his eyes.
"I just don't want to see you marry someone else, and I don't want to see you again, so maybe I'll feel better. What do I need my eyes for? Keeping them will only allow me to see things that make me sad."
Li Mingxi never expected that she would hurt Xiao Lang so deeply.
He is the man she loves most, how could she bear to hurt him.
How can I bear to see him in such pain...
"Xiao Lang, whether you believe it or not, I hope you have a good life." Li Mingxi took a deep breath and suppressed his trembling voice.
"Your body is yours. Don't hurt yourself for anyone. Don't do it for me either. It's not worth it... I'm leaving. You have a good rest and you must get well soon."
Li Mingxi looked at him deeply, turned around and strode away.
Xiao Lang's hands gripped the quilt tightly.
After all he said, he still couldn't keep her?
Couldn't she just stay and treat his eyes?
Is he really not important to her at all?!
"Ah——" Xiao Lang suddenly swung down the things on the bedside table.
Cups, alarm clocks, and books all fell to the ground, making a clattering sound.
Li Mingxi, who was walking on the steps, couldn't help but look back.
She resisted the urge to fall back and forced herself to walk forward.
"Miss Li, are you leaving?" Di Sheng asked her with a frown.
Li Mingxi said calmly: "I still have something to do and I have to leave. I tried to persuade Xiao Lang, but it was of no use. I thought he would calm down and figure it out on his own."